“But today, he showed up unexpectedly, and I ended it.”
“What?” She screws up her face. “Why?”
“Oh, come on, Marley. We both know it’s not going anywhere.”
She stares at me.
“He’s young and handsome and a player. I’m in bed at nine o clock on Saturday night, dead tired. He doesn’t do long term, and I can’t really do anything else.”
“So?”
“No.” I smile sadly. “He’s beautiful, but he’s at a stage where he is going to want to settle down soon, and I’m not the person. We are at different stages of our life.”
“Why can’t you just fuck him for fun, Claire?” she mutters flatly.
“Because . . .” I think on my answer for a while. “You know, I realized something about myself this weekend.”
“What’s that?”
“I quite liked having someone there, you know. Talking, laughing, having sex.”
She smiles sadly as she listens.
“And I might want to pursue dating again.”
“Why can’t you just date Tristan?”
“Tristan doesn’t date. All he would do is tie me up so I don’t meet anyone else.”
I smile as I remember him dancing naked at the end of the bed. “Perhaps if he were older and had a few kids with another woman, I would follow it up. But we are at different stages of life, and I’m not holding him or myself back by pursuing something that will never go anywhere. Trust me; this is shitty for me, too, but he isn’t someone I want to date long term.”
Marley exhales heavily. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Fair enough.”
I take her hand in mine and smile sadly. “One weekend was enough, and you know what? It did the trick. I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, and for the first time in a long time, I’m kind of looking forward to what the future may bring. Thank you so much for making me go. Honestly it was so needed.”
We sit in silence for a moment, and her eyes come to mine. “Put me out of my misery; was it good?”
“Ridiculously so.” I smile. “He has a body built to please a woman. I didn’t know that virile men like him existed in real life.”
Marley tips her head back to the ceiling. “God, he’s so hot . . . I can’t stand it,” she moans.
“I know.” I sigh. “He really is. And fun, so fun. Honestly I’ve never been with a man who is so fun. I was in an orgasm high the entire weekend.”
Marley sips her drink, deep in thought. “Maybe he could just fuck me for a while to take his mind off you.”
I throw my head back and laugh out loud.
“I’m not joking, Claire. I need some fucking fun in my life,” she mutters dryly. “I’m having a fun famine. It’s depressing, actually.”
“Tristan is off limits.” I clink my glass with hers.
She rolls her eyes. “You’re such a spoilsport. He was totally into me.”
“I don’t doubt it.” I giggle. “Tristan Miles is into everybody.”
The drive home from work is long, but for once, it doesn’t seem it.
Every day this week I have daydreamed about Tristan Miles the entire way home.