And that when we did, there would be no turning back.
RUGER
My resolve had crumbled.
I accepted that now.
The moment I had turned down Heidi’s friend’s invitation, I knew I was done fighting what I felt for Chastity. I knew I would go home and wait for her to come back from her date and confess everything. Knew I was going to lay everything on the line.
I had to put an end to the never-ending nightmare.
But this… this I wasn’t expecting. The anger. The confrontation The want in her eyes as we laid our emotions bare.
Desire tore through me, and before I could stop, I was kissing her like a man starved. My body had a mind of its own, and dear God, I was losing my mind with wanting her.
“I want you so badly,” she moaned, her hands twisting in my t-shirt.
My blood burned with lust, my cock thickening at the thought of ripping off those panties and burying my face between her thighs. I yanked her back to me and slammed my mouth to hers, holding on tight to her arms as I kissed her senseless. I couldn’t take it anymore. The aching. The need. The craving. Not being able to be in the same room as her without wanting to touch her. I was addicted to her. And I couldn’t resist my addiction anymore.
She whimpered and softened against me as I kissed her hungrily, my hands moving up to tangle in her hair. The world be damned. I couldn’t fight this anymore.
Her hands slid between us to rub the hard ridge of my cock, and it was all I could do to stop myself from tearing her clothes from her body and taking her right there and then.
But she was a virgin.
She needed a soft touch for her first time.
And I was going to make sure that was exactly what she got.
“Please don’t push me away again,” she pleaded between our kisses.
There was no way in hell I was pushing this angel away.
Ever again.
I was a strong man.
But not strong enough to fight this.
I held her face in my hands. “Are you sure you want this?”
She looked up at me, her deep blue eyes bright with lust. “So badly.”
The desire in her words pushed me over the edge. I lifted her off her feet and kissed her greedily as I walked her to my bedroom and set her down beside the bed. She looked up at me, her face flushed, her chest rising and falling as she undid her dress and let it slip to the floor.
Holy. Mother. Of. God.
Her body was magnificent, and the white bra and panties she wore were a stark contrast against her flawless tan.
She was fucking perfect.
I am going to hell for this.
She went to take her bra off, but I stopped her, preferring to do the task myself. With one flick of my fingers, her bra came undone and slid to the floor, revealing a perfect pair of breasts. I swallowed thickly, wanting to jump right into devouring her perky pink nipples with my mouth and tongue, but enjoying the torture of prolonging it as I undressed her.
I dropped to my knees, peeling her panties from her and sliding them down her long, slender legs. She shivered beneath my touch as my fingers trailed along the smooth slopes of her thighs, and a gasp fell from her parted lips as my tongue followed suit.
“Oh, Ruger,” she moaned as I planted kisses across her stomach and up to one breast. Christ, she was so soft and creamy. This was worth every second of eternal damnation.
When I slid my lips over one tight nipple, she moaned and reached for my belt.
“I want to see you,” she rasped.
I stood back and lifted my t-shirt over my head, and her eyes danced with desire as she took in my bare chest and abs.
My belt and jeans were next to go, and then finally my boxers.
She bit down on her bottom lip, and a small gasp escaped her when she saw my cock.
Walking toward her, I took it in my hand and gave it a couple of teasing strokes and her eyes sparkled with lust.
When I reached her, I took her in my arms and kissed her gently.
“Let me touch you,” she whispered against my lips.
Her gentle hand slid up my cock and a tremor ran through me. Christ. I’d spent a lot of time fantasizing about her touching me, but nothing could prepare me for it.
“You’re so hard,” she breathed. She started to stroke me and my breath caught in my throat. This woman was driving me crazy with her touch, her smell… her fucking everything.
Her thumb rolled over the pearl of pre-cum on the crown and dragged it down my shaft in a tantalizing move that made me slick and so damn aroused, I wasn’t sure how I was going to make this last.