“I definitely am interested. I’ve been for a while. Or I was before, and I am now.” I was getting all tongue-tied. “I basically had a crush on you in high school, and seeing you again kind of reminded me of it. So I thought that maybe there was something worth exploring.”
“You had a crush on me in high school?” He was looking at me like he couldn’t believe what I was saying.
“I did, and I should have told you, but I was dumb and thought I had this reputation to uphold. People’s opinions scare me, I guess? I just hated, and I kind of still hate, being talked about. I wasn’t brave enough to get over my fear because I really did like you. Maybe we would have had an amazing relationship, or maybe it would have been a disaster. I don’t know, but I’d like to try now?” I wasn’t even sure of half the things I just said. I kind of just went on and on, hoping to find my footing. I looked over at Sean expectantly.
“I had a crush on you too,” he chuckled softly. It did seem a bit ridiculous, looking back ten years later. “I wish I would have known you liked me.”
“Well, you know now.”
Sean nodded. “I do.”
His face moved towards mine, and our lips met again. I let Sean take the lead for a bit to see how he was feeling. He opened my mouth with his tongue, and I could taste the wine we had just been drinking. Our tongues danced, and I moaned into his mouth, my whole body flush with sensations. I wanted to go even further, so I broke our kiss and looked into his eyes.
“We could go to my room if you want.”
Sean’s eyes went wide for a second before he nodded. “Okay.”
I smiled as I took his hand and led him upstairs. I closed the door behind me before pressing myself into Sean, reengaging our kiss. I felt feverish, pawing at his body, wanting to achieve as much closeness as possible. It was like a decade of pent-up emotion was rushing out.
Sean matched my energy as we pulled clothes off ourselves and each other. Because of our enthusiasm, it was a bit of a struggle. As I pulled off my shirt, it got all caught up in my flailing limbs. I started laughing because I was sure I looked ridiculous.
“Here, let me help you.”
I stopped struggling and let Sean pull my shirt the rest of the way off. As the fabric covering my eyes was removed, and I saw him smiling down at me.
“You must think I’m an idiot.”
“Never.” He wrapped his arms around me and picked me up. I twisted my legs around his body and rested my arms on his shoulders. “You are absolutely gorgeous.”
Smiling, I kissed him. His shirt was off as well, and I pressed my chest into his. Warmth pooled at my belly from the skin-on-skin contact. Being so close to him was intoxicating.
Sean walked us over to my bed and gently laid me down on it. He held his body over mine while looking into my eyes. Without a word, he started kissing his way down. Starting with my cheeks, he then moved to my neck, the tops of my breasts, and a slow trail of kisses down my stomach. I held my breath as he got lower and lower. When he reached the tops of my jeans, I watched as he unbuttoned and unzipped them, pulling them off my legs. He threw the jeans down on the ground before running his hands up my legs.
I felt his lips skimming the inside of my thighs as he used his body to keep my legs from closing. His fingers slipped under the fabric of my underwear, slowly and sensually pulling them down my body. Once they were off, he quickly returned to his previous position. I trembled as his hands held down my thighs.
Sean used his fingers to open up my pussy. I felt his soft breath on my folds before his tongue slid along them. I let out a soft moan, slightly arching my back. My crush continued his slow approach, teasing me with his tongue. The covers bunched up in my hands as I tried to keep from completely falling apart under his touch.
“Fuck, Sean,” I mumbled, my body writhing on top of my bed.
I felt his hearty chuckle between my thighs. He pushed two fingers inside me as he continued tasting me with care.
Sean wrapped his lips around my clit and flicked it back and forth with his tongue. The movement drove me over the edge. My muscles tightened, and I panted as I came into his mouth. Sean sucked on my clit until I came down from my orgasm, resting my cheek against the sheets as I caught my breath.