“You are brave,” I said, wrapping my arms around her and stood.
Grinning as her arms slipped around my neck, I bent down until our foreheads touched.
“You are the light to my dark,” I whispered.
This time, I took her lips and didn’t release them as I walked up the stairs and down the hall. Entering my room, I moved to the king-sized bed and lifted my lips from hers. “And, baby, I can’t wait to soil you.”
Her smile was the most dazzling one I’d ever seen, lighting her entire being.19ClaraEven if I’d been able to fantasize about the outcome after confessing all to Alek, I never could have imagined this. His reactions and his words calmed my fears, and yet the look in his eyes stirred every cell inside me.
You are the light to my dark.
I can’t wait to soil you.
God, who said things like that? Men who were confident in themselves and honest with the women they cared about. There was only one thing left for me to say.
“Then let’s get dirty.”
He grinned, and I shrieked as he tossed me onto his bed and then laughed as he leapt to join me. By the time I stopped bouncing, his fingers had begun to trail their way down my body, tracing over my curves as if they were the most desirable things on the whole damn planet. My mind became consumed with desire. I was dizzy with lust, and I could sense my brain switching off. I craved feeling the sensations he was so very capable of causing rush through my body.
As the bolts of lust raced right down to my throbbing pussy, I grabbed onto him in sex-crazed desperation, running my hands over those amazing abs of his. Although I had spent my life surrounded by physically fit dancers, I never realized quite how touching the ripped perfection of a sculpted body would turn me on. It made me wild and animalistic. It drew another side out of me. One I didn’t even realize existed until Alek came into my life.
All of a sudden, the silky material of my dress brushed my hypersensitive skin, causing a small moan to pass my lips as he bared my torso. Everything Alek did to me sent me to new levels. It was almost like he could do no wrong, and the appreciative look he gave me when my bra fell away from my body had my heart thundering in my chest.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmured as he tugged and teased my nipples between his fingers. “I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you.”
“I don’t deserve you,” I countered. “But I want you so much.”
His lips curled in a slow grin that ratcheted my lust up to an entirely new level.
“Good because I plan on giving you every single inch,” he said, pressing his thick erection, still constrained by his pants, against my leg, making me even more aroused by the reminder of how full his cock made me feel.
I’d never even known it was possible to experience such an intense passion with someone. I’d never realized I could feel this way. It made me feel like everyone I had ever liked before had been nothing more than a silly phase, a passing crush. No matter their experience, their prominent social status, their age, their income, every one of them had been boys, not men. Not a single one could measure up to Alek Volkov. Alek really was the only one to have brought out this desire in me.
A woman with needs and sinful desires.
He made me feel no shame in being that woman.
“Tell me what you want,” he growled.
“You,” I whispered. “I want you to…” The memories of him pulling my hair, spanking my ass, and spreading my pussy so wide I could feel him the next day flooded in. I wanted the bite of pain again. I wanted his burning touch.
“Tell me,” he commanded deeply.
But could I? I’d told him of what Nikolai had done, how he’d been rough when he’d…
“No,” Alek said, taking my face in his hands again. “Don’t allow anything or anybody in this room with us. There is only the two of us and nothing, absolutely nothing you want is wrong. So tell me, Clara. What do you want?”
“I want you to hurt me again. Punish me because I—”
Who was this person I had become? I couldn’t believe these words were coming from my mouth. Would he think less of me for saying what I wanted? Would he question my sanity when he dipped his hand inside my panties and felt how wet the mere thought of Alek being rough with me had made me?
“Have you been a bad, bad girl? Do you need me to spank your ass and make your pussy sting again?” Alek whispered into my ear, which had my sex gushing even more.