The pleasure filled look on her face hardens my cock but I’m keeping control because I want to enjoy her. It’s also good for us to talk like this.
“No…” I answer. “A secret like that is not too much and that’s something I should know. So my first secret that you should know is this: I was jealous as fuck of ever guy I ever saw you with. It made me crazy because I wanted to be your first too.”
As the words fall from my lips the awareness of what I’m saying hits me hard. I probably feel the way she does with such a secret being too much to reveal. Too much to express because there’s deeper emotion and meaning to it than what I can say.
I’m a fool. I walked around trying to pretend that I couldn’t see what she felt for me , and in the midst of it all I pushed aside the fact that I loved her.
She reaches up an touches my face.
“Dante…” she says my name on the edge of a whisper and suddenly in that split second something changes between us. Something different happens in between her touch and our words. it doesn’t feel like we’re just messing around anymore or like we were in the first place.
“Yeah… that’s secret number one.” I give her an easy smile and take another grape to feed it to her. “Next. What else is there Princesa?”
She looks up at me cautiously. “Please don’t be mad at me.”
“I won’t be. This is us being real with each other. I can’t be mad at that.”
“Okay… When… um, you first announced your engagement I was happy for you but I was so sad because I thought I lost you and I very nearly did. I wasn’t happy when you broke up with Marie but I saw it as another chance for me.”
God, this is the opening to tell her at least two secrets. One that Marie and I broke up because of my feelings for her and two, Marie is back in town and wanted me back.
I can’t share either of those though. I don’t want to spoil the moment and I don’t want her to feel bad about anything.
“Rachel… when I met Marie I thought that she was great and I did love her but was something missing. There wasn’t that spark of something that I wanted to have for the rest of my life. I shouldn’t have asked her to marry me. I guess maybe that’s two more secrets rolled into one.” I take two grapes off her and eat them.
“Me too,” she chuckles and I feed her two grapes. We each have two left. “You’re not mad at me for thinking I had another chance. You were so crushed when she left.”
“No… I’m not mad at you. Honestly I kind of saw it for what it was and what it wasn’t. maybe I thought I saw a chance with you too but I didn’t want to cross your father.”
“Don’t worry about him.”
“I’m not anymore. Anyway… unless you have any more secrets like that to tell me I want to hear something wild. For your next two secrets, tell me your fantasies baby. I want to hear what you want me to do to you.” I give her another grape.
When she looks hesitant I know then she’s thinking wild. This girl is as dark as me when it comes to wild sexual fantasies.
“I want you to …spank me. I want you to catch me off guard and do it.”
Fuck… that’s what I mean. “Off guard?”
“Yes, so it can’t be now because I’d expect it.”
I laugh and give her thigh a playful smack. “Okay baby I’ll plan something that will catch you off guard.”
“I can’t wait. Your turn. I want to hear wild from you.”
I lower to eat my fourth grape off her and suck on her other nipple. I’m tempted to continue and on to her pretty pink pussy to eat her out, but I hold off. there will be plenty of time for that in a little while. I want to get her wet and ready for me because I’m owning that pussy tonight.
“My next secret is this. I want to have sex with you on the beach.” That makes her giggle.
“In public?”
“I don’t give a fuck who’s watching. That’s what I want to do.”
“Okay… that can be arranged.”
I hope it can, being by the water is making me think of my upcoming venture to the Caribbean. There’s so much ahead to think about. Right now though I’m imagining us wild on a white sand beach fucking. Her on her hands and knees with me pounding into her from behind. I want that image to be real.
I take her last grape and feed it to her. “Last one baby.”