Sex and the City - Page 68

“You shouldn’t have said that,” Mr. Big said. He got up and walked away.

“Shit,” Carrie said. She went to find him, but instead she ran into another commotion. Stanford was in the middle of the room, screaming. There was a blond man standing there, and behind him was the Bone.

“You cheap little slut,” Stanford was saying to the Bone. “Did anyone ever tell you what a slut you were? How could you take up with this kind of trash?”

“Hey,” the Bone said. “I just met the guy. He asked me to a party. He’s a friend.”

“Oh please,” Stanford said. “Please. Somebody bring me a drink so I can throw it in your face.”

Ray walked by with Skipper Johnson in tow. “I’ve always wanted my own TV show,” she was saying. “By the way, did I tell you that I’ve had a child? I can do things with my pussy that no woman has ever done to you before.”

After that, Carrie made everyone go into the bathroom and smoke marijuana, then they came out and she danced wildly with Mr. Big, and people kept coming up to them saying, “You two are the best dancers.”

They left the party at one, and a bunch of people went back to their house. Carrie kept drinking and smoking pot until she could hardly walk, then she went into the bathroom and threw up and lay on the floor. She threw up again and Mr. Big came in and tried to hold her head, and she said, “Don’toush’me,” and he made her get into bed and she climbed out and went back into the bathroom and threw up again. Eventually she crawled into the bedroom. She lay on the floor next to the bed for a while, and when she could lift her head, she got into bed and passed out, knowing that there were little chunks of vomit in her hair and not caring.

It was a cold, clear night. Stanford Blatch wandered in and out among the private planes in the Aspen airport. He passed the Lear jets and the Gulf Streams, the Citations and the Challengers. And as he passed each one, he touched the tail numbers, looking for a number he recognized. Looking for a plane that could take him home.

SHE STARTED CRYING

“I’m not stupid, you know,” Mr. Big said. They were sitting in first class. Going back.

“I know,” Carrie said.

Mr. Big took a sip of his bloody mary. He took out his paperback book. “You know, I’m actually very perceptive.”

“Uh huh,” Carrie said. “How’s the book?”

“Not much gets by me.”

“Of course not,” Carrie said. “That’s why you make so much money.”

“I’m aware of all kinds of things going on under the surface,” Mr. Big said. “And I know you liked that guy.”

Carrie took a sip of her drink. “Mmmmm,” she said. “What guy?”

“You know exactly who I mean. Tyler.”

“Tyler?” Carrie said. She took out her book. Opened it. “I thought he was nice. And, you know. Interesting. But so what.”

“You liked him,” Mr. Big said casually. He opened his book.

Carrie pretended to read. “I liked him as a friend.”

“I was there. I saw everything. It would be better if you didn’t lie,” he said.

“O-kay,” Carrie said. “I was attracted to him. A little bit,” and as soon as she said it she realized it was a mistake, she hadn’t been attracted to him at all.

“I’m a grownup,” Mr. Big said. He put down his book and crossed his legs. He took out a magazine from the pocket in front of him. “I can take it. It doesn’t hurt me. Go back. Go back to him and live with him in his fort. You can live in a fort and shoot bows and arrows all day.”

“But I don’t want to live in a fort,” Carrie said. She started crying. She cried into her hand with her head turned toward the window. “Why are you doing this?” she asked. “You’re trying to get rid of me. You’re making all this stuff up in your head so you can get rid of me.”

“You said you were attracted to him.”

“A little bit,” Carrie hissed. “And only because you made me say it. I knew this was going to happen. I knew it.” She sobbed. “As soon as we saw him, I knew you were going to think that I liked him and I never would have even thought of liking him if you didn’t act like you thought I did. So then I have to spend the whole time acting like I don’t like him so you don’t get upset and the stupid thing is that I don’t even like him to begin with. At all.”

“I don’t believe you,” Mr. Big said.

“It’s the truth. Oh Jesus,” Carrie said. She turned away and cried a little more, and then she leaned over and whispered loudly in his ear, “I’m totally crazy about you and you know it. I would never want to be with anyone else. And it isn’t fair. It isn’t fair, you acting like this.” She opened up her book.

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