Priest didn’t seem like the handful of homeschooled kids I knew back home, who were still catching up on shows from the last two decades. At my high school, he would’ve been in all the advanced placement classes, but instead of hanging out with the valedictorian hopefuls, he probably would’ve opted for the skaters. It wasn’t hard to picture him in the hall wearing his headphones and deejaying parties on the weekends.
“So you always knew you’d be in the Legion?”
“Yeah. I was an only child, and my cousins are all pretty stupid. My granddad wouldn’t let them change the batteries in a TV remote.” He shook the box searching for more charms.
“I wish I grew up knowing the truth about my part in all this. If there’s really anything to know.”
Priest stopped walking. “The truth is relative. Maybe your mom was going to tell you, but she died before she got the chance.”
I wanted to believe that so badly.
He popped another handful of charms in his mouth and smiled. “So Jared, huh?”
“What?” I tried to sound shocked.
Priest shrugged. “If you don’t wanna talk about it, I get it.”
“There’s nothing to talk about. Trust me.”
“Nobody else knows if that’s what you’re worried about. I’m a lot more perceptive than the rest of them, a result of my superior education and high IQ,” he said sarcastically.
I didn’t know how to explain my feelings for Jared, or if I should try.
“Jared doesn’t care about me.” I emptied the contents of the cart onto a conveyor belt.
Priest tilted his head. “You sure about that?”
I was afraid to consider the possibility. “I can’t afford to take any more chances. I’m trying to hold it together.”
Priest gave me a knowing look. “Maybe you’re not the only one.”
CHAPTER 25
Hearts of Mercy
An oxidized plaque on the stone building confirmed we were in the right place: HEARTS OF MERCY HOME FOR CHILDREN. Behind the iron gates, the yard was a tangle of weeds and rat-infested ivy that snaked up the sides of the chipped stone. A layer of black dust coated the windows that weren’t completely shattered.
This place looked more like a prison than an orphanage, from the rusted playground merry-go-round to the rotted weeping willow split down the center.
Something lay in the dirt near the scarred tree—a book, bound in faded cloth. I picked it up and brushed off the cover.
The Secret Garden.
My chest tightened and the book slipped from my hand, loose pages fluttering to the ground. My dad read me the story when I was too young to understand most of it. But I remembered the title, and I’d still never read it.
“Kennedy?” Lukas looked worried. “What’s wrong?”
My eyes rested on the book for a second before I walked away. “Nothing.”
Jared passed out the equipment. “We’ve gotta be careful inside. Lots of kids died here, and some of their spirits are probably still hanging around.”
A single palm print was branded in the center of one of the windowpanes.
“How did they die?” I asked.
Lukas slung a paintball gun over his shoulder. “The articles said it was an outbreak of meningitis.”
Jared tossed us each a two-way radio and a pack of batteries. More supplies from the sporting goods store. “Priest rigged them with splitters so we can stay in touch. If we can keep the batteries charged.”
I shoved the extra batteries in the pocket of my cargo pants. “Why wouldn’t they stay charged?”
Priest unscrewed the back of his EMF detector and swapped out the double As. “Spirits absorb the energy from things around them, including batteries. If this place has more than a couple inside, we’ll burn through these fast.”
“Lukas, take Priest and Alara and check out the attic and the second floor.” Jared loaded the black paintball gun. “Kennedy and I will take the first floor and the basement. We call in every twenty minutes. If the radios die, we meet by the front door after a half hour.”
Everyone collected their gear except Lukas. “Why is she going with you?”
Jared didn’t take the bait. “What difference does it make?”
“If it doesn’t matter, then she can come with us.”
“Because you did such a great job of looking out for her last time?” Jared turned his back on Lukas and waved me over. “Let’s go.”
Lukas flinched. “I guess nothing could happen to her with you around? Because you never screw up.”
Jared froze and the color drained from his face. Lukas was referring to something specific.
I stepped in front of Jared, unwilling to be a pawn in their game. “Don’t talk about me like I’m not here. I’m a big girl. What happened wasn’t Lukas’ fault.”
Jared stalked toward the orphanage’s cracked concrete steps.
Lukas ignored him. “Come on. Let’s go.”
I waited until Jared was out of earshot. “I’m going with Jared this time. He can’t go in there when he’s angry, or he’ll be distracted. That’s dangerous.”
Lukas’ face fell, but he forced a smile anyway and tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear. “Be careful.”
“I will.”
Jared waited at the front door with Priest and Alara. The rotted wood didn’t offer much resistance, and he forced it open easily.
“Catch you later,” Priest called as he climbed the staircase with Lukas and Alara.
The first floor was dark, with patches of light slipping through the scum-covered windows. A moth-eaten yellow sofa surrounded by empty beer cans and cigarette butts was all that was left of the living room. A rat scurried across the floor and I jumped, bumping into Jared.
“Sorry,” I mumbled.
He switched on a flashlight, and I followed him to the kitchen.
A small window over the stained white sink was coated in a decade’s worth of grease and provided the only natural light. Linoleum squares peeled up from the floor like the curling edges of burnt paper. The pattern of decay led to the pantry door. It was slightly ajar, ruined and warped like everything else in this place. I nudged it with my boot.
The door creaked open.
I froze. “Jared—”
A little girl sat on the floor in a filthy brown nightgown, hugging her knees to her chest. Huge, tormented brown eyes stared past me as if I wasn’t there. She rocked herself gently, her frail body lost in the folds of fabric. Unlike the full body apparitions I’d encountered, she was hazy and faded.
I backed up slowly.
The child didn’t look away from a spot somewhere beyond me.
Jared caught my elbow. “She’s a residual spirit, energy left behind after the person moves on. She can’t hurt you.”
“I think I’ll keep my distance anyway.”
Even if we didn’t find a single vengeance spirit within these walls, this place was filled with ghosts—remnants of the terrible things that must’ve happened here. Things I could see as clearly as the broken windows outside.
Jared opened the next pantry door and I tensed, expecting to see the face of another lost child. This one was stacked floor to the ceiling with vacuum-sealed pallets. Jared bent down and wiped the dust off the thick plastic. I read the labels underneath and gagged.
Dog food—cans and cans of it—towering to the ceiling. Enough to feed fifty dogs.
Or fifty children.
Jared kicked the stack. “My dad used to say the evil we enact on each other is uglier than anything spirits and demons can do to us.” He picked up a dented can of dog food and chucked it against the wall, brown slop splattering across the wallpaper. “I never believed him until now.”
Static crackled over Jared’s radio. “It’s Priest. You guys okay?”
“We’re good,” he said. “Find anything up there?”
“Not yet. Check with you in twenty.”
Jared shoved the radio in his back pocket. “Let?
??s see if there’s anything in the basement.”
I couldn’t get out of the kitchen fast enough. The residue clung to my skin like the filth coating the windows. We needed to find the next piece of the Shift and get out of this house.
The basement door was hidden under the staircase, secured by two heavy dead bolts at the top, far above the reach of a child.
I couldn’t imagine the terror of being locked in a basement. My pulse raced as Jared unlocked the door. The splintered wooden stairs disappeared into a sea of black.
He used his flashlight to navigate the cracks in the steps. “Stay close.”
“No problem.” I had no intention of getting lost down there.
At the base of the staircase, it was impossible to see more than a few feet. I grabbed Jared’s hand without thinking, terrified that we might get separated.
A corridor stretched beyond us, but it looked more like a tunnel. “I think it leads to another room.”
Jared shined the light along the walls, and I shuddered. Drawings covered the lower sections—childish depictions of rectangular houses with triangle roofs, and stick-figure families that morphed into more sinister images. Children crying as monsters towered over them, with gnashing teeth and razor-sharp claws.