I turned my full attention on the thick erection in front of me.
I didn't venture to think how big he was. All I knew was that I had never been with anyone this big. Jesus. That was going to be a hell of a tight fit. But instead of a frisson of fear or trepidation, my pussy clenched in anticipation.
But I wanted him. That was easy and clear for me to understand. I wanted him, so I was going to try.
When I wrapped my fingers around the base of him, his hips lifted ever so slightly off the bed.
"Lachlan..."
His response was strained. "Uh-huh?"
"I've never really done this before, so I need some help."
His eyes opened. "Oh God, you don't need to."
But I was already moving. I wrapped my lips around his tip, running my tongue around the underside of his dick as his hands went to my hair.
"Oh my God, Saff. I don't think I can take it."
I released him. "Am I doing something wrong?"
He shook his head vehemently. "No. You're not doing anything wrong. Don't stop. Oh, no wait. Actually stop. I'm not going to make it."
"Which is it?"
"I don't know. This is torture."
I frowned down at the thickness in front of me. "Is it actually torture?"
He laughed. "Oh my God. Where did I find you?"
"Tell me what to do."
"Oh God, yeah, just lower your head onto him slowly."
I did as instructed, using my hand at the base to keep him steady, wrapping my mouth around the mushroom-shaped tip, sliding down to the ridge. I used a little teeth and he hissed. "Oh my God. Fuck me."
His hips shoved up, and I got more than I'd expected. I moaned in surprise, but still took the additional inches.
He coughed. "Oh God, sorry. Wow."
And then I just started moving, using my hands as well as my mouth.
Every now and again he moaned with some instruction along the lines of, "Yes, use your hands. And tighter."
So I clamped my hand tighter around him or tightened my mouth around him. And then his hands went to my hair, keeping me in position. But then he quickly released me, pulling me away from my new toy.
"Fuck. Stop, stop, stop, stop."
I immediately released him. "Did I do something?"
"Yes, you gave me the best fucking novice blowjob of my life, and I am so close to coming, but I want to be inside you."
I absently stroked him. "Um, yeah, let's try it."
He eyed me dubiously. "We don't have to. This? This has been more than enough. You are—"
"Lachlan," I met his gaze, "I want to try."