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Jack asked Breivik for Ingrid Moe's married name and her address.

"It's so unnecessary for you to see her," Andreas said. "You won't find her any easier to understand this time." But, after some complaining, Breivik gave Jack her name and address.

Under the circumstances, it turned out that Andreas Breivik knew more about Ingrid Moe than Jack would have thought. Her name was Ingrid Amundsen now. "After her divorce," Breivik said, "she moved into a third-floor apartment on Theresesgate--on the left side of the street, looking north. You can walk from there to the center of Oslo in twenty-five minutes." Breivik said this with the dispassion of a man who had timed the aforementioned walk, more than once. "The blue tram line goes by," Andreas continued, as slowly as if he were waiting for the tram. "Since the new Rikshospitalet was built, there are three different lines passing. The noise might have bothered Ingrid to begin with, but she probably doesn't hear it any longer."

Ingrid Amundsen was a piano teacher; she gave private lessons in her apartment.

"Theresesgate is quite a nice street," Andreas said, closing his eyes, as if he could walk the street in his sleep--of course he had. "Down at the south end, toward Bislett Stadium, which is only a five-minute walk from Ingrid's, there are a few cafes, a decent bookstore--even an antiquarian bookstore--and the usual 7-Eleven. Closer to Ingrid, on her side of the street, is a large grocery store called Rimi. There's a nice vegetable store next to the Stensgate tram stop, too. It's run by immigrants--Turkish, I think. You can buy some imported specialties--marinated olives, some cheeses. It's all very modest, but nice." Breivik's voice trailed away.

"You've never been inside her apartment?" Jack asked him.

Breivik shook his head sadly. "It's an old building, four stories, built around 1875. It's a bit shabby, I suppose. Knowing Ingrid, she probably would have kept the original wooden floors. She would have done some of the renovating herself. I'm sure her children would have helped her."

"How old are her children?" Jack asked.

"The daughter is the older one," Breivik told Jack. "She's living with a guy she met in university, but they don't have children. She lives in an area called Sofienberg. It's a very popular and hip place for young people to live. The daughter can get on a tram in Trondheimsveien and be at her mother's in about twenty minutes; by bicycle, it would take her ten or fifteen. I imagine, if she had children, she'd want to move out of central Oslo--maybe Holmlia, an affordable area, where there are still almost as many Norwegians as there are immigrants."

"And Ingrid has a son?" Jack asked.

"The boy is studying at the university in Bergen," Andreas Breivik said. "He visits his mother only during vacations."

Jack liked Breivik a little better after this conversation. Jack nearly told Andreas that he would come see him after he visited with Ingrid--and that he would describe the interior of her apartment to him so that the organist could imagine the interior part of Ingrid's life as obsessively as he'd imagined the rest of it. But that would have been cruel. Andreas was probably unaware of what an investigation he'd made of his former girlfriend.

Ingrid Moe had been sixteen when Jack had covered the tattoo on her heart-side breast with a piece of gauze with Vaseline on it. He remembered that he'd had some difficulty getting the adhesive tape to stick to her skin, because she was still sweating from the pain.

"Have you done this before?" Ingrid had asked.

"Sure," Jack had lied.

"No, you haven't," she'd said. "Not on a breast."

When he'd held the gauze against her skin, Jack could feel the heat of her tattoo--her hot heart burning his hand through the bandage.

Like Andreas Breivik, Ingrid Amundsen would be about forty-five now.

"What a waste!" Andreas cried out suddenly, startling Jack. "She had such long fingers--perfect for playing the organ. The piano," Breivik said contemptuously. "What a waste!"

Jack remembered her long arms and long fingers. He remembered her thick blond braid, too--how it hung down her perfectly straight back, reaching almost to the base of her spine. And her small breasts--especially the left one, which Jack had touched with the tattoo bandage.

When Ingrid Moe (now Amundsen) spoke, she curled back her lips and bared her clenched teeth; the muscles of her neck were tensed, thrusting her lower jaw forward, as if she were about to spit. It was tragic, he'd thought, that such a beautiful girl could be so instantly transformed--that the not-so-simple act of speaking could make her ugly.

Jack was a little afraid of seeing her again. "That girl is a heart-stopper," his mother had said twenty-eight years before.

"You have your father's eyes, his mouth," Ingrid had whispered to Jack, but her speech impediment had made a mess of her whisper. (She'd said "mouth" in such a way that the mangled word had rhymed with "roof.") And Jack had thought he would faint when she kissed him. When her lips opened, her teeth had clicked against his; he remembered wondering if her speech impediment was contagious.

Was there a problem with her tongue? Of course there might have been nothing the matter with Ingrid's tongue. Jack had not asked Andreas Breivik about the source of Ingrid's speech impediment; naturally, he had no intention of asking Ingrid.

When Jack called her, from the Bristol, he was afraid she wouldn't see him. Why would she want to be reminded of what had happened? But it was stupid to try to deceive her, and Jack didn't do a very good job of it. ("Some actor you are!" Emma would have told him.)

When Ingrid Amundsen answered the phone, Jack was completely flustered that she said something in Norwegian. Well, what else would the poor woman speak in Norway?

"Hello? I'm an American who finds himself in Oslo for an indefinite period of time!" Jack blurted out, as if there were worse things

the matter with him than a speech impediment. "I want to keep up my piano lessons."

"Jack Burns," Ingrid said; the way she spoke, Jack could hardly recognize his own name. "When you speak the way I do," she continued, "you listen very closely to other people's voices. I would know your voice anywhere, Jack Burns. About the only thing I have in common with people who can talk normally is that I've seen all your movies."

"Oh," Jack said, as if he were four years old.

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