I lift my chin. "You don't know me at all."
"No, I don't. I thought I did," he adds, his harsh words making me cringe. "But I know enough to know this isn't you." He indicates the three photographs without drapes. "Or this," he adds, yanking more drapes to the ground to reveal two riveting photos of women who are entirely nude, yet staring out at the camera without an ounce of shame, as if they owned the world and everything in it.
"And certainly not her," he continues, uncovering another, this one in virginal white bridal lingerie, her wrists and ankles bound with red ribbons, her face alight with ecstasy. "Or am I wrong? Is that really what you want, Kelsey? Or are you just here for another piece of me?"
Another piece of me? I have no idea what he means by that, but I don't ask him. I can't. I'm too distracted by the way my heart is beating wildly, and not just in reaction to the waves of restrained anger pulsing off this man, but because of the images he's revealed. Bold women. Brash women.
Fearless women who ask for--and get--what they want. But that isn't me. It never has been. How can it be when I know only too well the price I'd have to pay?
"Well?" Wyatt demands, and when I remain silent, he makes a scoffing noise. "Like I said, that's not who you are."
I bristle. "Did you really just say that? Are you actually telling me that I ought to be ashamed for wanting to pose for you? That those women should be ashamed of their bodies? Their emotions?"
"Ashamed?" He sounds genuinely surprised. "Hell no."
"Then what?"
With a soft chuckle, he saunters toward me. He stops only inches away, his proximity making my head spin.
When he reaches out, I start to take a step back, but force myself to stay perfectly still. This is a test, I'm certain of it. And it's one I'm determined to pass.
Even so, I can't stifle the soft exhale of breath when he gently brushes my hair off my face, his fingertip grazing my ear in the process. I feel that touch all the way in my core, and I have to forcibly press my lips together in order not to whimper.
Slowly, he traces his fingertip down the line of my jaw, then down my neck, lower and lower until I'm not breathing, and it's taking all of my strength to stand perfectly still and not run.
"What I'm saying," he says as his fingertip rises with the curve of my breast, "is that I don't think you can handle it."
"I can," I say, though my voice comes out shaky and not firm at all.
"Is that so? The kindergarten teacher has a wild side? The dancer's abandoning beginning ballet and tap for more exotic pursuits?"
"How do you know what I've been--?"
But he continues speaking as if I hadn't said a word. "You're willing to do this?" he asks, putting his hands on my shoulders as he steps behind me, so that we are both facing the wall of exposed photos.
"You're actually going to reveal yourself to the camera? To me?" His hands graze down my arms as he speaks, making it difficult for me to concentrate on his words, which are drowned out by the pounding of my blood.
"And it's not just your body on display, but what's inside you. Are you willing to show that fire? That heat? To expose yourself like that, open and vulnerable, to whoever stands in front of those photos? And to me, too, Kelsey. Can you handle knowing I'll see you raw and vulnerable? And not just see you. Do you understand that I'm the one who's going to take you there?"
The thought terrifies me--and yet I can't deny that the terror is tinged with something else. Something scary and exciting all at the same time. "I can do it." I force the words out past dry lips. "I'm not the same girl I was when you knew me."
"Aren't you?" His hands move to my hips, his fingertips resting on the edge of my pubic bone. My skin beneath his fingers warms, but it is the heat that pools between my thighs that has put me at a distinct disadvantage, and though I try to focus, I know with absolute certainty that if this showdown is going to be decided by cool minds and clear heads, I am going to lose.
It's not a pleasant thought, and I force myself to think about Griffin. About the past. About the money I need to earn. Even my grocery list. Anything I can think of to block out the way that Wyatt's touch is making me feel. Because what I'm thinking is that there could still be something between us.
What I'm thinking is that maybe I want there to be.
And those are thoughts that I really shouldn't be having.
"My models have to be exceptional. To not just display passion, but to feel it. And this final woman that I'm casting has to be honest with her emotions. With her desire. She's the centerpiece. The strongest and the most vulnerable."
"I can handle whatever I need to," I say, hoping I sound more confident than I feel.
"So you say, but I'm not convinced."
He's still behind me, and I whip around to face him, surprised and angered by his casual indictment.
"Is this how you auditioned those women?" I demand. "Did you touch them? Did you stroke their skin and whisper to them? Because I'm thinking no."