Ellie started to laugh. Her smile faded as I felt her hand trying to undo the buttons to my jeans. Poor baby was having a hard time with only being able to use her left hand. I pulled my hand out from her panties and grabbed her hand and moved it away from my jeans. I slowly took off her panties and turned her to lay her on the bed. I felt her body starting to shake. I knew she was nervous, shit so was I. I just hoped like hell I didn’t lose control and hurt her.
“Ellie baby lay down…. ”
Her eyes grew bigger and she grabbed onto my shirt. She started to sit down onto the bed. Fuck my heart was beating a mile a minute. I could actually hear it in my ears. She started to scoot back until she was laying back with her head on the pillows. I was kneeling along the side of her body since she never let go of the death grip she had on my shirt. I had to smile at how sweet and innocent she was. To think I was going to be the only man to ever be inside her made me almost start to fucking cry. Last thing I needed was to cry right now.
I leaned down and brushed my lips against hers. She captured my bottom lip with her teeth and started to smile. I pulled back to look at her. I just wanted to look at her perfect beautiful body laying there waiting for me. . …. only me.
“Gunner?”
“Hmmm?”
“What’s wrong……why are you just staring at me?” she said as her voice cracked.
“Nothing’s wrong baby……nothing at all. I’m just looking at your beautiful body. It’s so fucking beautiful. ”
She started to cover up her breasts and I looked at her face that was flushed red.
“No Ellie, don’t ever cover yourself up, I love to look at your body. This is the first time I have ever seen you totally nude sweetheart and I just want to take it all in. ”
“Ohhh…. . okay. ”
SO. FUCKING. CUTE.
I stood back up and started to take off my jeans. Ellie’s eyes grew bigger when I slid my jeans down my legs and stepped out of them. I saw her eyes moving up and down my body with a hungry look as she stopped twice to look harder, once on my chest and my tattoo and then again on my dick. Her mouth made a small o shape and she started to lick her lips. Shit I would love to have that mouth wrapped around my cock but not tonight…. . tonight was for Ellie.
I reached down and pulled out a condom. She sat up and was sitting on her elbows.
“We don’t need that. ”
“What? Of course we do Ellie!”
“No Gunner we don’t. I’m on the pill. ”
What? Why the fuck was she on the pill?
“After we came back from the ranch the first time I decided I better start protection just in case, you know well, in case we couldn’t stop the next time. ” She shrugged her shoulders as she explained her reason for being on the pill. Fuck I loved her.
No condom. I had never had sex with no condom on before. This was going to make it even harder not to come the second I entered her body.
“Have you always used a condom Gunner?”
“YES!” I can’t believe she even just asked that.
“Is that why your face is white…. the thought of not using one, does it have you scared because if you feel more comfortable wearing it…”
Holy fuck, she was worried about that?
“Ellie baby that’s not what it is. ” I crawled onto the bed and moved over her and held myself up above her body. She let her head fall back onto her pillow.
“I’m worried that it is going to feel so fucking good I won’t last thirty seconds. ”
“Ohhh…. oh well…. um…. ” she crinkled up her nose and smiled. I could not have loved her more in that moment.
“I love you Ellie……” I said as I leaned down and started to gently brush my lips against hers.
“Oh Drew…. I love you too!”
I could tell she was frustrated with her broken arm. She kept trying to lift it up and I finally took it and put it up over her head. She took her left hand and ran it though my hair. Then down the side of my face, neck and she finally ended up on my chest. I did not take my shirt off very often so I knew this was a treat for her. She had gotten a little tipsy the night of her birthday and begged me to let her lick my tattoo. I wanted so badly to let her but knew I would lose control. Tonight was a whole different ball game.