“I don’t think Aunt Tori can find us if we hide this far away.” And then, “Are you taking me to Mommy? Where’s Coburn? He’s gonna buy me an ice cream. I want to see them.”
The questions had become numerous and unnerving, and he was glad that one of his sisters had once remarked on the effectiveness of the liquid antihistamine for sedating kids. He’d stopped at a 7-Eleven, bought a cherry Slurpee and a bottle of the medication, and soon after drinking the laced slush, Emily was sleeping soundly.
That’s when he’d called The Bookkeeper to report his success. He wasn’t praised for a job well done, but he actually thought he heard a sigh of relief. “See if you can get Coburn to answer your brother’s phone. Set it up.”
Now things were in place and all he had to do was wait for the appointed time. He faced forward, unable to look into Emily’s angelic face and acknowledge what a creep he was for exploiting her affection for him. This was Emily, for crissake. Eddie’s kid. He’d killed her father. He would have to kill her mother, too. Sourly he thought that making an orphan of a sweet little girl like Emily was some fucking career, wasn’t it?
He wondered how he’d come to sink this low without his not
icing. He was in so deep he couldn’t even see the surface anymore.
He’d chosen this path and there was no going back. Initially he’d thought that closing all his escape hatches was a good thing. He’d thrown off his old life the way a snake shed its skin. Having had his fill of kowtowing to his fishing charter clientele, and his usurious creditor, he had turned his back on that business and had exchanged customer service for adventure and violence. He’d relished being licensed to bully and intimidate and, if necessary, kill.
Looking back now, however, he remembered those days on his charter boat as being much less complicated than his days were now. The work had been backbreaking and the income dependent on factors beyond his control, yet he remembered that time with a nostalgia that bordered on yearning.
But when he’d signed on with The Bookkeeper he’d made a covenant with the devil, and it was a commitment for life. There was no do-over. He couldn’t throw his life into reverse.
As for his grandiose idea of eliminating The Bookkeeper and assuming control of the operation, who was he kidding? It would never happen. Even if he had the courage to attempt it, he would blunder and wind up dead anyway.
No, he would stick to the path he’d chosen until he came to a dead end.
But before he cashed out, whether it was twenty years or twenty minutes from now, he was going to kill Lee Coburn for killing Fred.
Immediately after Coburn disconnected from Doral, he punched in the number of Tori’s lake house and got an automated voice mail message.
“What’s Tori’s cell number?” he asked Honor, hoping that Tori had defied him and restored her phone’s battery.
She lowered her hands from her mouth. Her lips were white from the pressure her fingers had applied to them. They barely moved as she dully recited the number.
That call also went straight to voice mail. “Dammit!”
Tremulously she asked, “Coburn? Is Emily alive?”
“If they had killed her, they wouldn’t have anything to bargain with.”
He could tell she wanted to believe it. He wanted to believe it.
She hiccupped a sound. “Is he holding her hostage at the lake house?”
“Sounded like he was in his car.”
“Do you think Tori is—” She couldn’t bring herself to finish the question and ended on a whimper.
Coburn punched in 911, and when the operator answered he gave her the address of Tori’s lake house. “A woman at that address has been assaulted. Send police and an ambulance. Got it?” He made the operator repeat the address, but when she started asking questions, he disconnected.
Honor was trembling. “Will they kill my baby?”
As bad as the bald truth was, he refused to lie to her. “I don’t know.”
She made a sound of such abject despair that he put his good arm around her and pulled her hard against him, laying his cheek on the top of her head.
“We’ve got to call the police, Coburn.”
When he didn’t say anything, she raised her head and looked up at him. “We can,” he said quietly.
“But you don’t think we should.”
“She’s your kid, Honor. You’ve got to make the decision. Whatever you decide, I’ll go along. But I think if you bring the cops into it, The Bookkeeper will know in a matter of minutes.”