Without breaking eye contact, she sat up and I moved with her, eventually ending up on my back while her fingers danced down the length of my abdomen and dipped into the waistband of my pants. “Look, I know how hooking up usually works. The good guys, or the ones who are good at sex at least, try to make you come a few times before they do, and it’s nice. I’m not really sure, but I don’t think relationships work that way. Even if they do, you’ve already given me a couple of orgasms, so there’s really no reason you have to hold back any longer.”
While she talked, she unbuttoned my pants with a lot more ease than she had my shirt earlier, then unzipped me and lifted the pants and underwear over my erection. She smiled once I was finally free, and tucked her hair behind her ears as she dipped her head down.
She ran her nails up and down my thighs before placing one of her hands between my legs and cupping my balls. My eyes nearly rolled back in my head, but I kept my gaze on hers.
“From now on, no more holding back when you’re with me,” she said. “You have nothing to prove to me, and if we’re not playing games here, then let’s not play any. Let’s just be real.”
“You want real?” I asked through clenched teeth. When she nodded, I slid my hand around the back of her neck and pulled her down to me, only stopping when her mouth was right above mine. “Then fuck me. Fuck me and make both of us come.”
“Oh, wow. That’s…” She trailed off, but her eyes darkened. She reached for my pants, pulled my wallet out of the pocket, and emerged with a condom clasped between her fingers. “That’s really real. I like it.”
Instead of handing the protection over, she tore the packet open and carefully rolled it over me. It took longer than I’d have liked, but since I also liked that she was doing it, I didn’t rush her or take over. Once it was on, she got up on her knees and positioned herself over me, one hand on the backrest for balance and the other reaching for mine.
As she sank down on me, our fingers wound together and held on tight. She started moving, and for the first time in my life, I was the one trying to hold back a scream. My free hand flew to her clit, and the pad of my thumb brushed over it as she rocked into me.
I tried to remember that she didn’t want me to hold back, but it went against every instinct I had, especially when this was her we were talking about. But she’d made it pretty clear that it was what she wanted, and since I would give her anything she wanted, I fought against those instincts and just let go.
As a result, it didn’t take long before pleasure spiked through me and I came so hard, I nearly blacked out. It was only once I came to again that I realized I’d taken her with me. As she slumped over me, planting a final kiss on my lips, I grinned.
“Okay, so maybe I can get onboard with that,” I mumbled lazily, folding my arms around her and feeling her heart hammering against mine. “I mean, I need a minute, but we’re doing that again. Soon.”
She chuckled, pulling her head back to look into my eyes. “Any time you want, Tanner. Any time you want.”
Fuck. I liked the sound of that so much that any time I wanted was going to be sooner than expected, but first, I suspected she wanted to talk. As it turned out, I was right, and strangely, I wasn’t disappointed that she wanted to talk instead of going at it again.
Yeah, this girl has really changed me. That’s for fucking sure.