And when Sabine peeks her head in my room to see if I'm up, I'm thrilled to see her aura has vanished from sight.
"I'm awake!" I say; shoving the bottle under a pillow and rushing over to hug her. Anxious to see what kind of energy ex change there will be, and elated when there is none. "Isn't it a beautiful day?" I smile, my lips feeling clumsy and loose as they unveil my teeth.
She gazes out the window and back at me. "If you say so." She shrugs.
I look past my french doors and into a day that's gray; overcast, and rainy. But then again, I wasn't referring to the weather. I was referring to me. The new me.
The ne-w, improved, non psychic me!
",Reminds me of home." I shrug, slipping out of my nightgown and into the shower.
The second Miles gets in my car he takes one look at me, and goes, "What the-?"
I gaze down at my sweater, denim mini, and ballet flats, relics Sabine saved from my old life, and smile.
"I'm sorry, but I don't accept rides from strangers," he says,
opening the door and pretending to climb back out.
"It's me, really. Cross my heart and hope to-well, just trust that it's me." I laugh. "And close your door already, I don't need you falling out and making us late." ,.
"I don't get it," he says, gaping at me. "I mean, when did this happen? How did this happen? Just yesterday you were practically wearing a burka, and now it looks like you've raided Paris Hilton's closet!"
I look at him.
"Only classier, way classier."
I smile, pushing down on the gas, my wheels sliding and lifting off the soggy wet street and easing up only when I remember how my internal cop radar is gone and Miles starts screaming.
"Seriously, Ever, what the hell? Omigod, are you still drunk?"
"No!" I say, a little too quickly. "I'm just, you know; coming out of my shell, that's all. I can be kind of - shy, for the firstseveral-months." I laugh. "But trust me, this is the real me." I, nod, hoping he buys it.
"Do you realize you've picked the wettest, most miserable day of the year to come out of your shell?"
I shake my head and pull into the parking lot as I say, "You have no idea how beautiful it is.
Reminds me of home."
I park in the closest available space, then we race for the gate, backpacks held over our heads like makeshift umbrellas, as the soles of our shoes splash water onto our legs. And when I see Haven shivering under the eaves, I feel like jumping with, glee when I see she's aura-free.
"What the-?" she says, eyes bugging as she looks me up and down.
"You guys really need to learn how to finish a sentence." I laugh.
"Seriously, who are you?" she says, still gawking at me.
Miles laughs, wraps his arms around both of us, and leads us past the gate, saying, "Don't mind Miss Oregon, she happens to think it's a beautiful day."
When I walk into English, I'm relieved that I can no longer see or hear anything I'm not meant to. And even though Stacia and Honor are whispering back and forth, scowling at my clothes, my shoes, my hair, even the makeup I wear on my face, I just shrug it off and mind my own business.
Because while I'm sure they're not saying anything remotely kind, the fact that I no longer have access to the actual words makes a whole world of difference. And when I catch them both looking at me again, I just smile and wave until they're so freaked out they turn away.
But by third-period chemistry, the buzz is nearly gone. Giving way to a barrage of sights, colors, and sounds that threaten to overwhelm me.
And when I raise my hand and ask for the hall pass, I'm barely out the door before I'm taken over completely.
I stagger toward my locker, spinning the dial around and around, trying to remember the correct number sequence. . Is it 24-I8-I2-3? Or I2-I8-3-24?