Cruz nods. “It’ll be an adjustment,” he laughs. “I’ve never really liked sharing my toys, but I’m not about to cock block King.”
King grinds his cock against my ass, making the point clear as day. “And you?” I ask, letting my hope rise, as I look back over my shoulder and meet his heated stare.
“I’m down,” he grumbles, surprising me. “But only if you can guarantee that this won’t come between any of us. If things start heading south, I’m out. I’m not looking to fuck up my friendship with Cruz.”
“I get it,” I tell him, curling my arm up and around his neck as his hands slide up my body and cup my tits. “The last thing I want is to come between you guys.”
“Then I’m down,” he says. “We share.”
Holy fuck. Is this actually happening?
“If feelings start to change,” I say, looking up at Cruz. “I’ll tell you guys straight away, but you need to do the same with me. It won’t work if we’re not honest with each other.”
Cruz nods. “Promise,” he grumbles, as I feel King’s nod against my neck.
“Another thing though,” I say, pausing for a beat and feeling both of their hands freeze on my body, their curiosity getting the better of them. “I know I’m asking you to share, but is it too much for me to ask that while I’m with you guys, that you’re not with anyone else? Call me greedy, but I want you both to myself.”
Cruz laughs as King murmurs against my neck. “I have a feeling that you’ll be more than enough for the both of us.”
“I freaking hope so.”
A grin splits across my face as I catch Cruz’s curious stare, and I furrow my brows, waiting to hear what’s on his mind. “Speaking of feelings,” he murmurs, his voice low and filled with lust as his hand slips between my legs and slowly massages my clit. I can’t help but arch back, pressing against King. “How does Carver fit into all of this?”
I shake my head as I shrug my shoulders. “I honestly don’t know,” I tell them, wanting to be perfectly clear with them. King’s hands pause on my body, making it clear that he’s just as curious about my response as Cruz is. “I’m not going to lie, there is something between us, just as there is with the two of you, but apart from one weirdly twisted moment, nothing has happened, and I’m kinda doubting that it will. Though, if he wanted in on this thing we’ve got going here, I don’t think I want to say no.”
The boys meet each other’s stare above my head before nodding and bringing their attention back to me. “You’re not secretly fucking around with Grayson too, are you?” Cruz laughs.
I shake my head, unable to control the thrill that pulses through me at the idea of all four of them at once. I don’t even know how or where I’d put things, but I don’t think I’d say no to that either. The four of them … fuck me. That’d be an interesting night. I can’t even begin to imagine the way that Grayson would fuck, but something tells me that he knows exactly what he’s doing.
“So, we have a deal then?” Cruz questions as I slip my hand down between us and take his rock-hard cock in my hands. “We’re sharing you? No jealousy, no arguments, just the perks of a relationship but without the bullshit?”
“Sounds fucking perfect to me,” I tell them.
King’s lips come down on my neck and a soft moan slips from between my lips. “We have a deal,” he says, and just like that, Cruz finds my lips and we seal the deal the best way we know how.
CHAPTER 28
My fingers drum against my knee as I sit in my dark bedroom, telling myself over and over again that I don’t need Carver to sleep. The last thing I want to do is invite myself into his room with my tail between my legs and seek out his help.
No, I can do this. It’s simple, just close my eyes and let sleep claim me. Besides, after the afternoon I just spent with Cruz and King, sleep should be able to come effortlessly. I’m sure with this little arrangement we have, they’d be more than happy for me to sleep in their beds, but then, doing that would mean admitting that I have a problem, and while the guys already know, I don’t think I’m down for explaining it. Carver just gets it.
Trying to find the balls of steel that I must have dropped along the way, I scoot down in my bed and take a few calming deep breaths. It’s been a while since I’ve had a good night’s sleep, and with the way things are going, I’ll be needing every minute of sleep that I can get my hands on.