My ass hits the wall behind me with every thrust which gives me a strange pleasure and pain sensations. The contrast is amazing and it helps to force any thoughts from my brain. I don’t want to think about anything but him. Now, with his face buried in my neck and his cock plunged into me, he is consuming me.
“Fuck, Cici.” I can feel Will’s knees buckling. I don’t think he can handle it. His thighs have tensed but his whole body is trembling, so I slide down from him and hit my feet on the ground. Then, with a cheeky grin and a wink. I let my body take control of things and I drop to my hands and knees. I poke my ass out towards him and I beg him silently to take me in this way. I need an angle where I can get every inch of him.
Will drops to his knees too with a thud and he positions himself behind me. He rests his hands on my hips as he drives himself into me, sending me insane. I can feel him everywhere, it’s like he’s brushing against every part of my core. Even my clit is burning up, pooling pleasure inside my stomach.
I get really into it, as I push my ass backwards into Will, rolling my hips as I do, and Will grabs onto my hair as I do. He doesn’t pull it, I only get a light tug every now and again, but it’s a reminder that he has complete command of my body right now. I love that feeling, the being dominated. It’s exciting.
The orgasm starts as a pressure in my toes. They almost cramp up because I’m so tense. Then it works up through my legs, pausing at my knees which are growing redder and rawer by the second. My thighs are next, then my butt and more core. Just as I feel like it might explode, Will does something very shocking. So shocking that it actually makes me stop moving for a moment while I try to digest his actions.
“Did you just… spank me?” I demand. The sting in my ass suggests that he did.
“Only a little bit. I can never do it again if you didn’t like it? I just wanted to… try something.”
While Will tries to explain himself, my brain is reeling. I actually did like that a little bit. It wasn’t hard, it didn’t hurt, it was just playful. And it’s something that I haven’t done before. I really enjoy having brand new experiences with Will, there’s something about that which connects us.
“No, I…” I pant out. “I didn’t hate it. Just don’t do it any harder.”
I arch my back, pushing myself into him again and as his cock slides right the way into me, a groan flies out of my mouth. Will pulls his hand back and he spanks me lightly again. Now that I’m expecting it, it feels good. It’s a strange sensation that really intrigues me. I roll myself into him, begging for more.
It isn’t long until I can feel the intense bliss again. Only this time as it creeps through my body it’s even more intense. I can feel it rocking at my core, screaming inside of me. I let out a yell, I don’t even care if the whole world can hear me. Luckily, I already know that my son’s a heavy sleeper so this won’t bother him. I cry out, feeling something freeing from my chest. I’ve been locking things away for far too long, so it’s good to get rid of it all. All the good stuff, all the bad, it’s a weight lifting off of me and I love it. My heart races at the speed of light, my brain spins somewhere high above me, finally not thinking about anything, and my body caves to the deep, dark desire that swirls intensely inside of me. For a moment, I’m me again.
“I love you,” I gasp out on impulse, adding a bit of romance into the mix. “I love you, Will.”
He doesn’t answer me, I think he’s too gripped by his own pleasure that he’s desperately hungry for so I don’t push him on it. It’s nice to have this moment that’s just for us, even if Will is trying much harder now, we don’t always get it, so I don’t want to fuck it up. And anyway, the bliss is getting too much for me…
“Oh fuck!” The orgasm washes over me like a tsunami, almost knocking me to the floor when it does. I think the intensity of the past few weeks has gotten to me, and letting it out is good. It feels like a relief in more ways than once. The vibrating, shattering pleasure is one thing, but the release of emotions is something else. I guess I didn’t realize just how much I needed it, but now that it’s happened, I’m so damn grateful.
I can feel my walls contracting around Will and that seems to be the thing that tips him over the edge. He falls to the ground, planting his palms by either side of me as he does what he can just to keep himself upright. He grunts, he groans, he lets all of it out. I just hope that now, he feels as fucking good as I do.
We fall next to one another on the floor in a panting, sweaty, desperately naked heap. As we lie there, I turn my head to look at Will and I smile at him. He doesn’t return the happy expression though, he’s glowering all over again. Maybe even more so than before. I can see something churning, ticking in his brain, and I have a feeling that whatever it is, I’m not going to like it.
Chapter Twenty Two – Will
“Are you okay?” Cici asks me quietly while running her finger over me. “You look… I don’t know, upset?”
Her tone makes me squeeze my eyes shut in temper. I don’t want to deal with her inane questions right now. Not when something has just popped into my brain. A small slither of a clue. The laundry mat, the pharmaceutical company, the industrial metal manufacturer, the box cutting factory… I already know that it’s all linked, but how? It might not be an umbrella company, I’ve already looked into that, but maybe there’s a shared stakeholder. Not the big guys, but a smaller stake. Someone who links it all together. I need to look into it right now…
“Do you want to talk? I think we might have some stuff to discuss, don’t you? About us, I mean…”
I snap my eyes to Cici, anger burning, “Will you just be quiet for a moment? I’ve thought of something.” Oops, that was a bit harsh, I didn’t mean to be such a dick, but I don’t want that thought to flutter from my brain. “Sorry, I just… I’ve hit onto something and I need to…” I push myself into a standing position, leaving her lying there. “I need to work it out. I really might be about to solve this.” My heart skips in my chest, I start to grow with excitement. “Oh my God, I need to get back to the office. I need to look into this now.”
I expect Cici to look excited for me, she must understand that this is amazing thing. I don’t know why she’s looking like I’ve punched her or something. I narrow my eyes and I wait for her to explain herself.
“You’re going back to work… now?” She folds her arms across her chest. “Are you serious?”
“I have to. You don’t understand. This is amazing. The quicker I shaft Kingpin, the better.”
“You have a name?” She throws her hand in the air in frustration. “You know who it is now? Because if you aren’t about to make an arrest right now, then I don’t see why it can’t wait until the morning. I don’t see why you can’t deal with it while you’re supposed to be at work. Why can’t we talk about us? Why can’t I have some ti
me?” I can see her anger, but that doesn’t affect me. I’m the one in the right here. “Why am I never first?”
This is the reason why I never wanted to be in a relationship. I knew it would end up like this. “You knew what my job was before we dived into this. You know that I’m a cop and I’m sure that you’re aware it isn’t a nine to five job. I have to work all hours doing whatever I can. If something happens, I have to be there.”
“But you have responsibilities now. You have me and you have Jordan. You barely spend any time with your son. How many diapers have you changed since he was born? How many night feeds have you done?”
That’s a step too far, that really makes my blood boil. I forgave her for going out without telling me today, I tried my hardest to be understanding, and now she’s throwing that back in my face. We were having a nice evening, I thought that us sleeping together would put us back on the right path. I didn’t even think that things were that bad to be honest, I assumed we were both on the same page, but now I can’t stop doubting everything.
“You know why I’m putting work first at the moment,” I growl with my finger outstretched to her. “You understand why I haven’t been around much. Maybe I haven’t done a lot of the day to day stuff but I’m trying to keep you both alive which I think is more important, actually. Not that you’re helping…”