She wanted to argue that he already had. That her heart was still breaking from the thought of him pushing her out of his life. Out of his heart.
He stared down at her, misery swimming in his gaze. “I’m not going to lose you, Melena.”
On a curse, he brought his wrist up to his mouth and bit into his own flesh. No hesitation. No asking for permission before he put the punctures to her parted lips. “Drink.”
She tried to shake her head. This wasn’t the way she wanted him, coming back to save her when he had been determined to leave her. Whether he did this out of some noble sense of obligation or guilt, or simply under the power of his bond to her, she didn’t want it. Not like this.
She wanted to reject the gift of his blood, of his bond, but the instant the wet, spicy warmth came in contact with her parched tongue, she greedily drank him in.
And oh, it was incredible.
Lazaro’s Gen One blood flowed down her throat like pure light. She felt it strengthening her body, feeding her cells. Mending her injuries.
He tipped his head back on a strangled moan as she swallowed more of his eternal gift, his fangs gleaming, his broad shoulders and immense body silhouetted by the flames he’d walked through to save her.
It was the last thing Melena saw before a bone-deep exhaustion rose up to claim her.
CHAPTER 13
He had lived for more than a thousand years, long enough that few things still held the power to amaze him. The sight of Melena finally opening her eyes to look at him, after lying in bed unconscious for two days, was one of those rare pleasures for Lazaro Archer.
The worst of her injuries had healed. Her burns were gone. She was alive, and he’d never seen anything more welcome in all his life.
He smiled at her and gently stroked his thumb over the back of her hand as he held it. “Hello, beautiful.”
“Where are we?” she asked, her voice thready.
“Still in D.C. I brought you here after the accident. I’ve been waiting for you to wake up so I could ask you something.”
“My brother,” she murmured.
Lazaro shook his head. “I’m sorry, Melena.”
“He was part of Opus Nostrum,” she said quietly. “He arranged for the attack on Turati and my father to prove something to his superiors. He was trying to win their recognition. And he was afraid if I ever saw him again, I’d know all of his secrets.”
Lazaro and the Order had already surmised that Derek Walsh likely had ties to Opus, but hearing Melena confirm it made his blood seethe with renewed rage. “If he’d survived the accident the other night, I swear, I would’ve killed the bastard myself.”
“He seemed so different. He’d only been away for a year, but he wasn’t my brother anymore. And he had strange tattoos I’ve never seen before. Symbols of some kind, and a black scarab on his back.”
“A scarab?” Lazaro thought back to conversations he’d had with Lucan and the other warriors. Reports out of London about human bodies in the morgue bearing the same kind of unusual tattoo.
“Does it mean something?” she asked, worry creasing her brow.
“It might,” Lazaro said, seeing no reason to shield her from his world. But he would bring her into that part of his life slowly, after they returned to Rome. If she would be willing, that is. “We need to talk about what’s happening with us, Melena. About our bond.”
She turned her head on the pillow, looking away from him. “You shouldn’t have done it. You didn’t need to come back to save me.”
“Yes, Melena, I did.” He reached out, catching her chin on the tips of his fingers. He brought her gaze back to him. “Do you think I could’ve left, knowing that you were in danger? I feel you in my blood now.”
hen she felt his strong hands make contact with her.
“Ah, Christ,” he hissed, and she knew what he saw couldn’t be good.
Another metallic roar filled the air, then the crushing weight that had pinned her down was lifted. Tenderly, Lazaro took hold of her. Started pulling her free of the wreckage.
“I’ve got you now, Melena. I’ve got you.”
She didn’t let the first sob go until she felt the warmth of his chest against her cheek. She buried her face in that comforting strength, breathed in the scent of him even as her throat screamed with pain from the smoke that choked her lungs.