I smiled as I bent down and kissed her. I placed my hands under her body and grabbed her ass as I started to move again. Before I knew it, she was calling out my name again. I held off for as long as I could before I had to let it go.
“Oh god, Jessie…I’m going to come, baby. ”
“Yes! Oh god, yes!”
It felt like heaven coming inside her. It was like every wish and dream I’d ever had about her just came true. I could hardly breathe.
“Scott…” she barely said.
I lay there for a few seconds before I was able to talk again. “Jessie, that was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. ”
She wrapped her arms around me and held me tight. After a few minutes, she moved her legs, and I rolled off of her to lie on my side. She looked at me with the sweetest smile ever. I pushed her hair back from her eyes and smiled back at her.
“That was the most magical moment of my life,” she said.
I took her hand in mine and laced our fingers together. “I’ve wanted to do that with you for so long,” I said.
Her smile faded.
Oh shit. What did I say?
“Me, too. ” As tears started to build in her eyes, she quickly turned and got up.
“Where are you going?”
She glanced back at me. “I have to pee like a racehorse!” She wiped away the tears as she walked into my bathroom.
I sat up. What in the hell just happened? Were those happy tears? Scared tears? Regret tears? Fuck me. If I pushed her into this too soon, I’ll never forgive myself.
I got up and grabbed a pair of boxers off my chair. I walked to the bathroom and knocked on the door. It was still open, so I peeked in. She was sitting on the edge of my tub, wrapped up in a towel, and she looked so damn cute. My heart started beating faster.
“Please tell me I didn’t rush this, Jessie. I’ll never forgive myself. ”
She glanced up at me, and that was when I saw a tear fall.
Oh. My. God. My whole world just stopped with that one tear. I went over to her and fell to the ground. “What’s wrong? Did I hurt you? Do you regret what we did? I have to tell you, Jessica, that was one of the most wonderful moments of my life. ”
She smiled as she shook her head. “Oh god, no. I don’t regret that at all! It was just as amazing for me. It was…it was—”
“It was, what?”
“Everything I ever dreamed it would be. ”
She’s thought about being with me? My heart started to beat so loudly that I swore it was echoing in the bathroom. “Then, honey, why are you crying?”
When she glanced back down, I used my finger to lift her chin, so she would look at me again.
“I’ve just never felt this way before, and I’m…scared. ”
My heart dropped in my stomach. All I wanted to do was take her in my arms and love her again. “Jessie…” I whispered. I leaned up and kissed her lips softly. I pulled back and wiped her tears away with my thumbs. “I feel the same way. ”
She snapped her head up at me as her eyes grew bigger. “You’re scared? Why?”
I let out a small laugh as I shook my head. “Jessie, I’ve never in my life experienced these feelings that I have for you. Just the sight of you takes my breath away. The touch of your hand on my body makes my skin feel like it’s on fire. The sound of your laugh covers my body like a warm blanket. Your smile…my god…your smile can bring me to my knees in a second. ”
I watched as a tear rolled down her face. I’d do anything for her.
“No one has ever said anything like that to me before. ”