“I am, too, baby. ”
Pulling away from me, Ari turned to face me with a shocked look on her face.
“What? Why would you be scared?” Ari practically shouted.
“I mean, why are you scared Jeff? For Christ’s sake, it’s not like you’ve never had sex before. I’ve never done this before. What if…what if I don’t…. ”
“Ari, stop. First off, baby, I’m scared because I’m going to be making love to you for the first time. I might have had sex, before Arianna, but I’ve never made love to anyone before. I’ve dreamed about this night with you for years. I just want this to be perfect for you, Ari, I want you to always remember this night. ”
I watched as a tear rolled down her cheek. I brushed it away with my thumb and leaned down to kiss her. She stepped back away from me. I was confused by what she was doing until she turned and walked back into the room. I followed her in and shut the doors to the balcony.
She turned back to face me as she stepped backward until her legs touched the bed. I could hardly move my legs, but somehow, I managed to walk over to her. She looked at me with that smile.
“Can I ask you something, Jeff?”
“Yes, of course you can, Ari”
“Will you please get this mother-fucking dress off of me now before I explode in it?”
I let out a laugh and nodded my head. Ari turned around. I could barely hold the zipper while I slowly unzipped her dress with trembling hands. She let out a sigh when I had it unzipped all the way.
Motherfucker. Her back was so soft and beautiful. I thought about the day at the ranch when I was trying to put her bikini top back on in the river. I ran my finger down her neck to the bottom of her back. Her whole body shivered, and I smiled, knowing that my touch affected her like this.
She turned around and had her hand clutching the top of the dress. Smiling, she let the dress fall.
If I died this very second, I would die a happy man. I let my eyes travel up and down her body. She was perfect. She wore a strapless white lace bra with a matching thong on her flawless hourglass figure. Her skin was glowing with just a slight tan.
My heart was beating a mile a minute.
She held out her hand for me to help her step out of the dress. She stood there, and just letting me look at her. I realized then that I’d never just stopped to really look at her. In the past, when I’d given her an orgasm, she’d only been totally nude a few times. Afterward, I’d always ended up waiting for her to fall asleep, and then I would take care of myself in the shower. She’d practically begged me the other night to let her give me a hand job. Now, I was about to see her nude, and I would be able to really take her all in.
She’s about to be totally mine.
“Do you like what you see?”
I couldn’t talk. I just started at her lips that she was now licking. I watched as her hands moved to her bra, and the next thing I knew, it was gone.
“Ari…I think I’m going to pass the fuck out. ”
Ari threw her head back and laughed. “Good! I was hoping for a reaction like that. ”
I just looked at her and smiled. Her smile faded as she glanced at the bed and then back at me.
“Can I undress you, Jeff?”
What did she just ask me? I looked her up and down again. “Huh?”
Ari laughed as she walked up to me. She slowly started to unbutton my shirt, and each time she undid a button, she kissed my chest.
“I don’t know if I hear your heart beating or mine!” Ari said with a giggle.
“Both maybe?”
“Hmm…maybe. ”
She pushed off my shirt and then took her time staring at my chest. Her fingers started to trace my tattoo. My whole body shivered, making Ari smile. She reached down and unbuckled my belt. After she unbuttoned and unzipped my pants, she leaned over and began taking off my shoes. As she slowly stood back up, I slipped my pants off and then looked back at her.
The way Ari was looking at me caused me to say another silent prayer I would last at least five minutes. She looked down at my boxer briefs and then moved her eyes back up to mine. She placed her hands on my hips, and I swore my dick got so hard that I thought I was going to die. She slowly slipped them off, and then she stood back up and staring at my dick.