“Hey.”
I looked up and blinked. I didn’t notice when he stood up, but Noah had moved in front of me. I was ready to shrink back, but he fell into a crouch, into my line of sight, so he wasn’t looming over me.
“Just relax,” he murmured, as he took one of my hands in his and squeezed it gently. “If at any point you feel uncomfortable, let me know, and we can stop.”
I watched him for a moment before I nodded slowly.
Noah stood up and tugged me by the hand so I would stand up as well.
“Should we get started?” He asked, after a moment of watching me carefully.
I thought for a second and nodded.
“Can you… take a step back first?” I asked shyly.
He moved without a word, and I reached my hands up, a little hesitant. I was ready for his arrival a long time before he’d actually shown up. I took a thorough shower and put on my best underwear, I didn’t know if he’d find it sexy or not, but I found myself wanting to know his opinion of me. After all, he was going to be the first person to see me naked since I was a kid. I didn’t work out, and I ate plenty of junk food, but I didn’t have reason to be too self-conscious when I went to the pool in a bikini.
The dress I’d put on was one that buttoned up the front, down to the waist. I started to undo the buttons, glanced at him once I had the first one out, then paused and looked at him.
“You already got the payment, right?” I asked, to confirm. Honestly, I really just wanted to stall the moment.
“I received payment,” he said, his expression now amused. “And, you can take your time. I’m not going anywhere.”
He moved back until he could lean against the desk, bending his back a little, arms draped on his thighs.
“There’s no rush,” he continued. “We have an hour, and, when you’re ready for me, just say so, and I’ll be the one to make a move.”
I bit my lip, because of his words, and because he looked so sexy just leaning there. I could feel excitement start to grow in my body.
What the heck… I can't believe I’m actually about to do this.
Still, beneath all the nervousness, I really looked forward to this. I’d thought of sex before, of course. I was a very healthy, sexually conscious teenage girl. If I’d had the chance to when I was in high school, I wouldn’t have held back, so why was I so nervous now? Even though it made me feel a little sleazy, I’d paid for this.
Shouldn’t I get my money’s worth?
“I am,” I whispered, then cleared my throat. “Ready, I mean. For you.”
Noah grinned and pushed away from the desk.
“Are you sure?” He double checked, even as he moved to close the space between us once more.
I didn’t shy away from him this time, though his approach did send shivers down my spine.
My hands were still on the buttons of my dress. I’d only managed to undo two of them, and there were several. Noah took both my hands and kissed the palms, before he took over and undid my buttons. His eyes met mine, before they dropped to my chest and my bare skin. I heard him sigh, and he ducked his head to brush a quick kiss over my lips that made me gasp, before he moved to my cheek.
That was my first kiss, I thought. It was short, barely a few seconds, but I was still giddy just thinking it, and Noah had only just started.
As he stripped me, he kissed me in places where I’d never been touched me beofre, and all my reservations fell away as I clutched at his arms and did my best to not melt into him. It was a battle I was about to lose.Chapter Four
NoahI wrapped my arms around Sara’s waist and pressed my lips to her neck. I’d undone the buttons of her dress, but I wasn’t in a hurry to have it completely off yet. As I nibbled on her skin, I caught her scent. She smelled like she’d had a shower not too long ago. Her hair, where it pressed to the side of my face, even felt a little damp.
She was enthusiastic and on board with what I was doing, but it was hard to miss that she was still nervous, not with the way she trembled. Or, it could have been excitement even though I’d barely done anything yet.
Her arms were tight around my neck. Her breath was came out ragged and tickled my ear. I focused on those little things to try and control my own sudden excitement.
I wanted to rip off her clothes, toss her to the bed, and have my way with her.