“That’s how I want it,” he admitted, both of his hands moving up to my face to hold me in place.
Then he really was kissing me.
Deeply. Sensually.
I moaned into his mouth, eyes closing in rapture as my tongue played along his.
“God,” I breathed.
“No. Just yours. Nikolai. Your mate,” he said as he pulled back. Then went in for more.
My hands went underneath his shoulder blades, and I curled my fingers until they were resting on top of his shoulder.
My panty clad pussy was resting on the solid expanse of his belly, but I could feel a faint prod from his lower half at the bottom of my thigh, and my body responded to it.
“We need condoms.”
“I don’t have any,” he moaned, dropping back away from me.
His head hit the back of the headboard, and I winced.
“I…I didn’t think this through very far,” I admitted.
“Me neither. I thought with us not having them here, it’d be easier for me to stay away from you. Not to take that final step until you were ready,” he explained.
I bit my lip as I counted days inside my head.
I’d had my period and had finished it just two days ago, making me think that maybe it wouldn’t have any repercussions if we did it right now.
Tomorrow we’d get condoms.
Tomorrow, I decided.
I moved lower, scooting until I was between his legs, and my mouth could reach his nipples.
I ran my tongue along the small, tight peaks, letting my teeth nip the bud every few flicks as I did.
“Shit,” he hissed, letting his fingers tangle in my hair.
I switched sides, repeating the process.
His hands tightened in my hair, fists clenching and unclenching as he tried valiantly not to direct me where he wanted me to go.
“What do you want, Nik?” I questioned.
He growled.
“You. I want you. I want you on your back, with your legs around my shoulders. I want you on all fours, with my dick in your ass. I want you on your knees, with my cock in your mouth. I want you every which way I can get you,” he answered abruptly, tumbling me to the side so he was on top of me. “But mostly, right now, I want to be inside your hot, sweet pussy so bad I can taste it. Unfortunately, I can’t fucking have that.”
When he started to get up, I wrapped both of my legs around his hips and pulled him closer until the cock in question ran along the length of my pussy.
“Then take me,” I ordered.
He hissed through his teeth.
“I can’t. I can’t do that to you. What if…” He stopped when I pressed my hand over his mouth.
“My uncle’s proof that we don’t have forever. I can’t live like that anymore. I want you. I want this. We’ll deal with everything else…later,” I insisted.
I could feel the stillness in his body. Practically see his mind working as he tried to work out what to do.
And, in the end, he chose me.
“We’re so fucked,” he said, then pulled my panties off of me with one vicious yank.
I jolted with the force of it, my legs falling wide as he sank his hips between mine and rubbed himself along my exposed sex.
The hard ridge of his cock was somewhat frightening, but he quickly made me forget about it when he shoved my shirt up over my head and latched his mouth onto my breast.
I arched, trying to get him to take more of my breast into his mouth, but he pushed me down by placing one giant hand on my stomach.
I moaned.
Seemed like I was doing a lot of that, but I couldn’t help it. He was making me feel things I wasn’t used to feeling, which meant my brain wasn’t processing like it was usually capable of.
“Nikolai,” I pleaded. “Please.”
I yanked on his hair to get him to move…to do anything but torture me, but he either didn’t care that he was torturing me…or he didn’t realize it.
Either way, I was on the verge of getting vicious.
Luckily, he stopped the delicious torture and moved down my body, only making me realize that he was swapping one torture for another.
I bit my lip so hard that I drew blood the moment his lips latched onto my clit.
I’d never had that done before.
Hell, I hadn’t had half the things he’d done to me tonight done before in four sexual encounters.
I was practically a virgin to all things sexual, except for the actual act itself.
And the feel of Nikolai’s tongue darting in and out of my entrance had me gasping for breath.
“Oh, fuck,” I breathed, closing my eyes as he started to play a finger lightly up and down the crease of my ass, not quite peeking into that deep forbidden place, but teasing me with the possibility.
“Has anyone ever had you here, before?” he rumbled against my clit.