A Widow for One Year - Page 145

“But only one in Amsterdam,” Sylvia had said.

Only one! Ruth had thought. She’d struggled to make her interest in the case seem enduringly offhand. “I wonder how they caught him,” she’d mused aloud.

But the details weren’t fresh in Maarten’s or Sylvia’s memory; the killer had been caught, and then he’d died, a number of years ago.

“A number of years !” Ruth had repeated.

“I think there was a witness,” Sylvia said.

“I thought there were fingerprints, too—and the guy was very sick,” Maarten added.

“Was it asthma?” Ruth asked, suddenly not caring if she gave herself away.

“I think it was emphysema,” Sylvia said.

Yes, that could have been it! Ruth thought, but all that really mattered to her was that the moleman had been caught. The moleman was dead ! And his death made it bearable for Ruth to revisit Amsterdam— the scene of the crime. It was her crime, as she remembered it.

Eddie O’Hare was not only on time for Ruth’s reading; he was so early that he sat for over an hour in the greenroom, alone. He was much preoccupied with the events of the past few weeks, in which both his mother and father had died—his mother of cancer, which had mercifully moved swiftly, and his father (not as suddenly) upon the occurrence of his fourth stroke within the past three years.

Poor Minty’s third stroke had rendered him almost blind, his view of a page narrowed to what he described as “the world as seen through a telescope if you look through the wrong end.” Dot O’Hare had read aloud to him before the cancer took her away; thereafter Eddie had read aloud to his father, who complained that his son’s diction was inferior to his late wife’s.

There was no question regarding what to read aloud to Minty. His books were dutifully marked, the pertinent passages underlined in red, and the books themselves were so familiar to the old teacher that no plot summary was necessary. Eddie merely leafed through the pages, reading only the underlined passages. (In the end, the son had not escaped the father’s soporific method in the classroom.)

Eddie had always believed that the long opening paragraph of The Portrait of a Lady, in which Henry James describes “the ceremony known as afternoon tea,” was entirely too ceremonious for its own good; yet Minty declared that the passage deserved countless rereadings, which Eddie accomplished with the same shut-down portion of his brain he’d once called upon to get him through his first sigmoidoscopy.

And Minty adored Trollope, who Eddie thought was a sententious bore. Minty loved this passage from Trollope’s autobiography best of all: “I do believe that no girl has risen from the reading of my pages less modest than she was before, and that some may have learned from them that modesty is a charm well worth preserving.”

Eddie believed that no girl had ever risen from reading Trollope at all; he was sure that every girl who fell into Trollope never rose again. An army of girls had perished while reading him—all of them dying in their sleep !

Eddie would forever remember walking his father to the bathroom and back after his father couldn’t see. Since his third stroke, Minty’s fuzzy slippers were held to his unfeeling feet with rubber bands; they squeaked on the floor under his flattened insteps. The slippers, which were pink, had belonged to Eddie’s mom, because Minty’s feet had shrunk to the degree that his own slippers could not be kept on his feet—not even with rubber bands.

There then came the last sentence of Chapter 44 of Middlemarch, which the old schoolteacher had underlined in red, and which his son read aloud in a gloomy voice. Eddie was thinking that George Eliot’s sentence might apply to his feelings for Marion or Ruth—not to mention their imagined feelings for him . “He distrusted her affection; and what loneliness is more lonely than distrust?”

So what if his father had been a boring teacher? At least he’d marked all the pertinent passages. A student could have done a lot worse than to have taken a course from Minty O’Hare.

The memorial service for Eddie’s father, which was held in the nondenominational church on the academy campus, was better attended than Eddie had expected. Not only did Minty’s colleagues come—the doddering emeriti among the faculty, those hearty souls who’d outlasted Eddie’s father—but there were two generations of Exeter students on hand. They might have all been bored by Minty, at one time or another, but their humble presence suggested to Eddie that his father had been a pertinent passage in all their lives.

Eddie was glad to have found, among his father’s uncountable underlinings, a passage that seemed to please Minty’s former students. Eddie chose the last paragraph from Vanity Fair, for Minty had always been a Thackeray man. “Ah! V

anitas Vanitatum! which of us is happy in this world? Which of us has his desire? or, having it, is satisfied?— come, children, let us shut up the box and the puppets, for our play is played out.”

Then Eddie returned to the matter of his parents’ small house; they’d bought it upon Minty’s retirement from the academy, when he and Dot (for the first time) had been forced out of faculty housing. The nondescript house was in a part of town Eddie was unfamiliar with—a narrow, claustrophobic street that might have been any street in any small town. His parents must have been lonely there, away from the academy’s impressive architecture and the old school’s sweeping grounds. The nearest neighbors’ house had an unmown lawn, strewn with castaway children’s toys; a giant, rusted corkscrew, to which a dog had once been chained, was screwed into the ground. Eddie had never seen the dog.

It seemed cruel to Eddie that his parents had spent their twilight years in such surroundings—their nearest neighbors did not appear to be Exonians. (Indeed, the domestic squalor of the offending lawn had often suggested to Minty O’Hare that his neighbors were the very embodiment of that which the old English teacher most abhorred: a subpar secondary-school education.)

In packing up his father’s books—for he’d already put the house up for sale—Eddie discovered his own novels, which were unsigned; he’d neglected to inscribe them to his own parents! The five of them were on a shelf together; it pained Eddie to note that his father hadn’t underlined a single passage. And beside his life’s work, on the same shelf, Eddie spotted the O’Hare family’s copy of Ted Cole’s The Mouse Crawling Between the Walls, which the clam-truck driver had autographed to near perfection.

It’s no wonder Eddie was a wreck when he arrived in New York for Ruth’s reading. It had also been a burden to him that Ruth had given him Marion’s address. Inevitably, he’d at last reached out to Marion. He had sent her his five novels, which he’d failed to inscribe to his parents; instead he inscribed them to her, as follows: “To Marion—Love, Eddie.” And with the package, together with the little green form he’d filled out for Canadian customs, he enclosed a note.

“Dear Marion,” Eddie wrote, as if he’d been writing her his whole life, “I don’t know if you’ve read my books, but—as you can see— you’ve never been far from my thoughts.” Under the circumstances— namely, that he believed he was in love with Ruth—that was all Eddie had mustered the courage to say, but it was more than he’d said in thirty-seven years.

Upon his arrival in the greenroom at the 92nd Street Y, the loss of his parents, not to mention his pathetic effort to make contact with Marion, had left Eddie virtually speechless. He already regretted sending Marion his books; he was thinking that it would have been more than enough to send her just the titles. (The titles alone now struck him as wretched excess.)

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