I want to reply, I really do, I want to tell him that he’s doing all sorts of things to me too, but the words get caught in my throat and all I can do is pant. My breasts are on fire, my core is burning, I’m crazy. One of Kade’s hands remains on my breast but the other one trickles down my body all the way to the waist band of my jeans. I suck my stomach in, inadvertently giving him a space to dip into my pants if he wants too. I’m being too forward, this isn’t like me at all, it’s almost as if I’m not a virgin at all. But I suppose that’s because this is Kade, I feel so comfortable around him that I don’t mind what I do. I know him and he does me.
“Shall we take a seat?” he asks me quietly. I don’t know where, but I’m sure we’ll sort it out.
He takes my hand and guides me backwards to a pile of hay. When I screw my nose up, not sure if that’s where I want to go, Kade races out of the stables, hopefully to grab the blanket. While he’s gone I dig into the depths of my feelings, trying to work out if this is definitely something that I want to do. Without him around, fogging up my brain with lust, I can think a little clearer… and I do still wa
nt him. My body screams for him. I kick my shoes off and giggle to myself, ecstatic that this is finally here. The moment I’ve been waiting for.
“Is this better?” he comes back with his blanket. “If I lie this down to make it more comfortable?”
I smile the widest most genuine smile I can muster and I nod. “Yes, that’s utterly perfect.”
He lays the blanket down and I climb upon it. At first, I it, but when Kade climbs over me with a deep lust in his eyes I fall back into a lying position. I cup my hands around his cheeks and I tug him towards me so I can kiss him again. I’m full of the intense sense that this is right, this is where I should be. Any guilt I felt for leaving my friends behind and telling them not the full truth vanishes. Needs must when it comes to lust.
The only thing that causes me to raise my body upwards is when Kade grabs my top to pull it off. My bra, which has already been unhooked comes with it and is tosses to the side out of reach. I’m shy, it makes me nervous to do so, but I reach forward and I tentatively pull his tee shirt up a little bit too. I can’t go the whole way because I get a glimpse of some serious abs there which makes my heart skip a beat.
Kade smirks at me, sensing my reaction and he finishes the job for me. His entire torso is filled with muscles that definitely weren’t there before. I suppose I haven’t seen him topless since he was a child, but I don’t think I was expecting this. He looks like he belongs on the cover of a magazine rather than here with me. I’m left breathless and even needier for him. The pulse in my pants is utterly out of control.
“Wow,” I spit out. “You look good, Kade, when… erm, when… when did that happen?”
He laughs and hooks his hand around my back, kissing me again. This time, as his hand snakes down towards my underwear I arch my back and invite him in. He takes the invite and dives in happily.
“Oh wow.” He slides all the way down, feeling my intense wet heat. “You really do want this.”
“I do…” I feel like I’m going nuts. My heart is hammering against my rib cage. “Oh, I really do.”
With the confirmation, Kade slides my jeans down then takes my underwear too. Luckily my socks go too or I’d be totally naked except for then which isn’t a good look for anyone. Then, before I can even begin to tackle Kade’s clothing, he brushes his hands over me and pushes two fingers into me.
“Oh fuck.” The expletive flies out of my mouth without me even realizing. I just didn’t know it was going to feel so good. It’s even better than when I touch myself, he feels amazing! “Holy shit.”
His hand explores me, he massages me everywhere, and my core buzzes with need. I roll my hips towards him. I push him further into me, enjoying each spot he touches as I go. He seems to know my body better than I do myself. He can sense just what I need… I suppose this is what comes from lots of experience.
I cling so tightly onto Kade’s shoulders that my nails probably pierce his skin. I don’t even know, my head is swimming with everything Kade. He’s swallowed me up, I’m consumed by him, I’m falling for him.
Oh shit… I’m falling for him… I really think I might be in love with him.
“I need you,” I gasp at him, pressing my breasts into him. “Oh, Kade, I really need you.”
He doesn’t need telling twice. He whips his trousers and underwear down and he thrusts into me. He moves a little too rapidly, it sucks the breath right out of me, especially since it stings a little bit, but he pauses and waits, then when I’m ready to go again he moves slowly and carefully, allowing me to get comfortable.
Eventually, I’m the one to pick up the pace and when I do, Kade rests his forehead against mine and he stares deeply into my eyes. I can see it, the deep feelings there, which only confirms what my heart already knows… we’re falling in love with one another, this is really happening, my dreams are coming true.
A hot pressure starts in my toes and it trickles up my body. It makes my limbs a little numb. Then a pool forms in my stomach and it floods me completely. It builds, my head spins, mu pulse races, I become acutely aware of only him. The rest of the world floats away completely, there could be a war going on outside or everyone in the whole college could be watching us and I wouldn’t be able to stop. This is everything.
“Oh shit.” Then the pressure explodes and a gorgeous orgasm shatters through my body. It rolls over me in endless waves making my vibrate and writhe beneath Kade and I lose myself completely. “Oh, Kade.”
He grunts, he moans, he groans, as the pleasure gets him too, then when the pivotal moment he kisses me hard so I can swallow up his yells. In that moment, I feel closer to him than I’ve ever done before…
“Oh, wow…” After a couple of moments, we lie next to each other panting breathlessly. I’m consumed by the wonderful glow of the post orgasmic bliss. “That was really something, wasn’t it?”
I turn to my side and curl my naked body closer to him as we fall deeper and deeper in love. I wish I could invite him up into my room so we could spend the night in one another’s arms, but since we both have roommates that isn’t going to be possible. We’ll have to make do with our snatched moment here.
“Unfortunately, I have to get back soon,” I say remembering that Cindy will be back from the movies soon. I don’t want to make her suspicious. “I wish I could stay here all night long. But I can’t.”
“Yeah.” Kade pushes himself into a sitting position. “I suppose I should too, not that I want to.”
He dives his head down and he presses his lips against me. The kiss is so sweet, so full of promise, it gives me a clue of what it’s going to be like tomorrow. I wonder what it’ll be like when everyone finds out about us. What will all of our friends say about us? It’s going to be absolutely crazy. And what about our families? They’ll certainly have an opinion about us. I just hope that it’s good. I think it will be, but who knows?
As we pull our clothes back on, I keep shooting him looks. I can’t stop smiling, it’s like I have a coat hanger stuck between my lips. My heart has swollen, I’m the happiest that I’ve ever been. Even when we gather up the things and we walk back to the campus, ending the best night of my entire life, I’m flying higher than air.