Her shrug horrified him. ‘Overwhelmed, were you? But Rautos, that’s just not so, is it? After all, you can’t be overwhelmed by something you don’t even bother to notice.’
‘I noticed.’
‘And so you turned away from me. Until, as you say, here you stand with nothing in your heart but pity. You once said you loved me.’
‘I once did.’
‘Rautos Hivanar, what are these things you are digging up from the river bank?’
‘Mechanisms. I think.’
‘What so fascinates you about them?’
‘I don’t know. I cannot glean their purpose, their function-why are we talking about this?’
‘Rautos, listen. They’re just pieces. The machine, whatever it was, whatever it did, it’s broken.’
‘Eskil, go to bed.’
And so she did, ending the last real conversation between them. He remembered sitting down, his hands to his face, outwardly silent and motionless yet inside he was wracked with sobs. Yes, it was broken. He knew that. And not a single piece left made any sense. And all his pity, well, turned out it was all he had for himself, too.
Rautos felt the bite of the blade and in the moment before the pain rushed in, he managed a smile.
Veed stood over the corpse, and then swung his gaze to Taxilian. Held there for a moment, before his attention drifted to Breath. She was on her knees, scraping coins into her hands.
‘No solutions. No answers. They should be here, in these! These fix everything-everyone knows that! Where is the magic?’
‘Illusions, you mean,’ Veed said, grinning.
‘The best kind! And now the water’s rising-I can’t breathe!’
‘He should never have accepted you, Feather Witch. You understand that, don’t you? Yes, they were all mistakes, all fragments of lives he took inside like so much smoke and dust, but you were the worst of them. The Errant drowned you-and then walked away from your soul. He should not have done that, for you were too potent, too dangerous. You ate his damned eye. ’
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Her shrug horrified him. ‘Overwhelmed, were you? But Rautos, that’s just not so, is it? After all, you can’t be overwhelmed by something you don’t even bother to notice.’
‘I noticed.’
‘And so you turned away from me. Until, as you say, here you stand with nothing in your heart but pity. You once said you loved me.’
‘I once did.’
‘Rautos Hivanar, what are these things you are digging up from the river bank?’
‘Mechanisms. I think.’
‘What so fascinates you about them?’
‘I don’t know. I cannot glean their purpose, their function-why are we talking about this?’
‘Rautos, listen. They’re just pieces. The machine, whatever it was, whatever it did, it’s broken.’
‘Eskil, go to bed.’
And so she did, ending the last real conversation between them. He remembered sitting down, his hands to his face, outwardly silent and motionless yet inside he was wracked with sobs. Yes, it was broken. He knew that. And not a single piece left made any sense. And all his pity, well, turned out it was all he had for himself, too.
Rautos felt the bite of the blade and in the moment before the pain rushed in, he managed a smile.
Veed stood over the corpse, and then swung his gaze to Taxilian. Held there for a moment, before his attention drifted to Breath. She was on her knees, scraping coins into her hands.
‘No solutions. No answers. They should be here, in these! These fix everything-everyone knows that! Where is the magic?’
‘Illusions, you mean,’ Veed said, grinning.
‘The best kind! And now the water’s rising-I can’t breathe!’
‘He should never have accepted you, Feather Witch. You understand that, don’t you? Yes, they were all mistakes, all fragments of lives he took inside like so much smoke and dust, but you were the worst of them. The Errant drowned you-and then walked away from your soul. He should not have done that, for you were too potent, too dangerous. You ate his damned eye. ’
Her head snapped up, a crazed grin smeared across her face. ‘Elder blood! I hold his debt!’
Veed glanced at the ghost. ‘He sought to do what K’rul did so long ago,’ he said, ‘but Icarium is not an Elder God.’ He regarded Feather Witch again. ‘He wanted warrens of his own, enough to trap him in one place, as if it was a web. Trap him in place. Trap him in time .’
‘The debt is mine!’ Feather Witch shrieked.
‘Not any more,’ said Veed. ‘It is now Icarium Lifestealer’s.’
‘He’s broken!’
‘Yes.’
‘It’s not his fault!’
‘No, it isn’t, and no, it’s not fair either. But there is blood on his hands, and terror in his heart. It seems we must all feed him something, doesn’t it? Or perhaps it was the other way round. But the ghost is here now, with us. Icarium is here. Time to die, Feather Witch. Taxilian.’
‘And you?’ Taxilian asked.
Veed smiled. ‘Me, too.’
‘Why?’ Taxilian demanded. ‘Why now?’
‘Because Lifestealer is where he must be. At this moment, he is in place. And we must all step aside.’ And Veed turned to face the ghost. ‘The J’an sees only you, Icarium. The Nest is ready, the flavours altered to your… tastes.’ He gestured and the ghost saw that both Feather Witch and Taxilian had vanished. ‘Don’t think you are quite rid of us-we’re just back inside you, old friend. We’re the stains on your soul.’
The ghost looked down and saw grey-green skin, long-fingered, scarred hands. He lifted them to touch his face, fingers brushing the tusks jutting from his lower jaw. ‘What must I do?’
But Veed was gone. He was alone in the chamber.
The J’an Sentinel, Sulkit, stood watching him. Waiting.
Icarium faced the throne. A machine. A thing of veins and arteries and bitter oils. A binder of time, the maker of certainty.
The flavours swirled round him. The entire towering city of stone and iron trembled.
I am awake-no. I am… reborn.
Icarium Lifestealer walked forward to take his throne.
The shore formed a ragged line, the bleak sweep of darkness manifested in all the natural ways-the sward leading to the bank that then dropped to the beach itself, the sky directly overhead onyx as a starless night yet smeared with pewter clouds-the realm behind them, then, a vast promise of purity at their backs. But the strand glowed, and as Yan Tovis dismounted and walked down her boots sank into the incandescent sand. Reaching down-not yet ready to fix her gaze on what was beyond the shoreline-she scooped up a handful. Cool, surprisingly light-she squinted.