“What sort of story?” Lord Hope said rather distractedly. He was in a chair by the bed, supposedly to keep her company, but he had a stack of papers from his solicitors, and he was reading them instead.
“You could tell me about the first time you made love to a woman,” she said conversationally.
There was a pause during which she was certain that he hadn’t heard her, and then he looked up. His black eyes were gleaming, and now she knew he had heard her. “You’re still recovering, so I think we might want to save that particular story for another time.”
“How disappointing,” she said, looking down demurely.
He cleared his throat. “Perhaps something else might amuse you.”
“Such as?”
He shrugged. “Would you like to hear about army life? Or what Vale and I did in the schoolroom?”
She cocked her head. “I’d love to hear about those stories sometime. But now I’m wondering about your time with the Indians.”
He looked back at his papers, a small frown between his brows. “I’ve already told you: I was captured and made a slave. There isn’t much else to talk about.”
She studied him, aware that it would be polite to drop the subject. The story of how he was captured and brought to the Indian camp was harrowing. He obviously didn’t want to talk about his captivity. But she also knew—somehow, without logical explanation—that he was lying. There was more, much more, to his story. Seven whole years’ worth. The time during which he’d transformed from the laughing boy in the portrait to the hard man before her. She needed to hear how that had happened, and perhaps he needed in some way to tell her.
“Please?” she asked softly.
For a moment, she was sure he’d deny her. Then he flung the papers down. “Very well.”
“Thank you.”
He stared into space for a time. Then he blinked and said, “Yes, well. Gaho wanted me because she needed another hunter for her family. I should explain that some Indians have an interesting tradition. They take captives of war or raids and place them ceremonially in their family. So I took the position that a son would’ve filled in Gaho’s family.”
“Then she was your adoptive mother?”
“In theory only.” Reynaud’s mouth twisted. “I was, for all practical purposes, a slave.”
“Oh.” Again she thought that must’ve been a terrible blow to his pride—to go from being a viscount and an officer in His Majesty’s army to being regarded as a slave.
“She treated me well enough.” He was gazing sightlessly out her bedroom window. “Certainly better than we sometimes treat our prisoners of war. And, of course, I was glad not to’ve been executed. But, in the end, I was a slave, without control over my own life.”
For a moment he was quiet.
“What were your duties?” she asked.
“Hunting.” He looked at her, his mouth twisting. “I found out after a while that at one time the village had been much bigger, but the tribe had been decimated by disease some years before. Where once there had been many able-bodied men to provide meat during the winter, now there were only a handful. I went out with Gaho’s husband, another older man who we called Uncle, and Sastaretsi.”
She shivered. “That must’ve been awful—to have to hunt with the man who had intended to kill you.”
“I watched my back at all times.”
“And did you try to escape?”
He looked down at his papers. “I thought of escaping constantly. Every night as they bound my hands and staked me to the ground, I thought of ways I could unwork the knots. My fingernails grew back in, but I soon realized that I wouldn’t be able to survive for long on my own. Not in the dead of winter when meat was scarce and the whole village was in danger of starving. That country is vast and savage. The snow can reach as deep as a man’s chest. I was hundreds of miles into French-held territory.”
Beatrice shivered. “It sounds brutal.”
He nodded. “It was so cold that my eyelashes froze when we went hunting.”
“What did you hunt?”
“Whatever we could find,” he said. “Deer, raccoon, squirrels, bear—”
“Bear!” She wrinkled her nose. “You didn’t eat it, did you?”