“Because I love you, Kinsley. I’ve never stopped loving you.”
Her cheeks turns red, and confusion is etched on her face. “But you broke up with me... you never wanted to see me again.”
“I told you the truth about that morning. I wanted to keep you safe. I wanted to protect you from always waiting on me, worrying about me. My job... shit, Kinsley, my job is dangerous, and I was afraid—I’m still afraid that it will bring danger to you.”
She sets the frame back on the nightstand and looks at me. “You broke my heart, Colt Stone.”
I feel the strength behind her words. I know what I did to her, and I’ve hated myself since. “I know. I’m sorry for what I put you through.”
She searches my face, and I can’t look away. I hope she finds what she’s looking for. Respect, trust, love. It’s everything I feel for her, and I want her to feel that right now.
She stands up and walks toward me. Her hands go to my chest and slide up and around my neck. “Have sex with me, Colt.”
9
Colt
I shake my head. She still doesn’t get it. It’s never been just sex with us. “I’ll make love to you, Kins.”
I pick her up, and her legs go around my waist. Because I can’t wait a minute longer, I press my lips to hers and kiss her like it’s the last breath I’ll be taking.
She moans, and I angle my head, deepening the kiss. My body trembles from having her in my arms again, and I vow to myself I’m not going to fuck this up again.
I carry her next to the bed she just left and let her feet fall to the soft carpet before I let her go.
I want her naked. I want to see her and taste every inch of her, but she has her own plans. She reaches for my pants and hurriedly undresses me. I step out of them and kick them to the side just as she reaches in my underwear and wraps her fist around my already hard cock. My head falls back, and I groan loudly.
My underwear falls to my ankles, and I kick them off. She strokes my manhood from root to tip. “I need you, Colt. I need to feel you inside me.”
I push her backwards to the bed as I pull my shirt over my head. “You have too many clothes on, Kins,” I tell her as I make quick work of pulling off her shirt and pants. I lean over, kissing her exposed skin and pushing her bra up until her breasts are free. I take her in my mouth, suckling her as I stick my hand down the front of her panties. She’s wet, already soaked for me, and I slide my fingers through her heat.
Her hands are everywhere, across my chest, my shoulders, and down my back. If I rub her clit, her nails dig into my skin, and I groan. She peels off her underwear, kicks them to the floor, and wraps her hands around my hips, bringing me over her.
She arches her back, and I move to her other breast, giving it the same attention as the first one.
She plants her feet on the bed and lifts her hips to meet mine. She reaches between us and holds me to her so I slide through her slit. I push my hips back and forth, and each time I touch her clit, she moans and whimpers.
“I need you. Fuck me, Colt.”
I put my hand at her waist and hold her hips to the bed. I keep thrusting my hips, but I don’t touch her where she needs me. I won’t, not until she understands.
“Love, Kinsley. I’m going to make love to you. That’s what there is between us. Nothing less.”
She looks back at me, and I see the fear in her eyes before she looks away. I fucked up, over and over, and I did this to her. “Look at me, Kinsley.”
She’s staring at me with a glazed-over look, and I lean down to kiss her. With my movement, my cock hits her clit, and she raises her hips to mine. “Yes,” she whimpers.
“I need to be inside you so bad, baby. But I can’t, not yet, not without telling you first. I love you. I always have. I always will.”
Her hands go down my back, and she wraps her legs around me. “Yes. Make love to me, Colt. Please.”
And I don’t have a choice. I’m leaking cum like a teenage boy instead of a disciplined ex-soldier. I rut into her over and over until she’s screaming her release and her pussy pulsates around me. I should pull out. We should have talked about protection, but I don’t even care. I want her pregnant. I want to fill her with all my babies and tie her to me forever.