He moved his head back and closed his eyes. “Motherfucker. That feels so good, Lex, but I don’t have a condom on.”
No wonder it felt so good. “Just a couple more times, Will. Please, I just want to feel you.”
He pushed all the way in, and we both let out a moan.
“Don’t move, Will.”
I wanted to feel him inside me with nothing between us.
“Lex…” he whispered as he moved just a little bit.
He quickly pulled out of me and jumped up from the bed. He went to his pants on the floor. When I saw him grab a condom, I felt disappointed. I was on birth control, so why he insisted on a condom was beyond me.
He rolled it on and climbed back over me.
When I felt his fingers inside me, I let out a sigh of relief. “Feels so good,” I whispered.
Then, he moved and slowly pushed himself in so deep that I let out a gasp. He continued to move in and out. He was being so gentle. His lips came to my ear where he began telling me how much he loved me.
That was when last night decided to rear its ugly head. Blake’s voice invaded my thoughts.
I want you to know what you do to me.
I squeezed my eyes shut as I pushed last night and Blake from my mind. I whispered, “I love you, Will. I love you so much.”
Two Months Later
I sat in the small café, trying to study. I had only seen Lex one time in the last two months because of our crazy schedules at school. It seemed like both of us had taken on schedules tougher than we had anticipated. Then, Lex had a huge project she had been working on with a few classmates the last two weekends in a row.
I was going insane, and I knew she was, too. Our last two attempts to FaceTime each other hadn’t worked out, and I had heard the frustration in her voice. Weeks of texting and not being able to release our sexual frustrations were getting to the both of us. After Thanksgiving vacation, Lex was going to bring her car to school, so we could at least attempt to see each other more often.
I let out a sigh and picked up my phone.
Me: Thinking about you.
Lex: Thinking about you. What are you doing?
Me: Studying. You?
Lex: Heading to a study group. Big chemistry test before vacation.
I knew Lex had been hanging around that Blake guy more and more. They were in a study group together, and she had brought him up a few times. I didn’t like the guy. The first time I’d met him, I’d mentioned I was Lex’s boyfriend, and he’d rubbed me wrong. The way he’d looked at her pissed me off.
Me: Who all is going to be there?
Lex: I guess the normal people. Grace was supposed to go, but she backed out. She’s not feeling well.
Me: How late will you be there?
Lex: I don’t think too late. I can’t wait to see you! I can’t wait to go home for Thanksgiving and see everyone!
Me: I can’t wait to fuck you against another door.
Lex: God, Will. I’m so horny all the time, and you don’t make it easier when you talk to me like that.
Me: Can you FaceTime? I’ll go to my truck.
Lex: I can’t. I’m here. I love you! I’ll call you when I’m done. Bye!