“You mean you don’t like the steampunk, lumberjack look?”
“Not so much.” She says, crawling into my unmade bed.
“Sorry it’s such a mess.” I say.
“You just need a woman’s touch. As long as I am not laying in what remains of another girl, I’ll be just fine.” She keeps laughing.
I don’t know what to say to that, so I just go with the truth as I climb in beside her.
“Let me just get one thing straight. I have never had anyone else in this house. It’s been at least three years since I’ve been with anyone, probably longer.”
She scoots over to the middle of the bed and kisses me fiercely. Our first real kiss. It is the perfect balance of hard and soft. My cock hardens, and her little pussy is rubbing against my thigh. Our kiss goes on and on. I am not exactly sure how long it lasted, but I can tell from her moans and the wet spot on my pants that she has come. I have to force myself to pull away from her. Her lips are swollen, and she looks a little dazed. Which is how I feel.
“Thank you for telling me that. I had no right to say something like that. I’m sorry.”
“You have every right. I’d be pissed if the situation were reversed.”
“Trust me when I say that would never happen.” She says before settling on my chest.
Does she mean what I think she does? Before I have a chance to clarify, she is softly snoring.
Chuckling to myself, I fall asleep with her. Tomorrow is another day.
Chapter Five
Suzy
I wake with Ryder wrapped around me. His head is on my chest and his leg is over mine. He has plastered himself to me. It’s like he is trying to keep me safe even in his sleep.
I lightly run my fingers through his hair and think back on yesterday. It was the scariest thing that has ever happened to me and it made me realize that I’m done fighting this.
I want Ryder to be my forever. When he came charging into that room last night I knew he would always protect me. I shudder slightly as I think about what would have happened if he didn't show up or if he had come too late. Somehow, I think he knew that I needed him, and he came.
I lightly run my fingers through his beard as I look down at him. He really is the most beautiful man I have ever seen, and I am starting to picture our lives together. He starts to stir as I run my fingers down his back nuzzling my chest and his arm tightens around me.
“RyRy?”
“Hmm?” He sits up a little and looks at me.
“Are you okay, Anamchara? Did you have a bad dream?” My heart swells as I look at this big strong man looking so worried about me.
I lean up and kiss his lips. He groans and rolls us over, so I am on top of him. My legs are on either side of his waist. When his cock touches my panty covered pussy I moan into his mouth. He lets out a deep growl that vibrates through his chest. He runs his hands over my curves.
When I start to move my hips, he groans and pulls away from our kiss, breathing heavily.
“Baby, if we don’t stop now I am going to rip these tiny little panties off and fuck you until you know who you belong to.” He says in a gravelly voice. I bite my lip and sit up on his lap, running my fingers through his chest hair. His eyes glaze over with lust and his hard cock throbs underneath me.
“RyRy, I want to be yours and only yours. I only wish I hadn’t wasted so much time. The feelings that I have every time you are near me scare the shit out of me, but I am done running.”
He grabs my hips in his strong hands and sits up, so our mouths are inches apart.
“Suzy you have been mine ever since I first saw you. I knew the moment you opened that sassy mouth of yours that you were my Anamchara. You were made just for me.” I kiss him softly as I wrap my arms around his shoulders.
“Make love to me Ryder, please I need you, make me yours.” His hands on my hips tighten as he searches my eyes.
“Are you sure? I don’t want to hurt you baby, you had a horrible experience last night.”
My eyes fill with tears as this man, the man that I am falling in love with looks at me with such a troubled expression. His cock might be hard, and I know he wants me, but he is fighting with himself all because he's worried about me.