I do as he instructs, and Logan slides in a bit further.
Ryder begins to suck on my other breast, and the sensations he and Cade generate help to counteract the pain between my legs.
Logan pauses inside me, allowing my body to adjust. When I’m breathing comfortably, he pushes in still further. Cade and Ryder move aside as Logan leans over me, supporting himself on an elbow.
“I’m all the way in, gorgeous. How’re you doing?” His eyes are dark, but sparkling with pleasure. The combination of care and lust in his expression sends a surge of desire through me.
“I’m doing great. Just keep going slow … for now.”
He draws his cock halfway out before sliding back in. Slowly, he repeats the motion, drawing out a bit further, pushing in slowly. He finds my clit with his thumb and rubs it as he gradually increases his pace.
“You can go a little faster,” I tell him. He obliges. “Mmm, that feels good. And a little harder. I can take it.”
He pulls my hips to the edge of the bed, stands over me, and starts to steadily pump in and out of my pussy. When he begins to move with more intensity, my bed shakes with the rhythm of his thrusts. I watch him move over me, in awe of how good his body looks, and how we look joined together.
I’m no longer a virgin. And not only am I having sex with someone I love, but I’m surrounded by men I love. I squeeze the walls of my pussy around Logan’s cock and he responds with a grunt.
“I’m gonna come.” His teeth are gritted, the muscles in his neck and shoulders tight. He stills, then pumps into me a few more times, deeper and with purpose. His cock pulses inside me, and though I’m grateful he’s being safe, some wild part of me wishes he wasn’t wearing a condom, and that his seed was filling me.
When he’s finished, he leans over to kiss me. “You okay?”
“So good,” I tell him.
“Did it hurt?”
“Only at first.” I smile at him and he kisses me once more before walking off in the direction of the bathroom.
26
Wanting all of them
I roll toward Cade, who’s stroking my arm. “I meant what I said. I want all of you.”
As soon as the words leave my mouth, vulnerability and doubt creep in. The part of me that’s been in love with Cade since I met him is afraid he’ll reject me. Maybe he only wanted to fool around a little, and having sex would be taking things too far.
But Cade, my friend, my crush, grins. “You sure you’re up for it?”
When I nod, his face changes, and I can tell that he wants me too. If I had any lingering doubts, his kiss dispels them. His lips claim mine, not like a friend, but a lover. His mouth and hands tell me how hungry he is for me.
Standing to remove his clothes, he pulls a condom from his wallet. Was he carrying it with me in mind?
Naked and sheathed, Cade lies next to me, both of us on our sides, facing each other.
He lifts my leg and drapes it over his, opening me to him. His hand strokes the length of his cock and I remember how it felt to have him in my mouth. I’m not worried about pain now, but the moment looms large. This is something I’ve wished for but never thought possible.
The head of his cock at my entrance, Cade smiles at me as he slips inside. There’s only a moment of discomfort, and then it feels so good. He’s inside me, our bodies connected in the most intimate way.
He strokes his arm over my curves, his eyes still warm even as his face grows serious. “God, Bianca, you feel so good. Even better than I imagined.”
He imagined this. My heart bursts out of my chest and expands to fill the room. I smile back at him and angle my hips to take him in deeper, wanting us to be as close as possible.
Hands stroke through my hair. Ryder is behind me. He kisses the back of my shoulder so tenderly, it makes her melt. He’s going to be next, but right now it’s Cade, looking like a golden god descended from the heavens as the muscles in his body work to bring me pleasure.
He reaches between us and finds my clit, pressing it with the tip of his finger as his cock hits some magical spot inside me. “Oh! Oh god!” And then there are no more words as I come, my pussy pulsing on his cock, my hand grasping at his shoulder for an anchor as I soar to the heights of pleasure.
He stills inside me as I come, and the fullness is wonderful. This is my new favorite way to have an orgasm, with a cock deep inside my pussy, a hard body in front of me, and another right behind me. Nothing I can do alone, with my hands, will ever begin to measure up to this.