“I can’t leave my life behind. Do you know how crazy that sounds? I just want to get out of here,” she said, pushing against his chest to try to walk past him.
John caught her wrists and pulled her in against him. The breath whooshed out of her lungs as her chest collided with him roughly.
“I’m offering you an out. You want to get away. I want you to get away with me. Come back to New York. Hang out with Chyna. Spend time with me.”
Lexi shook her head back and forth and tried to wrench her hands back from him. “No. You can’t tell me to give up my life because you want to date me. I already told you no…a year and a half ago. Now, let me go!”
“Why do you fight like this?”
“Because you’re hurting me,” she said, gesturing to where he still held her in place.
John released her, and she pushed back against his chest again.
“I told you no. I’m sorry that you can’t accept no, but my answer hasn’t changed. I love Ramsey. I’m dating Ramsey.”
“Do you want to marry him? You said you’re not the marrying type…is he?” John asked.
“That’s none of your business. You seem to know everything else about my life. How come you don’t know the answer to that question?”
“I already know he is. I just want you to see how wrong you are together.”
“And what?” she asked angrily. “To prove that we’re right for each other? You prove that with actions, not words.”
“Then, let me prove it. You’re going to look back on this moment and regret not taking the out. I can see it all over you. I know you, Lexi,” John told her.
She stepped around him. “We were talking for a total of one month. We had sex once. We might have hung out since you were working on the Bridges hospital, but I’m not walking away, and I’m not going to regret it.”
Lexi turned and walked toward the door. She couldn’t believe she had just had this conversation. The audacity of that man to actually say these things to her—to try to convince her to give up Ramsey, her friendship with Jack, her life in Atlanta for something with him in New York—and the very idea of it all was outrageous.
John stalked after her, keeping her from the door. “I’m not saying walk away because of me. I’m saying walk away with me. We could very well fall to pieces in a couple of months, but at least you would know. You wouldn’t be doing this run-of-the-mill thing to satisfy anyone else but yourself.”
“And how do you know that I’m doing this for anyone else but me?” she asked, crossing her arms over her chest. “You think that I decided to love Ramsey because he wanted me to? That I decided to move in with Ramsey because he wanted me to? That I decided to be friends with Jack because he wanted to? I’m pretty sure I had a say in all of that!”
John laughed softly and shook his head. He actually looked distraught from her speaking. “The fact that you’ve deluded yourself into thinking that is the saddest part of all of this,” he said, forcefully opening the door and walking out into the hallway.
Lexi stormed after him, ready to give him a piece of her mind. John stopped short just out of the door, and she faced him, ready to yell at him some more, but then she got a good look at what had made him stop.
Ramsey and Parker were standing only a few feet from the on-call room. They were talking to each other but were walking straight toward Lexi and John. When Lexi had stormed out of the on-call room, Ramsey and Parker had both looked up at her.
Fuck!
No way did this look good. She was all angry and flustered because of the conversation she had just had with John, and now, she had to deal with this. Ramsey was in a suit, as usual, but Parker was dressed in scrubs with her hair up in a messy ponytail. Walking away in that moment didn’t sound so bad.
“Lexi,” Ramsey said, “I didn’t know you were at the hospital already.”
She knew that she should have texted him to let him know that she was here, but she had planned to do it when she was done, so she could spend time with him. Now, she had been caught walking out of the room known for where doctors had sex. Just fantastic.
“Yeah, I got here a while ago. We’ve just been wandering the hallways as John does his report.”
“Part of his inspection was in the on-call room?” Ramsey asked, keeping his voice even.
But Lexi could see that he wasn’t pleased.
Parker forced a stilted laugh. “I’m sure it was nothing.”
They all stood there awkwardly in the minute of silence. Lexi wasn’t sure what to say. She knew Ramsey would be pissed if he knew what John had been saying to her. She figured the extent of Ramsey acting cool with her being friends with these men extended only as long as they kept their distance. John had crossed that boundary. No, it was more like he had hurdled the line at a full sprint.
“We just finished anyway,” John said casually.
Lexi glared at him. Of course he would find a way to make it sound dirty.
“He was just showing me around. I didn’t even know what room it was,” Lexi admitted.
“I’m going to finish my inspection now. I believe she’s yours to take care of,” John said crisply, offering Lexi up.
“Yes, perhaps you should finish your work here,” Ramsey said, taking Lexi’s hand and pulling her toward him, claiming her.
“I can escort you the rest of the way,” Parker said immediately.
Lexi wondered if Parker could get any nicer. Lexi wanted to hate the woman, but she just couldn’t. She didn’t like the history between Ramsey and Parker, but she would give Parker the same chance that Ramsey had given Jack.
Parker moved to stand next to John, and then something crossed Parker’s face that Lexi hadn’t noticed before. Parker looked happy…happier. Normally, when Lexi was around her, Parker had this dejected, aloof expression about her, but it was missing.
“Wait,” Lexi muttered, her head spinning. Could she be imagining it?
“What?” John and Ramsey asked at the same time.
“Are you seeing Parker?” Lexi spat out in shock. She really hoped that she was wrong. Honestly, for Parker’s sake, she hoped that she was wrong.
Parker’s cheeks colored immediately, and she looked down at the ground. John just looked smug.
Shit! Oh God, the girl that he had been talking about…or at least one of them as far as Lexi was concerned…was Parker.