Kacey met his gaze. “I’ll try not to.”
“Come here, I want to show you something.” Travis grabbed her hand and led her into a room off the main living area. It looked like a study. Every wall was lined with books. In the middle of the space was a giant oak desk sitting on a circular rug. The room had a private entrance to the porch as well.
“I’ve kept this, for you, all these years.” Travis reached into the desk and pulled out a manila envelope.
“What is it?” Kacey reached out to grab it, but Travis pulled it back.
“Promise me you won’t be angry?”
“No.”
“Figures.” He chuckled and handed over the folder. “I’ll be outside when you need me, okay?”
She nodded as he closed the door behind him.
The envelope was thick.
Shaking, she poured the contents onto the desk in front of her. The first thing she saw was her parents’ will.
She hadn’t looked at it, nor had she been there for the reading. She’d just had Grandma tell her the specifics.
Good thing too, because it stated in no uncertain terms that Grandma was her legal guardian if her parents ever died before her eighteenth birthday.
No wonder Grandma never lost track of her.
Grandma really had been her Godsend.
Sighing heavily, she placed the will aside and pulled out a tiny envelope with her name on it.
The paper inside was college-ruled notebook paper, something she hadn’t written on for years.
The letter was addressed to her.
Kacey,
I don’t know why I’m even writing this. You’re probably going to think your old mom’s insane for putting something like this in our belongings, but I was sitting at school during my prep period and thought I should give you some words of encouragement.
I heard from another teacher that you and Jake broke up today.
I know it’s hard. Senior year is never easy.
But, honey, don’t you think he’s a better friend than boyfriend? The boy doesn’t even pass a mirror without looking in it! You know you’re smiling because it’s true! I know we pressure you sometimes, but goodness gracious, you could marry Travis, and we would still be proud.
That was me trying to cheer you up. I know how much you despise that boy, even though he’s been there for you without you even realizing it.
I guess what I’m saying is. It’s important to keep your options open. It’s important to live and not get so hung up on the past. The past is called the past for a reason. If you are constantly looking behind you, your eyes aren’t on the road ahead. You don’t drive a car that way, so why would you live your life that way? Isn’t life more important than driving that beat up Subaru?
I love you so much. As a mom I have to allow you to make mistakes, to learn and to grow, but you need to know that my love for you is unending. Regardless of what you’ve done, my love is unconditional. Where you’ve been helps you grow, and, my little treasure, I want you to grow!
Well, the bell just rang. I may not give this to you until you get married. I know you’re rolling your eyes right now, but let’s just say you probably aren’t ready to hear all this from me just yet. But one day, one day this letter will make sense, and I hope it finds you on that very day. In fact, that’s my prayer right now.
Love you,
Mom
Kacey wiped the tears from her cheeks with the back of her hand but cried harder when she saw several other letters in the same pile. Her mom had written her letters and never given them to her. Mom was always strange like that, writing down her thoughts, then forgetting that she wrote them down in the first place.
Kacey always saw her mom writing little things down in her notebooks, but she had no idea it was ever for her.