Green went down on his knees so he was eye level with him. “I’m saying: Why didn’t you talk to me, Mark? How long have you been feeling like this?”
“Long enough to drive me crazy.” Ruxs laughed humorlessly.
Green stared at him. He put his hands on Ruxs cheeks. “Com’ere,” he whispered.
Ruxs’ eyes widened slightly, his voice a hushed murmur, “Are you gay?”
Green smirked. “Are you? Just shut up and come here.”
Ruxs leaned forward and let Green close the rest of the distance. He ignored the constant throb in his head, now more focused on the pulsing in his cock. Green’s lips were soft and supple. He couldn’t help the sigh that escaped him. Finally. This is what he’d been fantasizing about for weeks. Ruxs opened his legs wider inviting Green in. When he was close enough, Ruxs tilted his head, wanting to deepen the kiss. The shallow pecks he was receiving now just weren’t cutting it. But Green pulled back, rubbing his face against the cheek that wasn’t cut. His hands rubbing up and down Ruxs’ arms, and oh god it was wonderful. Different than how he usually touched him. Green placed a soft kiss on his cheek, his jaw, dragging his mouth back up to his ear. “Tell me,” he whispered. “Tell me how you feel about me.”
Ruxs just barely cracked his heavy eyelids. His voice was so ragged, so pained when he responded. “I can’t.”
“I’m not going any further until you say it.” Green licked lightly at his ear and Ruxs groaned at the pleasure. Damn, he didn’t want Green to stop, he wasn’t even close to getting his fill. He had to take his chance now. He leaned forward, his forehead resting against Green’s chest. He inhaled deeply and a surge of anger shot through him more powerful than anything he’d ever felt. He bolted up to his feet, pulling Green up with him. The shocked look on his partner’s face was little consolation. Ruxs pushed his chest flat up against Green’s, his fist clenched in his nice button-up shirt. He propelled them backwards until Green slammed into the wall so hard that the framed picture of the 1965 Shelby that hung on the wall came crashing down to the floor. Ruxs ignored it, staring into Green’s wide eyes.
“Mark what the fuck, man?”
Ruxs leaned in, his lips ghosting over his partners. He growled low, his voice harsh and angry, “You smell like her. That’s not how you smell.”
Green had the same hard grip on his waist as Ruxs had on his shirt. “Nothing fuckin’ happened. I didn’t even get to second base.”
Ruxs bunched the shirt up tighter. “Oh, but you wanted to, didn’t you?”
“Don’t do that. Nothing matters but from this point on,” Green hissed back.
Ruxs didn’t know why he was acting this crazy. Probably because he loved Green’s scent. He’d been enjoying it every day for years, now he smelled foreign to him, and he hated it. Ruxs buried his nose in Green’s throat, the prickly stubble tickling his senses while he searched for that scent that had driven him crazy the last few days. He didn’t smell it at the base of his throat. He showed Green his disapproval by sucking hard on his tan skin. The grunt Green gave him made him even crazier, made him anxious to find that smell. Green’s hands were on his back pressing him in closer. Ruxs moved in deeper under Green’s jaw, he nipped him there too. His chest rose and fell as he anxiously sought out his want. He ran his nose down under his earlobe, under his collar. “There you are.” He moaned. Ruxs let go of the shirt rumpled up in his fist and smoothed his arms up Green’s hard chest, gripping his throat. He pushed his head up so he could have full access to that fragrance. Green rubbed small circles on his back while Ruxs kissed and licked that wonderful scent. “You’ve been driving me in-fuckin-sane with this new cologne for days. You’ve been driving me crazy period. I want you, want you like I’ve never wanted anything. I don’t want to just be your best friend, I want that and a whole lot more.” Ruxs brought Green’s mouth back to his and kissed him with all the passion that had been bound up inside him. His partner opened and surrendered to his kiss, kissing him back with an intensity he’d only dreamed about.
When Green brought his hands up to his neck, Ruxs jerked back hissing at the pain of the little cuts that littered the back of his head. Green frowned. “Oh shit. I’m sorry. I got kind of lost for a moment.”
“Does this mean —” Ruxs started.
“Let’s get you cleaned up. More of that can wait.” Green went to move but Ruxs stopped him.