Chapter 20
That Ass
CAIN
I
n the mirror’s reflection, Phoenix glowed.
Her lush scent saturated the air mixing with the perfume of her cum and the heat of her sweat. Altogether it was a fragrant aphrodisiac in the most wild and vulgar way, causing me to salivate and damn near lose control.
I inhaled deeply and savored it.
She watched me with curiosity.
Does she even understand how many nasty things I want to do to her?
I’d drank from her pussy and still was thirsty. Hungry. Greedy with need. Desperate to be inside of her.
How could I ever truly convince her that she was the most important person in my life?
Even if I cut my chest open and exposed the insides of my heart, she still wouldn’t understand the depths of my desire for her. She would never believe how many emotions she’d triggered inside of me. The passion that she’d awakened.
My hard dick smoothed against her soft ass. I kissed the side of her cheek. “When you were away from me, all I felt was agony and suffering.”
Her body shivered.
“It was more than what I’d felt on the roof with my father or even that moment when confronting Reverend Hayward and his atrocities to my siblings.”
“That can’t be true, Cain.”
“It is.”
“It can’t be.”
Those moments were rage. Pure violent rage at God, at life, and the selfishness of my father and the disgusting sickness of the Reverend.”
Her gaze grew sad.
“I was furious with my father even though it took me a long time to admit that.”
“He left you when you needed him most. That makes sense.”
“Mom had just passed. He should have fucking stayed and dealt with that empty sadness like the rest of us. Instead, he jumped.”
Silence filled the space.
“The city cleaned Dad up, but the day after I believed his blood still stained the snow. The next morning, I was out there for hours, as I shoveled snow over that spot.”
Phoenix’s eyes watered.
“The snow remained red. And I kept shoveling. West and Griff kept saying that it was white, that I was seeing things, but it was dark red to me. Blood red.”
Rage hit me.
I gripped Phoenix’s hips. “I shouldn’t even think about this now.”
“Maybe, you should.” Phoenix tried to turn around.
I wouldn’t let her. “Put your hands on the mirror.”
She widened her eyes and slowly raised her arms. When she placed her hands on the mirror, her ass poked out. Her gaze remained on me.
I slipped my hands down her ass. “What I just told you I’ve never said that out loud to anyone.”
“What part?”
“All of it.” I cupped her pussy and then I dove three fingers into the wetness, feeling the tight muscles and soft folds react. Her pussy was so warm, so wet and sticky on my fingers.
I gathered up her juices on my hand and smeared it onto her anus, making it soaking wet.
Trembling, she kept her gaze on my face.
You see it? Don’t you? The madness that you cause me.
Then, I slid a finger into her ass.
Blinking, she jerked up a little.
“I didn’t know I was still mad about the past until this morning.” I pushed another finger into her ass, shoving the juices further in her.
She parted her lips as if trying to get used to the feeling of them moving inside of her.
“Due to this new realization of anger. . .” I directed my view to her ass. “I’m going to take it out on your body.”
I thought she would shiver. Instead, she thrust her hips back, working my fingers deeper into her ass.
Those ass cheeks were thick and soft with lovely dimples that I yearned to lick and bite. It was the perfect shape for squeezing in my hands as I pounded her from behind. I couldn’t wait to feel the friction of her body against mine as I pumped in and out of her.
Groaning, I smeared more of her wetness onto her anus.
A soft moan left her.
“Do you want more than my fingers in your ass?”
“I-I don’t know yet.”
Grinning, I took the fingers out of her ass. “You’ll damn sure know soon.”
She blinked.
I gathered more wetness from her pussy. This time, I smeared it all over my dick.
She watched me. Her lids drooped over her eyes.
“I love the sound of that.” Slowly, I pushed my dick into her ass, inch by inch. Her body tensed. Gritting my teeth, I pushed deeper, spreading open her soft ass.
“Oh.”
A dark grunt left me.
Patience.
Her ass was so tight around my dick. It was almost unbearable. It took all my strength to not cum right there.
Make it last.
I gritted my teeth and gripped her hips, barely restraining myself. Every part of me longed to slam into her ass fast and feel her tight hold stretch against my stroke. And even deeper, my primal urges wanted to make her scream in pain and pleasure.