The kindest thing I could do would be to let him go.
But I couldn't. I wouldn't just lose him, I'd lose Styxx as well and I loved both my brothers.
"Stay with me, Acheron," I whispered.
But he didn't do it for me. Instead, he fought for death and the days passed as I watched my father's physicians violently force feed him while he tried to spit the food out. They were merciless in their attention.
They kept him tied to my bed and pried his lips apart so that they could pour milk, wine and honey down his throat. He would try to spit the food and drink out only to have them beat him and hold his mouth and nose shut until he swallowed it.
He cursed them and he cursed me.
I couldn't blame him.
Every day was a nightmare for him while Styxx grew stronger in comfort with everyone lavishing praise on him and serving his every need. Meanwhile bruises marred Acheron's skin, especially his jaw where they continually pried it apart. The physicians demanded that he be "fed" at least every two hours.
Every time the guards and servants appeared for those feedings, he'd stiffen and cast me the most condemning of glares.
As he grew stronger, the fights became worse until he finally stopped fighting at all. The hateful angry glares were replaced by a hopeless resignation that hurt me even more. Still they left him tied down and I realized that I hadn't really changed his position. Only his location was different.
My brother's reality was ever the same.
November 1, 9529 BC
Today Father had Acheron moved to a new room down the hall from mine. Once more, he was tied spread eagle on the bed, but at least this time he was clothed. The feedings continued, but now they only occurred five times a day.
I made a point of seeing Acheron every chance I could and every time I saw him my heart broke more.
Acheron never moved or spoke to me during my visits. He lay there, staring at the ceiling as if he were immune to what was happening around him.
"I wished you'd speak to me, Acheron."
He acted as if I weren't even there.
"You have to know that I love you. I don't want to see you like this. Please, little brother. Could you at least look at me?"
He didn't even blink.
His lack of response angered me and a part of me wanted to lash out verbally against him. But I held my tongue. He'd been abused enough by the insults of my father and the guards and servants who fed him.
There was nothing more I could do. Ill from the knowledge, I left him and continued my preparations for Apollo.
November 20, 9529 BC
Acheron continued to lie unmoving on his bed. He stared at the ceiling as always, ignoring me while I tried to talk to him.
"I wish you'd speak to me, Acheron. I miss the way we used to talk together. You were my best friend. The only person I could ever talk to whom I knew wouldn't tell every word I said to Father."
Again, there was no response.
What would it take to make him acknowledge me? Surely he couldn't continue to lie in bed like that. Then again, given the fact that he'd been sitting in a tiny hole these months past, he'd probably grown more than accustomed to not moving.
My heart aching for him, I started away from the bed when I noticed something odd. Frowning, I headed to the bedpost where his ankle was secured by a metal shackle. It took me a second to realize what I was looking at. Fresh and dried blood coated the metal.
I cringed as I saw his raw and bleeding skin that was mostly hidden from my view by the cuffs. So Acheron wasn't always inert like this. From the wounds that marked each arm and leg, I could tell he'd been fighting fiercely for his freedom whenever he was alone.
As I saw the blood, my own vision turned red. I'd had enough of this abuse.
My fury smoldering, I left his room to find our father.
After a quick search, I learned he was out in the training area watching as Styxx practiced his sword fighting.
"Father?"
He gave me an agitated stare that I'd dare to interrupt his encouragements to Styxx. "Is there a problem?"
"There is indeed. I want Acheron freed. I demand it."
He sneered at my request. "Why? What would he do with it?"
I wanted him to understand what he was doing to someone who'd never caused him harm. Someone who was his own flesh and blood. "You can't leave him tied like a beast, Father. It's cruel. He can't even attend his basic needs."
"Nor can he shame us."
"Shame us how?"
"Women," he snarled. "You're ever blind. Can you not see him for what he is?"
I knew exactly who and what my brother was. "He's a boy, Father."
"He's a whore." There was more venom in those words than in the snake pit where my father threw his enemies.
It made my ire seethe. "He was a tortured slave you turned out into the street. What was he supposed to do?"
He answered me with a feral snarl.
But I refused to back down. "I won't have this, Father. I won't stand for it another minute. So help me, if you don't let him out of those shackles, I will shear the hair from my head and scar my face to the point that neither Apollo nor anyone else will have use for me."
"You wouldn't dare."
For the first time in my life, I stared at him as an equal. There was no doubt inside me that I could carry out the threat. "For Acheron's life, I would. He deserves better than to be kept as he is."