Sitting up, she leaned against the headboard and looked toward him but was still too scared to turn on the light. “Dmitri, there are times when it feels like I can do no wrong with you, and even though that should make me feel better, it doesn’t. I know you have made allowances for the fact that I was a virgin, and I appreciate it, but I can’t always be getting this right. As someone as highly sexed as you are, I can’t help but feel there are still more things you need or want that you are afraid to ask of me. I want to please you as much as you please me, I don’t want you holding back from me and there are times when I feel that you are. It leaves me feeling inhibited and worried that you aren’t asking for it because you think I won’t please
you.”
He flicked on the light and she saw his shock and was relieved for it. “I cannot believe you just said that. I’m holding back? That has got to be the craziest thing I’ve heard come out of your mouth. Elise, as gently as I could, I have introduced you to the things I need from you and you have learned very quickly what pleases me. I have been happily surprised and more than satisfied with you. You don’t do any wrong because the things you do that you feel comfortable with, and how you do them, are what’s important. There has never been a time when I was unsatisfied with your mouth, your hands or body.”
Her relief was high, but she could also read between his lines, he was so damned good at hiding behind his words. “What about the time a few weeks ago when you slipped a finger in my ass and because it surprised me, I got tense, and you’ve never tried it again? Is that something that you like and regularly had with other lovers? Is that something that would make you happy, but because of my reaction to that one attempt, something you have gone without?”
“Damn it, Elise! Needs can change, I can be satisfied with what you are comfortable with. Your body tells me what makes you feel good and what doesn’t. We don’t have to have the exact same appetites for our relationship to work. Anal is something that many women are not comfortable with, or find no satisfaction in. I refuse to use your body for my own satisfaction while giving nothing back.”
“Dmitri, why can’t you just say yes? Have you not figured out that so often my enjoyment comes from giving you satisfaction? Yes, I love the taste of your cock and the feel of you in my mouth, but I also love knowing that I’ve given you pleasure. When you come in my mouth, it’s the proof of that pleasure, that enjoyment, and is what really makes me wet. I’m not stupid. I know that if I ever didn’t like something or felt uncomfortable with something, you’d stop in an instant. But here’s the thing, have you considered I don’t know what I like and don’t like because I’ve never done it before? Why can’t you give me the chance to know for sure? Maybe I will love it once we get going. Sure, I could hate it, and not want to do it again, or maybe it won’t be so bad, and I’ll just need other stimulation to find it truly enjoyable.
I don’t want you to hold back from me, your true desires. I can’t guarantee I will be able to fulfill them all, but I want the chance at least to try. You give me so much pleasure every single time. I want to give it back just as much. I don’t want to feel like you can’t share with me.” She leaned over into the top drawer beside the bed, and pulled out a small bottle of lubricant and offered it to him. “I didn’t dislike when you put your finger in my ass, it felt really good, but so different than everything had before. It surprised me and that’s why I stiffened up on you. I want to take you up my ass, please.”
Dmitri could finally understand her need to hold back outside of bed, and her openness in their bedroom. Tension eased out of him and he took the bottle and studied her. Yes, he had held back his passion. Yet, there weren’t all that many things they hadn’t done because he’d felt her stiffen or her body’s reaction to something he wanted. He wasn’t into much considered kinky, there were no handcuffs or restraints in his home, no paddles or things that brought out pain or things he thought she would fear. He knew and manipulated easily a lover to the edge of pleasure pain with their breasts and their pussies but real pain turned him off. He’d had a lover who had begged for it and he’d done his best to please her but eventually he ended the relationship. He found no enjoyment in her pain, and couldn’t even get hard while he did as she begged him, because she found no satisfaction without first being in pain.
There was, though, a need to be rough at times, to ease his tension or upset over deals that didn’t go his way. He hadn’t ever wanted to treat her that way, still worried that it would scare her away. Most of his previous lovers had enjoyed when he was rough, but a few had asked him not to be. He did enjoy anal sex, and had been disappointed at her tension of his finger sliding into her. But it wasn’t something he had been upset over. Some lovers in the past had refused him there, and he’d understood without a second thought.
“Okay, whatever you want from me my love, all you have to do is ask. I want you to understand something before we begin. I know you’ve probably been reading those damned stories of yours, but they are usually written with everything perfect and it so rarely is. A finger you may find enjoyable, my cock is much bigger than a finger, so just because you liked my finger doesn’t mean you will find satisfaction with my cock. There are many women who find absolutely no pleasure in anal sex. I need you to know now, that no matter what, I am more than content with all the other pleasure you give me inside and outside of bed. It is by no means a necessity to my pleasure and I refuse to do something you won’t find enjoyment in, no matter that you find satisfaction in my pleasure. Come here.”
Crawling onto his lap with excitement at this new position and his openness with her, she was pleased to feel him hard beneath her. She pulled off the negligee and moved to kiss him. His kiss was gentle and so full of love she fought back tears. The words almost slipped out, then his hand trailed along the seam of her pussy and words disappeared as she trembled at the thought of what they were going to do.
His fingers slipped inside her and found her nearly overflowing with juices, and he sighed her name into her mouth. He badly wanted to taste her, but not just yet. Instead, his mouth found a tight and hard nipple, suckled gently, and then began to work the hardened bud almost until the point of pain. Allowing her nipple to fall away from his mouth he kissed and nibbled at her sensitive earlobe. When she was finally breathing less hectically he moved back to the same nipple and started all over again. Once more he worked the same breast before he moved to her other breast and the second time he continued just seconds past the moment he knew she was on the edge of pain and felt her shake and her juices gush from her orgasm.
Her orgasm relieved him and surprised him, most women needed clitoral stimulation to reach an orgasm, only one of his past lovers had ever come with only breast play. It gave him the knowledge he needed to continue. Now he could taste her. While she was still trembling, he settled her on the bed on her back and moved down to her pussy that taunted him with the scent of her satisfaction. He loved the taste of her, she was more intoxicating and tasted better than the finest liquor he had ever had before. The sight of her juices flowing down to her ass reminded him of that moment weeks ago when he had first been enraptured at the sight and it had felt natural to him to play in her juices and slide a finger inside her. She had tensed though and he’d pulled out quickly, moving his finger back into the tight channel of her pussy as his mouth worked her clitoris and pushed her to her peak.
This time there was no tension as her juices allowed him to slide inside her easily, the lubricant not yet needed. She sighed and he began to work the finger in and out of her as his mouth roamed her pussy, tasting her, drinking her in.
“Please, Dmitri, more.” She whimpered and so he added a second finger and he heard her exhale to fight from tensing up. It wasn’t long though before she was begging for his cock and he shuddered at her desire. Her first time would likely be more comfortable if he had her on her knees so she could control movement but the simple fact was he didn’t trust her to be honest with him in this. He needed to see her reaction, unhidden and he wanted to be able to have easy access to her clitoris and g spot in case he needed to bring her to a greater orgasm to compensate for her pain or discomfort. Pulling her legs up his body he smiled as she blushed to have her ankles rest against his shoulders. She was open to him and he loved her trust in him to allow him to control her body so completely.
Placing a pillow under her lower back, he positioned her and then used the lubricant to coat his cock for easy access into her. Still, hesitant he worked a small amount of lubricant into her tight hole and she was begging again. Slowly, he nudged his way into her tight body and she gasped at the feel of him edging into her. His hands tightened on her hips as he fought the urge to move faster, she was so tight and he was so thick. Her eyes closed and her hands went to her breasts, which, thankfully, were still hard at his entry, indicating she was still highly aroused—not softening at the pain of him inside her. He saw her working to control her breathing and her body loosened for him and he began to move farther into her with ease.
He was almost all the way inside her when she began to whimper and moan, and damn it, he lost his grip on her hips and she pushed until she was completely impaled on him. She gasped and her body began to tremble, the play of emotions across her face told him the pleasure she was finding and he almost came right then. Watching as she shook her head and she tried to speak but only moans came out of her, Dmitri began to move. Slowly, almost as slowly as he entered her, he moved out of her and Elise’s ass clutched at him to keep him inside and he stopped, it was torture fighting his need to come.
“My love, please don’t do that.” He gritted out, surprised he could form the words. “Don’t squeeze my cock with your ass, if you keep doing it, I’ll come too quickly.” She released him and moaned his name, the word merely a whisper on her parted lips.
His mind warred with the needs of his body. Teeth clenched, he began to move within her tight heat. In and out, he began to pick up the pace. He could feel her climax building and he wanted to shout for joy. Her body not only accepted him but found pleasure in him in a way some women found painful. Yet, he could admit it was why he had taken her so close to pain with her breasts. He needed to know if she could still come with pain involved, some women did enjoy small amounts of pain with their pleasure. Yet, he’d never expected her to orgasm from just her breasts being played with. He’d also been relieved to find this meant the rough sex he needed from time to time would likely be well received. The thought caused him to slip from his reins and he moved without caution, control gone, and she started to sob his name. Pounding into her, his cock so hard he didn’t know if he could last another ten seconds, he moved to slip his fingers inside her pussy to bring her to climax, but he was too late. She came in sharp, quaking movements that controlled her entire body. It pushed him over the edge, and he spilled into her. When he di
d, she moaned all over again.
“I can feel you coming inside me, filling me, and oh, my god, Dmitri. It feels so good.”
Watching Elise’s beautiful face was so sexy he couldn’t believe his cock began to twitch all over again. She was so damned perfect for him, in every way. Bliss, and a smile so knowing it took his breath away, flashed across her face and her ass clenched around his cock.
“Dmitri,” She whispered, his name in that note that always told him she wanted him. “I’m not sure I liked it. Can we try it again, just to make sure?”
He couldn’t help it, he laughed and she pouted and clenched around him again. It wasn’t easy but he pulled out of her and as he saw his come drip from her ass he began to harden all over again.
“Please, I was just kidding. I loved it. What are you doing?”
A grin came over him as he watched her fight to sit up but she was too weak. He drew her legs down and off his body. “I know you loved it. I’m moving you to your knees, it will be even better for you. As I wasn’t sure how the first time would be for you, I wanted you on your back so I could have more control and watch your reaction.”
She pouted again as she moved to her knees in front of him, her hand on his chest. “You didn’t trust me?”
Without hesitation, he shook his head. “No, my love, I didn’t trust you. Your body and pleasure is too important to me to leave anything to chance. If that means I have to protect you from yourself then I will. Now, do you want my cock in your ass again, or would you like to sleep in my arms?”
She leaned in and kissed him softly, the lightest of touches to the middle of his chest. Then she turned around and offered him her ass. “Dmitri, when you finish can you not pull out of me for a little while?”
“Whatever pleases you, my love.” He promised.