This statement and smile she gave me made me feel all-warm inside. I felt on top of the world. She reciprocated my feelings. Even my wolf smiled. This was a hard thing to achieve. My woman just stated her blossoming feelings for me. Now, I know I can’t lose her.
Not now, not ever.
CHAPTER SIX
OLIVIA
Something was bothering him. I could feel it our connection. He was upset, and I didn’t know why. I worried that it maybe my fault but I didn’t think I’d done anything wrong. We talked about his relationship with his family and how he moved out here to be away from everyone. How he never liked humans until he met me. That comment made me laugh. I considered telling him about remembering everything when he took my virginity but I worry that it might the wrong time. I didn’t want him to think I lied to him.
“Did you ever believe in werewolves?” he asked as we laid in bed one night.
I shook my head because the thought never crossed my mind. Growing up I was more concerned about where my next meal was coming from, and as I got older that concern just mounted. I was so glad my piece of crap car had broken down and I had the ambition to walk all those miles into the woods. It brought me this whole new life. This magnificent man-wolf. “I wouldn’t say I didn’t believe in them.” I shrugged.
Ryan rubbed his hand over the lower part of my belly, probably in hopes that he’d gotten me pregnant.
I didn’t know if it would happen that soon but a part of me hoped it would.
Silence settled over us, and then he asked it, the one question I was afraid of most.
“Do you remember?”
I couldn’t lie to him even if the lie was on the tip of my tongue. I nodded my head yes, and felt the weight that had been sitting on my shoulders suddenly lift. Then I looked into his eyes and noticed the frown that marred his features. He looked sad, and I didn’t like it. “What is wrong?” I questioned softly, rolling into his body. I didn’t want him sad.
“How long have you known? I didn’t want to lie to you but when I discovered you in the house, I couldn’t just let you go. I had to say something to keep you here. If you left, my wolf would’ve lost his fucking mind and I would’ve burned down this entire forest to find you.” The words came rushing out of him like the rushing of a river when the dam breaks.
Taking my hand, I placed it against his steadily beating heart. “I remembered the very first night, when you claimed me. It was if you healed the injury, or amnesia.” I smiled knowing for sure I had the best man in the world as my mate.
“I didn’t want to tell you right away. I wanted to be sure you would stay.” Ryan licked his lips. “Are you mad at me for lying to you?”
I heard the sorrow and regret in his voice. He was really beating himself up over this and for no reason at all. I nibbled on my bottom lip playfully knowing that I could work this into my favor. “Yes… I’m so mad.” I snarled my lip, showing my teeth. I moved so I was straddling Ryan now instead of lying beside him. It’d been nearly twenty four hours since we last fucked, which seemed like a record if you asked me.
“How mad?” he questioned raising a thick brown eyebrow.
“Super mad.” I lifted my shirt and tossed it over my shoulder somewhere onto the bed.
Ryan grinned up at me, his eyes darkening to a forest green. “Mad enough to make me pay for it?”
I nodded my head yes, sinking my tiny nails into his chest. I dig them in as far as I could and run them down his chest. I left tiny scratches in my wake.
I could feel his cock grow hard as I did so and I wondered if he got off on pain. The thought was intriguing. A werewolf that was into BDSM? Fifty shades of wolves? I giggled out loud, instead of to myself.
“You think that’s funny? Leaving tiny marks like that?”
I shook my head. “No, I was thinking of how funny it would be if a werewolf loved BDSM. It’d be called Fifty Shades Of Wolves.”
Ryan rolled his eyes playfully, and then thrust his cock at my entrance.
I sunk my teeth into my plump bottom lip and wiggled my ass against his shaft. My laughter faded. This was a serious subject. Him entering me. Burying his huge cock in me. I could feel how hard he was for me and that turned me on even more. My pussy was slick with need in seconds.