Only Him (Only One 1) - Page 74

“God, what happened to you?”

I glare at her as I kick off my shoes, then go to the bathroom. Immediately, I strip out of my wet clothes and hop in the shower. My heart pounds and races with adrenaline. The need to punch someone or something weighs heavily on me, but I grip my cock and punish myself instead.

Gemmaisn’tmine.

I don’t deserve her.

Even twelve years ago, I knew I didn’t, but I still had her. I’ve fucked up a lot in my life, but giving her up is my biggest regret. Tasting her again and knowing it can’t ever happen again might kill me. I’m so fucked. I should’ve walked away when she asked me to kiss her, well before her lips touched mine.

I shake my head.

I should’ve bent her over and given her a dozen reasons she’ll always bemineand not his.

My thoughts jostle as I roughly stroke my shaft and grunt to images of Gemma’s mouth falling open as she came by my touch.

You can’t rewrite the past, I told her.

You were my first love.

Being alone with her is equivalent to playing with fire and then getting pissed when I get burned.

I should know better.

Gemma’s pure and sweet and shouldn’t get wrapped up with a guy like me who has more baggage than an airport. Even if Robert is a phony fuck, he can give her things I never could. A life she deserves.

My balls tighten as my hand squeezes hard, and I hiss through the orgasm as the memories of her flood my mind. I’m never going to get over her.

I toss and turn all damn night, fighting with the urge to text her or keep my distance. Deciding on the latter, I give up trying to sleep and get out of bed at four a.m. Grabbing my workout clothes, I change and brush my teeth, then head outside for a run. This pent-up rage isn’t going anywhere, so I have to work it off.

After an hour, I head to the gym, stretch, then I give the punching bag hell. After another hour, I feel better, but my frustration is still there.

A guy who’s at least ten years younger watches me, and I wonder if he’s on Victoria’s payroll.

“Do you think you could teach me to box like that?” he asks. I realize he can’t be more than a few years out of high school.

“Sure. What do you wanna know?”

“How to kick ass and take names,” he says with a grin. “My name is Luke.”

‘“Tyler.” I give him a pair of gloves and go over some basics. As I guide him on proper form, I hold the bag in place for him while he practices. The kid has some power behind his punch and reminds me of myself when I was his age. Eager to learn. For the forty-five minutes, I instruct him, and I actually forget about being pissed as a rush of happiness surges through me. I loved training and teaching people how to box, and this brings me right back to coaching Mason and Liam. When I moved to Vegas, I taught at an elite gym, and after working with him, I realize how much I miss it.

“You’re so good. Thank you,” Luke says before grabbing a towel. “Will you come back tomorrow?”

I nod with a smile. “Yeah, I’ll be here.”

He waves as he walks to the locker room, and the owner approaches me.

Shit, is he gonna be pissed I was training?

“Tyler, hey.”

“Hi. Good morning.”

“You lookin’ for a job?” he asks, taking me by surprise. “Could use another trainer.”

“Depends. Are the hours flexible?”

“You can make your own. How’s that?”

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