“Heather…”
“I’m fine. Oh god, Josh, I feel like you’re melting into me. Please don’t stop. Please. ”
I put my forehead onto hers and quickly pushed myself all the way into her.
Pure heaven. I didn’t even want to move. I wanted to just stay like this while I listened to her breathing.
I slowly started to move in and out of her.
Then, I remembered.
Fuck. I stopped moving and looked at her. I never fucking forgot…ever.
“Heather, I’m not wearing a condom. ”
“S’okay. I’m on birth control pills. ”
“But I’ve never. . . ”
She looked at me and smiled. I melted on the spot. I smiled back at her as I captured her lips with mine. I started to move again, faster and harder. When I pulled on her bottom lip and bit down on it, she started to call out my name.
Mother fucker. It felt incredible to be inside of her with nothing separating us. I tried to hold off as long as I could, but it felt so damn good. The moment she started to come back to me, I called out her name. There was something about me coming in her that felt so right. She’s mine. She would always be mine, and I would do anything for her.
I stayed on top of her until our breathing was under control. I leaned down and kissed her. I’d never in my life experienced such an amazing moment. As I rolled onto my side, she rolled over to face me.
I looked into those beautiful blue eyes.
“Heather, I’ve never in my life experienced anything like what I just experienced with you. Making love to you was…it was magical. ”
I saw the tear slide down her face, and I caught it before it went into her ear. Leaning forward, I kissed her.
When I pulled back, she smiled.
“Can I ask you something, Josh?”
“You can ask me anything you want, baby. ”
“Well, it’s kind of two things. ”
I laughed and kissed her nose.
“Go for it. ”
“Okay…well, um…next time…um, can I be on top? And…how long until you can, um…do that again?”
Fuck me. She’s perfection all around.
I smiled at her and pushed a piece of her hair away from her eyes and tucked it behind her ear.
“I think I’ll only need a few more minutes, and as far as you being on top…baby, you never need to ask permission for that. ”
She laughed and pushed my shoulder, causing me to fall back. I grabbed her and pulled her on top of me and she sat up straight. She barely moved and then looked back down at me. She lifted her eyebrow and smiled.
“A few minutes, huh?”
“Looks like I underestimated him. ”
Heather laughed and then sat up some. Leaning down, she kissed me from my neck up to my ear.