Taming the Star Runner - Page 2

"Sure. I guess." Joe had never written anyone a letter in his life, he wasn't making any promises.

"Really, I want to know how things are going. What's happening--"

"Travis, we'd better be getting back, you're gonna miss your plane ... what's wrong?"

Travis closed his eyes for a second. This was why he had wanted Joe to go with him, not Kirk. Joe wouldn't care. What was better, he wouldn't blab, he could tell Joe--

"I'm scared."

Joe looked at him uneasily. "Hey, listen, your uncle's probably a pretty good dude, he's got to be better than--"

"Not my uncle, man, I'm scared of the plane. I'm scared to get on the goddamn plane."

The plane. How could anything that big ... it must weigh tons, how could it leave the ground, much less stay up there? Who was driving? Did they know what they were doing? It wasn't easy, driving a plane ... what if they were hung over or flirting with a flight attendant or something? Just careless for a couple of minutes, then what? A fall, straight down, minutes of knowing what was coming ... Travis broke out in a cold sweat. And he was expected to just bop on in and hand over his life to strangers.

"You ain't scared."

Travis slumped back against the wall and met Joe's eyes for a second. Joe was appalled. Travis Harris, the coolest, the toughest...

"Remember that drag race we had with those guys from Central?" Joe asked.

Of course, Travis remembered it clearly. They were in the twins' Trans Am and Travis was driving. He was the only person they let drive their car. He was doing 110 on the expressway and he took one hand off the wheel to take Kirk's beer and slug it down, his other arm trembling with the effort of driving, and everyone was holding his breath. He hit 115 and nobody was breathing at all, and he asked for another and Billy--maybe Mike--gave him one quickly, afraid he'd turn around and take it. They were flying, skimming the road, the Central guys left behind long ago, and nobody, man, nobody thought he'd get the car back down. He just kept on asking for more, faster, harder, they couldn't even hear the radio anymore or see the lights rushing by in the night, as if they were all suspended in time, nothing real except the lights on the dashboard where the needle kept climbing...

"Remember that, Trav? You can't be scared."

Travis stared down at his boots. "I was driving."

Back at the gate, Kirk had put the cat carrier on the seat next to him, and three little kids were gathered around trying to peer in the air holes. Kirk was telling them it was a baby leopard. "No kiddin'."

Mom started to get up, then sank back. "You need to go to the counter. For seat selection--they'll give you a number. Here, take the ticket."

She hadn't trusted him with the ticket. Travis was notorious for losing things; it was the major reason he was always bumming cigarettes. His just disappeared.

More lines. Smoking section. Aisle seat. He'd have to go in the smoking section anyway, because of Motorboat. A boarding pass. Something else to worry about losing.

Travis went back to his seat and picked up Motorboat. "Hey, kid, get outta here. Leave the cat alone, huh?"

Travis wasn't crazy about little kids. Anyway, M.B. was probably having a nice downer, he didn't need a bunch of brats messing it up for him.

They all sat there in silence, like they were waiting for the movie to start. Travis kept on smoking, one foot bobbing to music only he could hear.

"When you comin' back?" Kirk said.

Travis didn't reply. Sometimes when he did this it was because he was out of it (he referred to his habit of blanking out, visiting some other world that was always spinning in the back of his mind, as "being out of it"; it rarely happened when he was drunk), or it was because he chose not to answer. Most people couldn't tell which was which. Travis found this very convenient.

"Next summer," Mom said. "Travis will probably be home next summer."

"Wow, that's a long time, man."

The authentic note of distress in Kirk's voice made Travis glance at him. He had never made up his mind about Kirk--Joe was his friend because he was Travis. But he had the feeling that Kirk was his friend only because he was one of the coolest guys in the school. The cool guys always hung out with each other. He liked Kirk's smart mouth, and even though he was good-looking in a big butterscotch Viking kind of way, it was the kind of good-looking that wasn't competition. A matter of fact, they looked good together. But Travis found it hard to believe Kirk would actually miss him.

"Write me a letter," Travis said.

"Yeah, and you'll put it in your book."

"The book's finished," Travis said. He didn't add that weeks ago it was in the mail to a publisher. Nobody needed to know that.

"Yeah? Am I in it?"

"Yeah. The comic relief. Say bye to Billy and Mike for me."

The twins worked at McDonald's and couldn't get off. There could have been quite a crowd here, saying good-bye to Travis.

Travis cut the conversation off. He didn't talk about his writing. Joe and Kirk were the only guys who knew why Travis would hole up for days in his room, the music blaring, not cruising, not hanging out, missing dances and parties and fights--the rumors about this ranged from "heavy doping" to "really weird." Travis didn't care what they said. He honestly never gave a damn what people said about him--or at least, what they were saying about his frequent disappearances. The writing was just so much a part of him that he couldn't talk about it any more than he'd sit around and spill out his guts. It was nobody's business.

"Those people in rows ten through twenty-one can be seated now. Please have your boarding pass ready for the flight attendant. No smoking beyond the gate."

Travis dropped his cigarette and stamped it out. A crowd surged at the gate, people hugging and calling good-bye to each other. He got up, the cat carrier under his arm. He looked at the waiting plane; his heart jumped. "Geez," he muttered, "how do they ever stay up?"

Kirk said, "Angel dust."

Mom was giving him a lot of last-minute instructions and messages and lectures. Travis couldn't hear any of it--not that he wanted to--the plane crowded out every other thought in his head.

He shook hands with Joe and Kirk. Kirk surely noticed how cold and sweaty his hand was. Maybe he'd tell the other guys. Travis was a real chickenshit about flying.

Maybe not.

Mom was standing there. Travis suddenly hugged her, even though he hadn't been planning to. She was sending him away, she had chosen Stan over him a long time ago ... she had never understood the slightest thing about Travis, she loved him, sure, blindly, because he was her kid, it didn't have anything to do with him ... Travis was shocked to find tears jumping to his eyes.

"See ya," he said, turning.

"Be good, hon."

"Yeah, sure."

He followed the other passengers down the long hall. Somebody took his boarding pass and gave him a piece of it back, somebody told him where his seat was. The line stopped, people grabbed for a magazine, or stopped to put their coats in an overhead rack, holding everyone up. Travis found it hard to breathe. There didn't seem to be a lot of air in here.

He found his seat. Next to the aisle, not the window, thank God. "Store all carry-ons safely..." a voice was saying.

He got his seat belt fastened. A blast of air was hitting him from somewhere. He wondered if the plane had sprung a leak. The engines started up. "In case of emergency..."

He strained to hear her, but no one else was paying attention, the engines got louder, his heart thudded until he thought he was going to throw up. The babbling voices around him had a hollow sound, a chorus of the damned.

The plane backed out with a sudden jerk. They were moving. Slowly now, cornering, then faster, faster, a lunge--his stomach jumped. God! The ground was gone!

"Is that a cat or a dog?"

Travis slowly dragged his eyes from the window to the man sitting next to it. Surely they weren't supposed to be tilting like this, the ground stretched out beneath them ... a long, long way

down...

Travis glanced at Motorboat's box, stored safely beneath the seat in front of him, just like the attendant had said. "Cat."

The engines changed noises. Man, that couldn't be right! Something was wrong. What was that weird grinding sound beneath them? Travis's hands were ice-cold. The armrests under his gripping palms were wet. Sweat ran down his back. And still they were going up...

"I hate cats."

Travis looked at the businessman, who was thumbing through an airplane magazine. And beyond him, the window. Where there was nothing.

I'm going to black out, he thought dizzily. Then he took a deep breath. No way.

He reached nonchalantly for his own magazine.

"Yeah, well, I hear a lot of faggots hate cats."

He stared without reading, the engines humming in his head.

There was nothing left but leaving.

Chapter 2

Dear Joe, It's okay here. My uncle seems to be okay. I started school. It's real small. Everything is okay.

Travis broke off typing. Great literary merit in this letter, all right. What if someday, after he was famous, somebody published all the letters he'd ever written? Sometimes they did that with famous-author letters.

He'd sure be proud of this one. He yanked it out of his typewriter and rolled in a new page.

Joe--

I lived thru the plane ride even tho we had to stop twice on the way. I thought I'd puke all over the dude sitting next to me, and it woulda served him right--I tried to get him to buy me a bourbon but he wouldn't go for it.

My uncle is younger than I thought he was, people seem to think we look alike and I'm not real insulted, except he has some gray hair. He recognized me right away at the airport.

Travis stopped. When he'd asked Ken how he had recognized him, he'd replied, "That last-of-the-cowboys swagger, just like Tim's."

And there'd been something in his voice that Travis couldn't place; bitterness or regret or both...

I guess I must look like my dad. Anyway, Ken's separated from his wife, they're going to get a divorce or something. We're living out in the country, I think he was raising horses but doesn't anymore, he said he didn't have the time since he was made a partner in his law firm. That might come in real handy, huh? (ha ha)

He's a funny kind of dude, I haven't figured him out yet. Real quiet, and sometimes it takes me a while to get what he's saying, because he says funny stuff with a real straight face. Like I tried to say thanks, for letting me move in like this, and he said, "I wanted to do something nice for a change..."

Travis leaned back. He had the feeling his uncle didn't quite know why he'd let him come here. They still seemed to feel funny around each other, like they were both thinking: Now what?

But Ken left him alone and Travis was happy to be left alone instead of griped at. He didn't even mind how quiet it was around here.

I go to this little hick school out in the boonies--I got sent to the office the first day for saying "goddamn." Can you believe it? The kids are such aggie-nerds it is totally unbelievable--

"Let's go get a pizza."

Travis looked up at his uncle.

"Or maybe you need to finish your homework?"

Travis shook his head. "Naw. It's just a letter."

"You writing your mom?"

Good grief! Writing to Mom, what an idea. What the hell could he write to Mom?

"Naw, I'm up for pizza."

Actually, one of the best things about this setup so far was pizza. Ken liked it as much as Travis, although he loaded his half with a bunch of junk like green peppers and mushrooms, when just plain cheese was the way pizza was meant to be.

Travis stared out the car window.

It sure got dark out in the country. It was two miles to the Pizza Hut, a mile and a half to the nearest 7-Eleven. He was thinking he needed a job, but it sure wasn't going to be easy, getting around. He didn't think Ken would be crazy about either letting him drive, or driving him around. He had made it pretty clear that Travis would ride the bus to school.

"Uncle Ken?" he began, but his mind got sidetracked when Ken answered, "Yes, nephew Travis?"

"Why do you do that, call me nephew Travis? You want me to drop the uncle bit?"

"You got it."

"Okay." Travis had felt like a dork every time Ken called him "nephew Travis" but wasn't sure if it was supposed to be funny or what. So far, he was trying real hard not to get Ken ticked off at him. It was weird, living with a stranger. But probably, he reminded himself, a whole lot better than living with a bunch of strangers. A really strange bunch of strangers...

He glanced around the almost-empty Pizza Hut, so glad he was here and not in jail ... There were three girls at a table in the corner and one of them was pretty.

He hadn't made any friends here yet, not having found anyone he particularly wanted to be friends with, and suddenly he wanted to talk to somebody his own age.

He looked at the girls again. The pretty one and the fat one were listening to the third girl. She leaned over the table, talking eagerly, waving a cigarette toward an ashtray and missing.

Good excuse. It'd worked before. He left Ken ordering the drinks and walked up to their table.

"Hey." He made eye contact with the pretty one; she smiled politely and glanced away. He turned to the third. "Can I borrow a cigarette?"

"Here." The girl who had been talking slapped a dollar bill on the table. "Go buy yourself a pack."

She went on with her story, as if there hadn't been an interruption. Travis stood there stupidly, trying to think of his next move. He'd used this ploy a lot; get a cigarette, get a light, keep talking. Not just with girls, but with anybody who seemed interesting, who might have a story ... Nobody had ever thrown a dollar at him and told him to get lost.

"Casey"--Ken came up and handed Travis a Coke and sipped the foam off his beer--"you meet my nephew, Travis? This is Casey Kencaide, who leases my barn. Jennifer--"

The pretty one said hi.

"And Robyn."

The fat one said hi.

"How'd the show go?" Ken went on.

"Pretty good," Casey said. Her eyes were interesting, green as traffic lights. Actually, if she'd had on some makeup and a different hairstyle, she might not have been so plain. Profile a little too severe, and way too skinny ... Jennifer was cute, though. Real cute.

"We pinned in almost every class and Jenna got small hunter champion."

"How'd the Star Runner do?"

"Well, we made it to the jump-off."

The thing that saved her face, Travis thought, besides those vivid eyes, was its expression: not quite laughing, a light smile at a private joke. But she was too old for him anyway, at least eighteen.

"Then he crashed through the triple," Robyn said. "He had the whole course down."

Jennifer said, "Not the whole course."

"Number nineteen, your order is ready," said the loudspeaker.

"That's us," Ken said. "See you, girls."

"Yeah, see you," Travis echoed.

Casey said, "Ken, up his allowance. He's bumming cigarettes."

Just got back from pizza with my uncle, Travis began typing again. Motorboat jumped up in his lap and put his chin in the crook of Travis's elbow; Travis couldn't see how the cat could be comfortable--as he typed, Motorboat's head jarred up and down until his teeth clicked together. But he always did this while Travis typed, purring loudly and doing happy feet, his needle-sharp claws lightly spiking through Travis's jeans.

How's it going there? Weren't you and the twins going to work for Orson? They ever get the transmission fixed on the Trans Am? Done any cruising lately?

Travis stopped, and took a deep breath. He was starting to sound homesick. Couldn't start sounding homesick.

Anyway, he wasn't homesick. There wasn't anything at home, especially. Nothing to be lonesome for. Hanging around watching the twins fiddle with their car, or spending evenings in the parking lot of the city park,

sipping beers until the cops ran you off, what was so great about that? Messing around in Orson's record store after school, listening to his line of bull--he was always hinting around that he was involved in mysterious Big Deals that someday, if they were real lucky, he'd let them in on. He said he knew the Mob. He also said he owned the record store, when Travis knew for a fact he just managed it. And he had a strong suspicion that the mysterious Big Deals went on mostly in Orson's head.

He was one of those older guys who seemed to think they were still young. That always irritated Travis. Being young was an exclusive club and pretenders annoyed him.

And Orson kind of gave him the creeps. But then, Travis never had to particularly like someone to find them interesting.

But still, it was kind of a kick to hang out in the record store, you got to hear a lot of new releases, and Travis couldn't feel bad about lying to Orson, he was such a liar himself, so it was a good place to tell stories. A lot of the heavy dopers hung out there, so there might have been dealing going on, but Joe and the twins and most of Travis's friends weren't druggies, so it wasn't done in front of their faces. Maybe the twins bought grass.

Mom called. I guess Stan isn't permanently brain damaged. Not that he'd know the difference. She said you guys were having a lot of rain lately. No tornadoes here yet, but at school there's a drill...

Great. Talking about the weather--how dumb. Probably because people around here talked about it more, which showed you how desperate they were for conversation--weather at home was just something that made the difference between sitting in the car at the park, or on it.

Disgusted, Travis pushed back from the typewriter and Motorboat jumped down. The cat raced around the room, his tail stuck straight up, pausing to grab Travis's leg, biting, thumping hard with his hind legs.

"Okay, okay." Travis kicked loose. "I'll let you out tomorrow."

He hadn't let Motorboat out of the house yet, afraid he'd get lost. But maybe he'd try it for an hour or so tomorrow. He'd have to be careful; Ken had a couple of dogs and might not like them getting beaten up by a cat. He read his new Hemingway biography for an hour, then wandered down to the den where Ken was looking over a bunch of legal papers and watching the news at the same time.

Tags: S. E. Hinton Suspense
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