“No, an Egyptian drink. You’ve heard of hot chocolate? This is rather like hot vanilla.”
I would’ve preferred tea, as I hadn’t had a proper cup in ages. But I supposed one didn’t turn down a goddess. “Um...yeah. Thanks.”
We sat together on the sofa. To my surprise, my glowing spirity hands had no trouble holding a teacup, and I could drink quite easily. The sahlab was sweet and tasty, with just a hint of cinnamon and coconut. It warmed me up nicely and filled the air with the smell of vanilla. For the first time in days I felt safe. Then I remembered I was only here in spirit.
Nut set down her cup. “I suppose you’re wondering why I’ve brought you here.”
“Where exactly is ‘here’? And, ah, who’s your doorman?”
I hoped she’d drop some information about the boy in black, but she only smiled. “I must keep my secrets, dear. I can’t have the House of Life trying to find me. Let’s just say I’ve b
uilt this home with a nice city view.”
“Is that...” I gestured to her starry blue skin. “Um...are you inside a human host?”
“No, dear. The sky itself is my body. This is merely a manifestation.”
“But I thought—”
“Gods need a physical host outside the Duat? It’s somewhat easier for me, being a spirit of the air. I was one of the few gods who was never imprisoned, because the House of Life could never catch me. I’m used to being...free-form.” Suddenly Nut and the entire apartment flickered. I felt like I would drop through the floor. Then the sofa became stable again.
“Please don’t do that again,” I begged.
“My apologies,” Nut said. “The point is, each god is different. But all my brethren are free now, all finding places in this modern world of yours. They won’t be imprisoned again.”
“The magicians won’t like that.”
“No,” Nut agreed. “That’s the first reason you are here. A battle between the gods and the House of Life would serve only chaos. You must make the magicians understand this.”
“They won’t listen to me. They think I’m a godling.”
“You are a godling, dear.” She touched my hair gently, and I felt Isis stirring within me, struggling to speak using my voice.
“I’m Sadie Kane,” I said. “I didn’t ask for Isis to hitch a ride.”
“The gods have known your family for generations, Sadie. In the olden days, we worked together for the benefit of Egypt.”
“The magicians said that gods caused the fall of the empire.”
“That is a long and pointless debate,” Nut said, and I could hear an edge of anger in her voice. “All empires fall. But the idea of Egypt is eternal—the triumph of civilization, the forces of Ma’at overcoming the forces of chaos. That battle is fought generation after generation. Now it’s your turn.”
“I know, I know,” I said. “We have to defeat Set.”
“But is it that simple, Sadie? Set is my son, too. In the old days, he was Ra’s strongest lieutenant. He protected the sun god’s boat from the serpent Apophis. Now there was evil. Apophis was the embodiment of chaos. He hated Creation from the moment the first mountain appeared out of the sea. He hated the gods, mortals, and everything they built. And yet Set fought against him. Set was one of us.”
“Then he turned evil?”
Nut shrugged. “Set has always been Set, for better or worse. But he is still part of our family. It is difficult to lose any member of your family...is it not?”
My throat tightened. “That’s hardly fair.”
“Don’t speak to me of fairness,” Nut said. “For five thousand years, I have been kept apart from my husband, Geb.”
I vaguely remembered Carter saying something about this, but it seemed different listening to her now, hearing the pain in her voice.
“What happened?” I asked.
“Punishment for bearing my children,” she said bitterly. “I disobeyed Ra’s wishes, and so he ordered my own father, Shu—”