I push up astride him and shake my head. “No, I’m not sore and I want you inside me.”
His hands wrap around my hips as he picks me up and I know what he wants. I reach down, guiding him into me. I shudder from the small orgasm flashing through me that happens every time I take him into me this way. Alex had grinned at my astonishment then whispered g-spot then proceeded to drive me out of my mind. I love and hate this position, even though I’m the one on top he’s the one in complete control of my body. He can go for hours and refuses to come until I’ve had multiple orgasms.
“That’s it baby, I love watching your beautiful body this way. So fucking beautiful, your sweet nipples hard and tight for me.” He reaches up, cups a breast in each hand, and squeezes lightly, brushing a thumb over my nipples. I lean back and rock my hips on him, gripping him tightly from inside. His grip tightens on my breasts. Rocking again, I fall forward, my hands go down on his chest. Using his body as leverage, I begin to move. Even though he feels deeper and thicker when he takes me from behind, in this position I feel impaled on him. It feels as if there is nowhere Alex’s cock doesn’t touch me inside. “Slow, go slow.”
A thrill shoots through me, his words are almost slurred. I love knowing I have the power to do this to him. It doesn’t matter I’m not a size zero and don’t look like a model. Alex loves my body, needs me to find peace and satisfaction. There is no high bigger than knowing that.
I push up and then down rocking forward, squeezing tighter as I move down. My name is a moan on his lips and I move again taking him deeper. Alex sighs, I feel him thicken deep inside. I know he’s close. Falling forward, I move faster now, with each movement my clit brushes against his thick cock. There is no surprise when Alex takes control, his hands move back on my hips. Capturing me, he grinds deep and sends me into a climax causing me to fall onto him. Yet, I still feel Alex thick and hard, deep inside me. He allows me a few minutes before he begins to move me on him, grinding up into me with each thrust inside me. Thankfully, this time when I slip over the edge, Alex follows me and the feeling of him inside me sends me deeper into pleasure only Alex can give me.
The world is a blur as he tucks me into his side. Sleep is e
asier than it’s been for the last few nights. My world feels right again.
Chapter Eleven
I come awake slowly, to the feel of Alex moving behind me, sliding inside me. Immediately I’m awake. This is my favorite way to wake up and he knows it. He makes love slowly, almost too slowly but he doesn’t make me beg this time. Soon, we both shudder together as holds me tightly against him. In this moment, always, I feel as if I could melt into him, disappear into his skin and never be without him. He holds me for long minutes the way he knows I like. Then his phone starts buzzing angrily on the bedside. Releasing me, I feel his reluctance, and it’s the only thing that soothes the loss of him.
From his few murmurs it’s clear it’s the hospital and he’s promising to be there soon. I slide out of bed and go into the bathroom attached to the room. When I saw it yesterday the gleaming silver faucets, marble floors, and separate vanities I was impressed. The bathtub and shower are also separate, the shower is only slightly smaller than the one in Alex’s condo. It only has three shower heads to the shower in the condo’s six. I turn the shower on as hot as Alex likes it and begin to wash. He joins me only moments later, pulling me into his arms with a gentle kiss on my forehead.
As he does so often, he takes over cleaning me, beginning with my hair. The first time he had done it, I was surprised, but Alex admitted he loves my long hair. I love feeling taken care of as he washes, and he always gives the best scalp massage ever. When he’s done, he allows me to wash him. I finish by going down on my knees and take him deep.
Once we’re dressed, despite Alex telling me multiple times I don’t have to go with him, we go down for breakfast. It’s relatively early but I’m still surprised only Lorraine and a pretty, young blonde, who looked achingly skinny beside her, are at the table. We had only entered the room before the blonde storms out without looking at either of us.
“That was Priscilla, she does that a lot. Especially when her mother pushes her to visit a cranky, rude, old man who doesn’t really care about anyone but himself, so she can be included in his will.”
Lorraine sighs, “Alex, she was his step-daughter for six years. He taught her to swim, he told her to call him Dad. He’s paid for her schooling, even after the divorce doesn’t she have a right to expect something?”
“I promised to be at the hospital shortly. I’m not going to start my day having this discussion.”
A servant brings in a selection of breakfast items on a warming tray. Alex selects eggs, toast, strawberries, and blueberries for the both of us and we eat quickly. Lorraine leaves in a huff. Coffee is brought in, along with the half and half I prefer. I had no idea how good coffee could be and I swallow down two cups before I even begin to eat.
“You like the coffee?” Alex smiles indulgently at my embarrassed smile. “I’ll make sure to order some for the condo. Now eat, sweetheart.”
We manage to finish eating and leave the house without encountering anyone. Once we get to the hospital it’s clear why, the floor is full of the family, roaming the halls in deep conversation, on their cell phones. Marley is flipping through a magazine.
Martin approaches Alex with relief, “The cardiologist has been waiting for you, Alex. Dad won’t talk to him, he just keeps saying he’s not being cut open and to go to hell.”
Alex looks tired all over again, chest clenching, I go on my tiptoes and press a kiss into his cheek. “Go talk to the doctor. I’ll sit with Marley.”
Catching me against him, he squeezes me tight and nods. He follows Martin, and I go over to Marley. “I want to see your father, right now.”
Marley’s eyes go wide. Without saying a word, she walks down the hall and I follow. The door is closed, she opens it for me. She doesn’t follow me inside, just gives me a smile and closes it again.
The man filling the hospital bed is a stunning picture of what Alex will look like in twenty-five years. Except this man looks more haggard and his lines are deep frown lines. His hair is a shocking bright silver, how fitting, no boring grey for this man. He’s awake and he’s looking at me as thoroughly as I’m looking at him.
“Well, woman, what the hell do you want?”
“What I want, I don’t think you have it in you to give, but I think everyone has hidden depths. I want you to stop actively trying to hurt your family and be the father they need. So Alex disappointed you by not following in your footsteps, it’s not a good enough reason to make him and everyone pay for your pride. It’s already really sad you have to fake being at death’s door to get them to come visit you. Don’t you think it’s time to be the grown up in the relationship and stop being the petulant child?”
The man stiffens, “Little girl, you have no idea what you’re talking about and you can leave now.”
“I know exactly what I’m talking about. Alex didn’t keep on the straight and narrow path you wanted him on, so everyone pays, especially Alex. I understand why you were disappointed. Alex is the kind of heir anyone would dream about, shockingly intelligent, charming, gorgeous to look at, and a natural born leader. Your plans changed, you could have changed with them, but instead you took a burnt earth approach, and considering how intelligent you supposedly are, it was the stupidest thing you could have done. I think you know that now, probably knew it a decade ago when Alex got married without you there. Now the family turns to Alex, and you had to take to your bed to get them to you.
I want you to know right now, I won’t allow you to continue to hurt Alex. You want to hurt yourself, fine. I love him, and if he won’t protect himself from you, then I will. I don’t want to make Alex choose between you or me, but I know he’ll choose me. I also know it will hurt him, but in the end you’re hurting him more.”
“I had no idea Alex had lost his balls and needed someone to protect him from the world.” He spat out at me.
“You know that’s bullshit. That’s the problem. Alex will do whatever it takes to protect and care for those he loves. Even at his own cost, or he wouldn’t be here right now. I sent him here, and looking at you now, you haven’t made me glad for it.