Good lord I cannot catch my breath. . . breathe……in…. out…. . shit!
Mother fucker! I cannot believe how much I wanted to just pull that damn thing off of her and take her right there against the wall. Yeah, Jefferson would sure as shit beat the fuck out of me for even thinking that. SHIT! I hope I can look at her today and not picture her naked.
I wish I had time for a cold shower but that was out of the question. I needed to get dressed and make a few more phone calls for tomorrow night. First thing was to call back Jake, the guy who was DJ’ing for Ellie’s graduation party. Then I needed to order some food. Jeff had his last day at work today and then after that he was going to get some stuff for the party.
I quickly threw on a pair of shorts and a shirt. My dick was still somewhat hard from seeing Ellie in that towel. Christ the things that girls does to me. I couldn’t believe how excited I was to just spend the day with her. Spending time with Ellie was now on my list of favorite things to do. Before the only two things I cared about were football and the ranch. Now there were three; Ellie, the ranch and football and they were in that order.
I heard the shower turn off and knew I only had a few minutes to get this shit taken care of. I picked up my phone and called Jake back. He was not too pleased I just hung up on his ass but what was I going to say. Sorry dude…the girl who makes me hard just by walking into a room was standing in front of me with nothing but a towel on. The next call was to order some food. The third call was to Grams. What the hell was I going to get Ellie? I had never in my life bought a girl a gift, let alone a girl who is this special to me.
Wait…where the fuck did that come from?
I knew I could honestly say I would do anything for Ellie. Anything to make her smile, hear her laugh or feel her touch. She was special to me.
Fuck…. . I’m so fucked……
“Gunner?” I heard Ellie call from outside my door. I had just hung with Grams and had the perfect gift in mind. Just the sound of her voice made my stomach do flips. Man…. can I make it through this day without wanting to kiss her? I took a deep breath and opened the door.
FUCK ME….
Nope…I was never going to be able to make it through this day without kissing those sweet soft lips. She stood there staring up at me with such a sweet innocent smile that my heart just melted. I was ready to drop to my knees and tell her I would do whatever she wanted. My god …. was it possible she was getting more and more beautiful every time I looked at her?
She had on a short, but not too short, mini denim skirt along with a blue shirt that made her blue eyes just jump out at you. Her hair was pulled up in a pony tail and she had on just a hint of makeup on. Her lips were tinted a light pink and I could not stop staring at them. I wanted to know how soft they felt against my lips so fucking bad.
“Hey um, I’m ready if you are? I mean I’m not in any kind of hurry or anything I just……” She trailed off as she looked me up and down. She started chewing on her bottom lip. I reached over and tilted her head up towards me and pulled her lip out from her teeth.
“That lip is too soft and beautiful to be abused like that sweetheart. ” I said as I smiled down at her. I was pretty sure I saw her whole body shake. A blush started to creep into her cheeks. Damn, it was one of the sexiest things I had ever seen.
“Right…. um…so are you ready to go? I just need a bag or something to clean out my locker. ” Ellie said as she looked around at everything but me.
“WOW…your room is so……. clean. ”
“Why thank you sweetheart. I’m sure my mom would appreciate knowing that all those years of bitching at me to keep my room neat paid off. ” I said with a laugh.
Ellie let out a giggle and looked up me.
Jesus…. the moment her eyes met mine I swear I forgot how to breathe. I leaned down towards her only to have her look away and take a step back.
Shit.
“Um, okay well let’s find you a bag or something shall we?” I said as I moved passed her and headed down the hall to the kitchen. FUCK. I need to remember what Jeff said…. . She needed time and here I was trying to fucking kiss her every chance I could. What the fuck was wrong with me? Christ…. I need to think about something else…. . football…. nope that won’t work…. fucking football gives me a hard on…. . puppies……dogs…. I think I would like to get a dog…. . what kind of dog? I wonder what kind of dogs Ellie likes.
Okay…I will think of dogs every time I have the urge to kiss her.
Oh what the hell Gunner you are losing your goddamn mind.
“You sure seem lost in thought. ”
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I was now standing in the middle of the kitchen…just standing there thinking about fucking dogs. I shrugged my shoulders and started digging through the drawer where Jeff keeps all the extra bags.
“How big of a bag do you need?” Silence…….
”Ellie?” I stood up and she was standing there just staring at me.
“Ellie what’s wrong? Hey…. can you tell me what is wrong sweetheart?” I squatted down so I could look in her face. She seemed so lost…what I would not do to crawl in that brain and figure shit out for her.
“I…. I don’t know what is wrong Gunner!!I just had this panic come over me! What if I can’t do this? What if I fail at this too? I mean…. I’m soooo not sure that I’m ready to go to college, my mother keeps telling me…. ” Ellie turned and looked away the moment she mentioned her mother.