“Please, Alex, I promise I’m not doing it on purpose.” I attempt to assure him as I move down his stomach. His dick is so hard, with him lying down it’s almost lying flat against his stomach. Unsure yet excited, I caress the length of him, from his leaking tip to the base of him, and the soft, silky sac below. He moans my name, it gives me the courage to taste him. My mouth floods with moisture, as I lean down and lick the tip, and taste him. Salty... and still somehow sweet... I suck him into my mouth, wanting more of him. My tongue twists and turns, marveling at how soft he is, and yet, also so hard. He moves it’s as though he’s fucking my mouth, and I love the sensation. He’s far too large for me to take more than half into my mouth. It’s turning me on so much I can’t keep my free hand from my leaking pussy.
He moves to capture my hand before I’ve even gotten inside, and brings the offending hand to his mouth and mimics my own actions on my first two fingers. I moan around his dick and the vibration causes him to moan and his free hand clenches in my hair. I moan again, and he hisses my name. Allowing him to fall from my mouth, I know he’s close and I want to know more about his soft silky balls. I lick gingerly again, and again. Then take him into my mouth, sucking lightly. He warns me, he’s going to come. I move back to the tip of him, wanting him in my mouth when it happens. I suck again and bob up and down as he spurts inside my mouth. I lick him and suck gently until he has nothing left for me.
He pulls me up, his arms tight around me. I love the feel of him against me and rub his chest mindlessly. Happy and contented I doze. It feels like only minutes later when his hands find their way down to my ass. He’s shaping them, almost playing with the globes of my ass.
“It’s still so hard to believe someone as beautiful as you could want a fat ass like mine.” I’m drowsy and in awe still, at his response to me. His hands are running over me as if he can’t get enough of me.
Instantly he goes still. I’m flat on my back and he’s over me, his face hard and his eyes dark. “I want you because you are a gorgeous woman, the size twos in this world don’t have the pull you think they do. I love your body, every inch of it, I also love the way your eyes show your every emotion and the damned dimple in your right cheek that I don’t see nearly enough of. You are the total package for me, I fell in lust with your body. I want the woman you are inside. Don’t ever let me hear you put yourself down again.”
His eyes are a storm of blue, I can only nod. Wanting to appease him, I pull him down for a kiss. It’s nearly savage. I can’t breathe and don’t care. I’m clutching at him for more. Breaking the kiss, the satisfaction is clear on his face.
“Get on your hands and knees for me.”
I move quickly and I’m rewarded for my compliance. Alex pushes into me, I’m so wet he’s deep and slapping into me with a single stroke. Holy shit, it feels amazing. Alex stops, I scream his name in agony. “Grace, baby, I forgot the condom. I have to stop and put it on.”
“Don’t stop, please don’t stop,” My pussy grasps him to keep him inside me. Alex groans my name and it’s as if he’s freed from his previous control. His strokes are deeper, faster, harder. It feels so damned good, I hit my orgasm breaking apart and shuddering around him. My orgasm pushes him over the edge and he follows with my name a moan in my ear.
What feels like a long time later Alex is brushing hair from my face. He kisses my temple. I luxuriate in the feel of him inside me, filling me up and making me full where I have been empty for so long. I open my eyes with a smile, Alex is looking down at me with concern.
“What’s the matter?” I ask, my hand on his cheek.
“I told you sweetheart, I forgot the condom. I promised you I would take care of you and I didn’t.”
Blushing, I brush a finger over his beautifully full lips. “As I recall, I was the one who wouldn’t let you go. I’m sorry, but the feel of you inside me without a condom just felt so good. I’m also pretty sure, if you had stopped, I would have spontaneously combusted. It’s my fault, I’m the one who should be sorry. I’m so close though, I really don’t think there’s anything to worry about. I’m sorry it will cause you concern until we know for sure.”
“I won’t be concerned about me. My concern will be for you. I know you feel like we’re moving fast but if you are pregnant, confirming it will be one of the happiest days of my life.
Even though I trust Alex, I do, and he looks so sincere, years of reflex kicks in. “You cannot be serious. You don’t have to say that.”
Alex sighs. Rolling off me onto his back, and I’m empty again. I miss him already. I know I’ve hurt him and fear kicks in, until he pulls me into his arms, resting my head on his chest.
“That response is exactly why I’m more concerned about you. I don’t want to freak you out, but I see kids in my future and it would make me happy if they were with you.”
I can hear the strong pounding beat of his heart, it soothes me. His words don’t freak me out or scare me. They seem right in a way that makes sense of the last few days.
“I’m sorry I said that. You’ve never done or said anything that would cause me to doubt your honesty, it wasn’t fair to you. My mother made sure I knew I was unplanned and a mistake. I didn’t know the exact reason but from the beginning, I knew I didn’t want kids with Larry. At the time I put it down to us being too young and not having money. Except deep down I knew I didn’t want to be tied to him for the rest of my life and I knew that’s what kids meant. It isn’t fair to compare my experiences with my mother and Larry with you.”
“How do you feel about a baby now?” He’s serious, intent.
“Honestly, I don’t know. I’ve had a picture in my head, for so long, babies equaled bad things. Then I knew I liked being alone, and didn’t want to be with anyone after Larry. The idea of a baby became even more abstract to me. But when you said you’d be happy, the first feeling I had was excitement and happiness, and the picture of a baby boy with blue eyes and blond hair. It’s almost scary how appealing it is to me, so fast.”
I’m flat on my back in one movement, his hand is on my stomach. I know he’s picturing our baby there. His look of satisfaction turns me on. I need him again, just that fast. I whisper his name and he knows, he understands. He moves up and over me, and he’s inside me and I’m whole again.
Chapter Seven
Sunlight streams through the windows. I groan as I roll over right into a hard, silky body. The memory of the night before comes rushing back in a Technicolor flood. I smile as I open my eyes. Alex is awake and he’s looking down at me.
“You don’t smile nearly enough, then again that smile is so damned beautiful I’m only now starting to think that’s a good thing. If you smiled all the time, I’d be forever hard for you.”
Blushing, I rub my cheek into his chest. How does his skin feel so soft and his muscles feel so hard? “Mm, I don’t know how that’s a bad thing.”
“Greedy, come on. I’d let you sleep, but it’s after ten. I need to get home and ready for work.”
“Where am I going?” I ask as the idea of getting out of bed pierces the happy bubble I’m in.
“A shower for the both of us. I’ll wash your back if you wash mine.”
“Now that sounds like an offer I can’t refuse.” I roll out of bed easily as he pulls me behind him.