"He deserves nothing."
"Then you can find another woman to whore for Apollo."
His eyes darkened in such a way that I was sure he'd strike me for my boldness.
But ultimately, I won this battle.
That very afternoon Acheron was freed from his bed. He lay there as the restraints were opened and I saw the suspicion in his eyes. He was waiting for something worse to happen.
Once the shackles were gone, I ordered the guards to leave the room. Acheron didn't move until we were alone. Slowly, angrily, he pushed himself up to glare at me. He was unsteady, his muscles weak from lack of use.
His long blond hair was matted and greasy. His skin sickly pale from the darkness that had been his home. A thick beard covered his cheeks. There were deep circles underneath his eyes, but he was no longer so gaunt-the atrocious feedings had added enough weight to him that he at least appeared human.
"You can't leave this room," I warned him. "Father was explicit in his terms that you're only allowed freedom in here so long as you stay hidden."
Acheron froze at my words and gave me a piercingly cold stare.
"At least you're no longer tied down."
He didn't speak to me. He never did anymore. But his swirling silver eyes spoke volumes. They told of the pain and agony that made up his life. They accused and they ached.
"My rooms are two doors down should you-"
"I can't leave," he snarled. "Isn't that what you just said?"
I opened my mouth, then paused. He was right. I'd already forgotten it. "I shall come visit you, then."
"Don't bother."
"Acheron-"
He interrupted my words with a cutting glare. "Do you remember what you said to me on your last visit to my cell?"
I struggled to recall it. I'd been angry at him for not speaking to me, but that was all I remembered. "No."
"Go die for all I care. I can't be bothered with you anymore."
I winced at words I should never have spoken. They cut me soul deep which was nothing compared to how they must have felt to him. If only I'd known the misery he was in . . . "I was angry."
He curled his lips. "And I was too weak to answer. It's hard to speak when you go days with nothing but darkness and rats for company. But then you don't know what it's like to have rats and fleas bite you, do you? What it's like to sit in your own shit."
"Acheron-"
His nostrils flared. "Leave me, Ryssa. I don't need your charity. I don't need anything from you."
"But . . ."
He shoved me from the room and slammed the door shut in my face.
I stared at it until a movement beside me caught my notice. Acheron's guards. He had two of them to make sure he didn't breach Father's mandate.
So this was his fate. I'd only changed the location of his prison. He still had no freedom.
I ached deep inside my soul for him. He was alive, but to what purpose? Perhaps it would have been kinder to let him die after all. But how could I have done that? He was my brother and I did love him even when he hated me.
Ill, I turned and went back to my chambers, but there was no peace there. I'd been uncharitable to Acheron, unkind. Thoughtless. No wonder he didn't want to speak to me.
But I couldn't leave it at this. I would give him time. Perhaps he'd come around eventually.
At least, I hoped deep inside that he could find it within himself to forgive me for being like everyone else. For hurting him when I should have been fighting for him.
December 1, 9529 BC
As the days passed by, I learned more things about Father's mandates for Acheron's treatment. No one was allowed into Acheron's room, except for me whom he refused to see, and everything he touched was to be shattered and burned.
Everything.
His dishes, his sheets. Even his clothes. It was Father's public humiliation for Acheron.
It sickened me.
Until the day I made the most frightening discovery of all.
I'd gone with several friends to see a play in the middle of the day. It wasn't something I normally did, but Zateria had a desperate crush on one of the actors and had insisted I judge him for myself.
We'd been laughing among ourselves when I happened to notice someone who was sitting two rows down from us in the peasant section. He sat alone with a peplos shielding him. He had the hood pulled up over his head so that I could tell nothing about his features and yet something seemed oddly familiar about him.
It wasn't until the play ended and the man got up that I realized why he was familiar.
It was Acheron.
He pulled the cowl down lower, but I'd already glimpsed the beauty of his face and I knew Styxx would never deign to come to something as common as a midday play. Even if he had, he'd never be in that section of seats.
I excused myself from my friends to go after him.
"Acheron?"
He hesitated an instant before he pulled the cowl lower and continued on his way.
Rushing to catch up, I pulled him to a stop.
He looked at me coldly. "Are you going to tell him?"
"No," I breathed, knowing the him he meant was our father. "Why would I?"
He started away, but I stopped him again.
His expression was exasperated. "What, Ryssa?"
"How did you come to be here? The guards-"
"I bribed them," he said in a clipped tone.
"With what? You have no money."
The look he gave me answered that question plainly. I was nauseated with the mere thought of what he'd used to get out of the palace.
He narrowed his eyes at me. "Don't look so horrified, Ryssa. I've been bartered for much less than an afternoon of freedom. At least they're gentle with me."
Tears stung my eyes. "You can't keep doing this."
"Why not? It's all anyone wants me for."
"That's not true."
"No?"
I watched as he angrily lowered his cowl. I could feel the ripple that went through everyone around us as people caught sight of him.
The sudden silence was deafening. It was tangible and there was no mistaking the attention that was immediately focused on him.
Solely him.
Women's heads came together as they giggled and tried to remain inconspicuous in their ogling. Men weren't so subtle. There was no denying the fact that every one of them stared at him with longing. With desire.
I was no more immune to his unnatural allure than they were, but mine was tempered by the fact that we were family.
"Do you really want to know why your father hates me?"
I shook my head. I knew the answer. Acheron had said it the day Father had banished him. Because he, too, was attracted to Acheron and he despised the boy for it.