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Jack wasn't surprised, but this was the first confirmation he'd had. And, recalling one of Emma's sleepy-time tales, Jack wondered if the bad boyfriend in the squeezed-child saga might have been an ex-boyfriend of Mrs. Oastler's--someone who'd turned Emma off older men, or even men her own age.

As for Alice, she had left the Chinaman and moved into her own tattoo shop on Queen Street. When Alice opened her shop, which was called Daughter Alice, she got in on the ground floor of a trend. (No doubt Leslie Oastler had helped her buy the building, Jack thought.)

In later years, Queen Street would be too trendy to stand, with stores with cute names and an overabundance of bistros. Daughter Alice was located west of that, where Queen Street began to get a little seedy--and, in Emma's opinion, "a lot Chinese."

From the moment Alice moved in, her clientele was "way young"--to use Emma's description. But Jack never knew if the young people came because of his mom or because Queen Street was full of young people most of the time. Emma said it was chiefly young men who went to Daughter Alice. Occasionally they went with their girlfriends, who got tattooed, too, but Jack already knew that young men liked his mother, and that she was attracted to them.

Emma also said that Leslie Oastler was "not a Queen Street person." Mrs. Oastler didn't much care for the atmosphere or the clientele in Daughter Alice. But after all her years as someone's apprentice, Alice loved working for herself. The tattoo parlor was always full; people were happy to wait their turn, or just watch Alice work. She had her flash on the walls, nobody else's; she had her notebooks full of her stencils, which her customers could look through while they waited. She made tea and coffee, and always had music playing. She had tropical fish in brightly lit aquariums; she'd even arranged some of her flash underwater, with the fish, so that the fish appeared to be swimming in a tattoo world.

"That shop is a happening," Emma told Claudia.

Jack knew that, but the emphasis on the young men had escaped him--or he just hadn't wanted to think about it. The thought of his mother with boys his age, or younger, was disturbing. Jack was much happier imagining his mom in Leslie Oastler's arms, where she'd looked safe to him--if not exactly happy.

"And what do you suppose your mom thinks of my mom's young men, if there are any?" Jack asked Emma.

"For the most part--" Emma said; she stopped herself and then resumed, speaking more to Claudia than to Jack. "For the most part, I think my mom is glad Jack's mom isn't a man."

It was always hard for Jack to dispute Emma's authority, especially on the subject of his mother and Mrs. Oastler. Since '75, when he'd gone off to Redding, Emma had spent more time with their moms than Jack had. Toronto wasn't his city, not anymore.

All he'd really known of Toronto was Mrs. Wicksteed's old house on Spadina and Lowther, and the St. Hilda's area of Forest Hill. Well, okay--there was the Bathurst Street gym, and what little he could see of the ravine near Sir Winston Churchill Park from Mrs. Machado's apartment on St. Clair. But Jack had never known downtown Toronto very well, especially not that area of Jarvis and Dundas, where the Chinaman's tattoo parlor was--and he was a virtual stranger to Queen Street West and his mom's happening, as Emma called it, at Daughter Alice.

Between Emma and Jack, Emma was the true Torontonian--even when she was in Iowa City, and later, when she was living in Los Angeles.

Alice had finally tattooed Emma. Jack couldn't imagine the negotiations this had entailed, not only with his mother but with Mrs. Oastler. The butterfly Emma had once wanted was replaced by her latest heart's desire, a smaller version of Alice's famous Rose of Jericho.

"Don't give me any shit about it," Emma told Jack she had said to her mom. "If you'd let me get a stupid butterfly on my ankle when I wanted one, you wouldn't be faced with a vagina today."

The problem was that Emma didn't want to conceal the vagina. This was no flower hidden in a rose--this was just the petals of that most recognizable flower. Granted it was small, but it was clearly a vagina. (Oh, Jack thought--to have been a fly on the wall for these mother-daughter discussions!)

Alice had smoothed the way for the tattoo to happen. "It's a question of where it is, Emma," Alice said. "I refuse to tattoo a vagina on your ankle."

Naturally, Emma was "way beyond" (as she put it) wanting a tattoo on her ankle--and Alice would no longer put a tattoo on a woman's coccyx. She'd read in a tattoo magazine that an anesthesiologist wouldn't give you an epidural if you were tattooed there. (Possibly this had something to do with the ink getting into the spinal column, although the danger of that happening sounded unlikely.)

"What if you have a child and you need an epidural?" Alice asked Emma.

"I'm not ever going to have children, Alice," Emma told her.

"You don't know that," Alice replied.

"Yeah, I know that, Alice."

"I'm not giving you a vagina on your coccyx, Emma."

Even Emma had to admit that her coccyx would have been a confusing place for a vagina. Alice finally agreed to put the tattoo on Emma's hip, just below the panty line; that way, Emma could see it without looking in a mirror and she could see it in a mirror as well. "Which hip?" Alice asked her.

Emma considered this, but not for long. "My right one," she replied.

According to Emma, the tattoo was already a vagina-in-progress when Alice asked her: "Why the right hip?"

"I generally sleep on my left side," Emma told her. "If I'm sleeping with a guy, I want to be sure he can see the vagina--the tattoo, I mean."

Emma said she appreciated Alice's thoughtful reply, although she had to wait for it. Jack could imagine this exactly: his mother never taking her foot off the foot-switch, the needles in the tattoo machine going nonstop, the flow of ink and pain as steady as hard rain. At first, Emma was vague about the music that was playing at the time. "It might have been 'Mr. Tambourine Man,' " she said.

Though I know that evenin's empire has returned into sand,

Vanished from my hand,

Left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping.

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