We stayed up late watching movies and eating popcorn before I fell asleep on the couch. Ginger covered me with a blanket as usual and left me there, waking me up to the smell of coffee. I wasn’t drinking it, but she still did. I stuck to tea when I really needed it. This was a regular routine for us now since I couldn’t stay awake to save my life at night.
Liam
I finished the semester never happier since I kept staring at Elena’s empty desk all the time. I’d been teaching this class for a long time but never gotten so attached to a student in my life. I longed for the future that I thought I planned with Elena but things changed, and I was with Nora now.
Nora was a new teacher at the campus, and we met over lunch one day. She was twenty-seven and kind, but more than that she was safe. I was missing Elena something awful and finally wanted someone in my life. We started dating slowly, and I was still a bit spooked, but she understood. We spent more time talking than anything else, though I’d given into sleeping with her a couple of months into the relationship. I claimed that an ex did a number on me but left the details vague. Nora was happy with anything that I had to offer, and it was casual thus far.
She hadn’t even met Marie.
I checked in with Ginger a couple of times when we crossed paths, and she told me that Elena was doing better. I knew that she was living with Ginger now, and happy that she gave up the studio. I could never put my finger on it, but there was something in Ginger’s eyes that told me she was hiding something. I even asked her before the semester ended, though she brushed me off.
I just decided to spend time with Nora and put the past behind me. It had been a few months now, and we were over, weren’t we? She was probably getting set to go back to school and working a lot like I knew her to do. Elena was a motivated girl, and she’d do just fine in life, even if it weren't spent with me. I swore to never date a student again after all the paranoia and pain that had been involved.
I grilled a lot outside when the weather allowed it, and Nora was great at helping in the kitchen. She was fixing a salad in the kitchen while I finished steaks in the cool Winter air, looking forward to the fire inside. It was a week after school ended for the semester and I was trying to be relaxed about it. I finished the meat and covered the grill before walking inside to find her tossing everything together. There were times that I wish I’d have picked a blonde so I wouldn’t be so reminded of Elena when I saw her. Nora was a sweet, beautiful girl and I knew that she cared for me a lot. “Hey. All done?”
“Yep. What do you have for me in here?” I asked as she smiled and carried a salad to the table.
“Salad and I also roasted some Brussel sprouts. I set the table, too.” Nora smiled at me as she walked forward to give me a soft kiss. “I like having you all to myself.”
“It is nice to have some free time,” I agreed as I plated the steaks at the table to avoid the kiss. I hated that I did that since it came from such a good place in Nora’s heart. Not seeing anyone that could tell me about Elena was bothering me, and I thought to the trip we planned to California to hang out at the coast soon to try and distract myself. I looked over to see Nora bringing my beer and a glass of wine towards us and sat down as I looked over the other dishes.
“Here,” she handed me the beer and sat in the chair closest to me before taking a sip of wine. We both settled in, and I cut into my pink steak as she grimaced. “That’s disgusting, you know.”
“It’s flavor,” I teased her as she loaded her plate generously with salad and sprouts. Nora ate very clean and took good care of herself in the gym, something we did together. I enjoyed it, and she pushed me to the new activity since I ran here and there before that. I would always be a carnivore, and the extra miles on the treadmill were worth it.
Silence fell around us as we ate and I tried not to think about it. It was okay for a couple not to always want to talk, wasn’t it? We did plenty of that, and it was fine. I took a large swallow of my beer and washed down the meat. “Are you bored having time off?” Her voice was amused as I glanced into her light topaz eyes that were filled with warmth. It was warmth that I wasn’t ready for and I shrugged.
“I like keeping busy,” I replied, knowing damn well that we had time off to do whatever we wanted and money to travel. I was settling in with the idea of going to California for a bit, but a big trip seemed unthinkable to me. I wasn’t ready where I detected she clearly was. I wondered if this was unfair to do to Nora, reminding myself that Elena didn’t want me. I deserved someone nice in my life, and Nora fit the bill, even if I did miss another brunette at some of the most awkward of times. I worked through it, and she had no idea.
“Mom is having a brunch tomorrow. Come with me? She wants to meet you,” Nora told me as I imagined meeting her family for a terrifying moment.
“I told Brandon I’d hang out with him. There’s a game on, and it’s been a while,” I lied, having no plans. I might go watch the game at a bar now and make some of it the truth, and I watched her face fall for a moment. “Sorry. I didn’t know.” Did I? I didn’t remember her mentioning it, but my mind was fuzzy a lot these days.
“It’s fine. Next time,” Nora responded as I smiled and nodded, spearing some salad with her fork. “She did a number on you, didn’t she?”
“Huh?” I asked as I looked blankly at her.
“Ex,” Nora said quietly as I took a breath.
“It would seem so, which is why I told you about that in the first place. I didn’t want any misunderstandings, Nora.” My voice was gentle as I reminded her of this and she nodded with a small smi
le on her face.
“I know you did,” her pretty face showed her discomfort as I looked her over. “I just…I like being with you. I have a great time when you’re not pulling away from me.”
“Fuck,” I muttered as I dropped my fork and ran my hand over my forehead and into my hair. I hated the pressure that I saw in her eyes, but when she talked about us, I wanted to crawl out of my own skin. I wanted to scream at her that I’d fallen in love with the last girl even though she was so fucking wrong for me. I wanted to tell her that I still smelled Elena in my house sometimes despite her citrus body spray and imagined her in my arms. It was maybe three months now, not three years.
Sadly, I was with Elena for a very short time and fell for her all too quickly. I wasn’t going to make that mistake again.
“I’m sorry, Liam. I can’t stop talking sometimes.” She shrugged and sipped her wine as she looked out of the window. Nora was beautiful, but there were times I couldn’t stop thinking about Elena’s green eyes and graceful smile. Should I let her go find someone that would appreciate her? Give it another few months and determine where we were at? I knew that I would likely feel the way that I do now, but you never know.
“I understand. I’m here with you, Nora. Let’s just enjoy this.” I tried to give her an assured smile, and she merely nodded. We finished dinner and washed dishes together, reminding yet again of fucking Elena, and I made some popcorn to go with the movie we were going to watch. Nora liked staying around the house as much as I did but along with that came the sex that she would want later.
I made sure that I had a few beers before she nestled against me and pressed her lips to mine. God damn it. If I weren't so consumed with Elena, Nora would be the perfect woman for me. I forced my mind to the present as her tongue slipped slowly against mine and her full breasts pressed against me. The kiss deepened as she moved closer, climbing into my lap as her hand wrapped around my neck. I knew that she was turned on as she tilted her head to drive her tongue deeper into my mouth, rocking against me as she whimpered. Her dress slid up to her thighs easily with the movement, and her pussy was right against my shorts as she slid her feet into the couch behind me.
I pulled back and sucked on her ear before kissing down her neck with my eyes closed. She was a willing and wet woman, and I was going to take advantage of that fact as longing filled me, and I lifted her dress further to cup her ass tightly as she moaned.
Nora groaned as she moved for me to rip the sundress over her head, finding her clothed in pale yellow lace underneath. I reached for the clasp of her bra and opened it, baring her to me as I reached forward and cupped her breasts.