Eventually he lifted his head. There was one more question unresolved between them.
He looked down into her eyes, as blue as cornflowers under the sun. "You asked me before why I wanted to marry you. I gave you an answer, a truthful answer, but it wasn't the whole truth."
She stilled; he closed his hand around hers, and could have sworn he felt her heart quiver.
"I want to marry you because…"-his eyes on hers, he raised her hand to his lips, pressed a kiss to her fingers-"it's my duty to marry some lady like you, because I feel honor-bound to marry only you, because our marriage is dictated by society, and not least because of the child you may very well be carrying."
He held her silent with his eyes, pressed another lingering kiss to the fingers he held trapped. "But most of all, I want to marry you for a very simple reason-because I cannot imagine living without you."
He looked down at their hands, shifted his grip, twining their fingers. "And if that's what the poets call love, then yes, I love you. Not in myriad ways, but in one all-consuming overwhelming way. In a way that has come to define who and what I am-in a way that now forms the very core of me."
Lifting his eyes, he met her gaze. "That's why I want to marry you."
Amanda smiled mistily, freed her hand, traced his cheek. Then she drew his lips to hers and kissed him-gently, delicately, a caress as fragilely beautiful as the moment.
Then she let her lips firm, taunt-parted them when he reacted, urged him to plunder, to ravenously claim.
Gave herself up to the lion she'd snared.
And knew she'd never need more.
* * * * *
The marriage of Martin Gordon Fulbridge, fifth earl of Dexter, and Miss Amanda Maria Cynster, took place at a private ceremony in St. George's Church in Hanover Square four days later.
Despite the fact the ceremony was private, it was not small. All the Fulbridges, celebrating not only the resurrection of the head of their house but his nuptials as well, plus many of their connections, joined with all the Cynsters and their myriad connections, to provide a host of witnesses that overflowed the church.
Because the ceremony was "private," the Ashfords could attend without society deeming their presence in some obscure way ineligible. For her part, Amanda had insisted that Emily and Anne be present-knowing their enthusiastic anticipation had been squashed would have dimmed the happiness of her day-and Martin had had only one choice as his best man-Luc.
So the ceremony was decreed to be "private," and everyone was happy.
Giddily so-a sense of euphoria took hold in the instant Amanda walked down the aisle, beaming with exuberant joy. The light that shone in the groom's eyes was no less uplifting-the entire congregation was utterly convinced they were witnessing a marriage made in heaven.
Joy burgeoned and spread through the day, through the wedding breakfast and beyond, unmarred by any adverse occurrence. And then it was time for the bride and groom to commence the long journey to their home in the north.
As was customary, all the unmarried young ladies gathered before the coach, drawn up by the pavement in Upper Brook Street. Others filled the space around and behind them, crowding the house steps, pressing close for their last sight of the radiant bride.
A cheer rose inside, then rolled out of the front door as Amanda and Martin left the ballroom and progressed through the corridors, farewelling first family, then guests as they went, finally bursting through the front doors to a rousing hurrah, and a not inconsiderable number of helpful suggestions, mostly aimed at the groom.
Luc and Amelia, Amanda's principal bridesmaid, had escorted the happy couple to the door. They paused on the porch. Viewing the press of bodies on the steps, jostling in a seething mass now Martin and Amanda had reached the carriage, Luc touched Amelia's arm and nodded to the side of the porch, to where, beside a column, they could stand and see the departing couple clearly.
They took up their positions as Martin lifted Amanda to the top step of the coach. Clutching the frame, she laughed and turned, brandishing her bouquet. She looked up, then flung it-
Straight at Luc.
He swore and went to step back, but the column was behind him. Reflexively, he caught the bouquet. Shot a scowl at Amanda and saw her grin delightedly.
Turning the bouquet in his hands, he presented it to Amelia with a bow. "Your sister's aim is atrocious. I believe this is for you."
"Thank you." Amelia took it, looking down to hide her grin, to suppress the wicked impulse to inform him he was wrong on both counts. Then she glanced at the coach, saw Amanda blow a kiss, then wave as Martin urged her in.
Amelia smiled, saluted her twin with the bouquet-knew she understood. Knew she approved.
Amanda was married, and her own decision was made. It was her turn to snare her mate,
Luc inwardly frowned as the carriage door shut and the coachman flicked his whip. Just before he'd disappeared into the coach, Martin had looked directly at him
, then smiled-an expression Luc couldn't interpret.