“V, that’s enough.” It’s Lorcan speaking, coming back to the seating area, talking me down.
“Viola, she’s not worth it,” Jude grits out, slurring his words as he leans against a low wall.
The buzzing is loud in my ears. It’s been so long. They don’t understand. I want to hurt her. I want this girl to feel what I feel right now…absolute, suffocating darkness.
A hand on my shoulder makes me tense up. “Let me deal with her,” he says. I glance to my right and into his blue eyes. The same darkness I have lurks behind them. His dimple is twitching as his jaw clenches. “Trust me,” Dino says. “I’ll take care of this.”
So I don’t have to.
I let her go, and she falls into Dino’s arms.
Lorcan and Jude are the ones who take me back to my room. I let them undress me to my underwear and bundle me into bed, treating me like glass. I’m shaking all over because I almost lost it again. Even though I didn’t, the adrenaline is still shooting down my fucking veins, making every sense heightened and me painfully aware of everything.
I’m done.
I’m so fucking done.
It’sdark when Dino joins us. Jude is holding me from behind, hand tucked between my legs, while Lorcan is where he usually is—the little spoon, his back to me, and my arms around his waist. I’ve no idea where Dino will fit until he eases in next to Lorcan, who shifts onto his back so I can put my head on his chest.
I’m drifting off to the sound of Lorcan’s heartbeat in my ear and Jude snoring at the nape of my neck when Lorcan murmurs at Dino, “Touch me in my fucking sleep, Sin, and I’ll castrate you.”
“You can always come over this side and touch me if you get lonely,” Jude says in a sleepy voice.
“Fuck off the both of you. I’m only letting you have her tonight because tomorrow she’s all mine,” Dino spouts.
“You know I have three holes, don’t you?” I add. No one moves, no one says anything else. “Night, boys,” I add, my lips curving up as I close my eyes because I know it will drive them crazy.
And because….
The buzzing has finally stopped.
“No, not fucking happening,” Jude hisses, his lips searing the back of my neck as he rids me of my panties, hauling them off me. They’re soaked through anyway. “You don’t joke about that.”
“I’m tired,” I say with a sigh, wriggling away from him.
But Lorcan turns to me and runs a hand where the heat has pooled between my legs, where I’m dripping with desire for them. “You fucking tease,” he whispers. “Don’t lie. You fucking want it. You’re already wet for us.”
“I don’t get a say who I get fucked by before my wedding or not?” I say, my mouth still curved into a dark smile.
“No, sweetheart. You don’t,” he smirks. I’m not wearing a bra, so he latches on to my breast, teasing his nipple with his tongue and teeth. As Lorcan’s mouth pulls pleasure up from my core, tormenting me with slow lazy circles over each bud, I feel Jude kneading my ass.
The moans come without me meaning to.
“That’s it, baby, submit to us,” Jude says, voice tight with need as he presses his cock against me.
“Alright, my turn,” Dino says. “I’m not being left out of this one. It’s my fucking wedding tomorrow too.”
“Make her come, Sin,” Jude growls, biting my ear.
Cold air shivers over me as the sheets are pulled away, and I’m pushed onto my back. I open my eyes to see Dino standing over me, eyes dark, watching Lorcan and Jude tease the fuck out of me. Then he crouches down between my legs. Jude takes one thigh, fingers digging in, and Lorcan grips the other. They hold me open as Dino’s mouth claims my soaking wet pussy,
Caught between the three of them, unable to escape, I can do nothing but lie there and take it. Every lick has me gripping the sheets, and every suck has me growling at them. Jude’s teeth sink into the soft bend of my neck. Lorcan’s tongue flicks across my bare breasts. Having them all at once, pleasuring me, stroking every part of me, is something I never expected or ever want to lose. It sends me spiraling over the edge, and I come hard, shaking, letting the darkness consume me.
I need to take back control.
“Fuck me,” I grit out, panting, straining against their hands, pinning me down. I manage to slip a leg free and then an arm.
I reach for Jude first, pulling his mouth on mine. He tastes of toothpaste and the barest hints of the alcohol he drank earlier, but I don’t care. This is Jude. His scent, his breath, is everything and more. I never want not to have him again. I bite down, tasting blood. He grunts as his tongue plunges into my mouth, lapping hard and hot, just as Dino’s tongue eats the release between my legs and Lorcan’s hands and kisses sweep down my entire body, lighting every nerve on fire.