The sting passed and they wrapped me in a new bandage. It took both Mott’s and Cregan’s help to get me dressed, then they walked me up the stairs. The early morning light was fierce on my eyes and I stumbled backward, anything to get away from so much sun.
“Get him some water,” Mott said to someone nearby while still holding me firmly.
A cup appeared and Mott pressed it to my lips. I took a few sips, then turned my head away. The light didn’t hurt so badly now. I faintly realized how much I’d missed seeing it.
“We can’t delay any longer,” Mott said. “Let’s take him to Conner.”
They sat me in a chair facing Conner’s desk. Conner stared at me for what seemed like an eternity, and then said, “You look terrible.”
I said nothing.
“If you learn nothing else during your time here, Sage, perhaps you will learn not to defy me. You were two nights down there; did you know it’s been so long? I hope you had time to reflect that disobedience to me will bring you nothing but misery.”
Again, I had no response. It occurred to me that obedience to him offered its own form of misery, but I wasn’t going to tell him that. Besides, it hurt to talk.
Conner nodded at Mott, who brought out a tray and set it on Conner’s desk. It was filled with items I recognized as having come from various hiding places around my bed and my drawers.
Conner picked up a few things that I’d pickpocketed over the last few days: a butter knife, a gold cuff link, several coins. “No need to ask about these,” he said. “You’ve obviously managed to find time amongst your other studies to steal from me and those in this household.”
Yes, that was obvious, so I remained silent.
Then Conner picked up some papers. “But I must ask about these. Do you know what’s on them?”
“I don’t know what you’re looking at,” I mumbled.
“They’re notes someone made. Whoever wrote them seems to have detailed some strange plans. They may be interpreted as ways to get rid of me should he become king. Everything from the rather nonoffensive appointing me as a foreign ambassador to poisoning my wine. Who wrote this, Sage?”
I shook my head. “Is your name on it?”
“Of course not. As I said, this is only my interpretation of the notes. Tell me who wrote them so I can ask about it.”
“I wanted to practice writing with my right hand. I found these in a bin, set for fire kindling.”
“I must ask you directly, did you write these notes?”
I started to laugh, then choked on it as a pain thumped in my side. “You can’t think I’m that foolish.”
ffered me more water, which I gratefully accepted. “I should have brought you more to eat,” she said. “But I was afraid they’d notice.”
I closed my eyes to rest them for a moment, then opened them and asked, “That bruise I saw the other night, was it my fault?”
“I had troubles before you came, and they’ll continue after you’re gone. Besides, right now you should worry more about yourself.”
“Who hurts you?”
“Do you know how ridiculous that question is, coming from someone in your position?” The encouraging smile she had forced onto her face faded. “I’m fine. Some days are harder than others, that’s all. And it’s easy for them to pick on me, because they know I’ll never tell.”
“Why do you pretend to be a mute?”
She lowered her eyes, then looked back into mine. “It turned Conner’s attention away. It’s better this way, trust me.”
We fell silent for a moment, then Imogen tilted the flask. “It’s finished. I’ll bring you more later if I can get away.”
“Don’t risk it. He’ll let me go soon. He has to.”
Imogen exited the dungeon, fastening the door as it had been before. Looking back through the bars, she said, “Don’t give up, Sage, and don’t give in to him. Please. A lot of us are watching you, and we need to see that it’s possible to win.”
She disappeared as quickly and quietly as she had come. With just the bit of food in my stomach, I was able to relax a little. And for the first time ever, I learned to sleep standing up.