He kissed a line to her breast, tonguing her nipple before giving it a nip. Maddie hissed, and he noted her hands fisting the comforter as she tried so hard to stay still.
“One day we’ll play a game,” he promised as he moved to her other breast. “We’ll see how still you can be, and every time you move, you’ll get spanked. A little slap to your ass or a snap of my hand against your pussy. By the end you’ll be so sensitive and wet that you’ll come the minute I slide my cock inside you.”
“You want to make me crazy, don’t you?”
“I want to make you wild for me,” he corrected. “Like I’m wild for you.”
She whimpered when he nipped her. “You’re not the one getting spanked.”
“Hey, if you want to try it, I’ll let you.” He was willing to go there with her. Only her.
“But you’re the Dom,” she pointed out.
“We make our own rules.” He traced her areola with his tongue. “Nothing is off limits if it brings us both pleasure. I know some Doms who couldn’t let their subs take control like that, and I probably wouldn’t have been able to years ago. But I could with you. If that’s what you wanted, I’d try it.”
“You need the control because of what happened,” she said, her voice just above a whisper.
He did not want to talk about his time as a prisoner of war. “I’m better now.”
“I wish I could have helped you.”
“You did. I thought about you every day.” It was all she needed to know about that terrible time.
“I wish I could have been there for you.” She went silent for a moment. “I’m just glad you’re better.”
He got the feeling he was missing something, but he didn’t want to bring her into the worst moments of his life. It was so much better to concentrate on the now. On how good it was to be here with her. He wanted to move forward, not look back. “You’re the one who’s better, baby. I bet you are going to taste even better than I remember. And I remember everything.”
He moved down her body, spreading her legs wide. He put his mouth on her, kissing her labia and giving her clit a little lick that had her gasping. She was wet, her body ready for him. He could smell her arousal, the scent damn near sending him into a frenzy. He feasted on her pussy, spearing her with his tongue over and over, taking in the honey of her body. It coated his tongue, reminding him of how good it was to be with her.
Being Maddie’s man had been the best part of his life. Even though he’d been a boy.
He’d been hers no matter what stage of his life.
She cried out as she came, her body shaking and going stiff before she sighed and relaxed.
It was his time. He pushed himself off the bed and grabbed the condom he’d lain out next to his kit because he was a motherfucking optimist. He dragged it over his dick, watching her. She lay on the bed, soft light from the lamp caressing her skin. She was the definition of temptation with her legs still spread, evidence of her orgasm glistening on her pussy.
“You are so fucking gorgeous.” He moved back to the bed, covering her and making a place for himself at her core. “Wrap your legs around me.”
She gave him a smile, her eyes soft as she did his bidding, and wound herself around him. “That’s an easy order to follow. Oh, god, you’re going to kill me, Deke.”
He was sliding his hard length over her clit, getting his dick wet. “Never. Look at me.”
Her eyes caught on his.
“Hello again, baby.” He thrust up, joining them together.
He hissed, trying not to give into the desperate need to fuck her as hard as he could. Instead he kissed her as he eased back out of her body. Kissed her as he thrust in. Kissed her as they found a familiar rhythm, one he’d worried he would never find again. Every sigh from her lips, touch of her hand, connected him to the boy he’d been, formed a bridge between that boy and the man he’d become.
When Maddie tightened around him and called out his name, he couldn’t hold back another second. He wanted it to last, wanted to stay in this moment of rediscovery with her forever. But the orgasm bloomed over him, sending him into a spiral of pure pleasure.
He collapsed on top of her, surrounded by her warmth.
“Well I feel better,” Maddie said with a sigh.
He chuckled and rolled to the side, keeping his arms around her. “I’m glad I could help, baby.”
She cuddled close, and Deke wished the night didn’t have to end.